it's been sometime now. [the last thing i wrote was on 19th july and was the 219th post. 19 19!] i shall write something. Like for example my dream, again!
Again, i dont remember what the dream was about, only scenes in the dream. So i remember i needed to get to somewhere which was the 50th storey of a building, to save someone. But there were only 2 lifts, one went straight to the 50th storey, the other went straight to the 100th storey. I didnt know that at first, but i was rushing for time, so i just went into the lift that opened first. There was a girl in it and i saw the buttons on the lift and there was only 1 and 100. So i exclaimed this lift goes all the way to 100?? And the girl said, yes it does and laughed shrilly. The lift shot up and i was beginning to feel that feet on air feeling and i foresaw that i was gonna get freaked out by the time the lift reached the 100 storey. [It's like sitting in a cable car, its one of those kind of lifts that protrude out and have transparent windows, not hdb flat lift. And yea i have a fear of cable cars, usually sit on the floor when i ride one.] I dont remember if i ever made it up.
But i know the next dream was like, we went to thailand. We, being me, xiu rong, huiwei [i think there were others but i dont rmbr]. And i wanted to go to the toilet and so did they, so we were all searching for a toilet but the place was so obscure that the nearest toilet was at a place that we passed by earlier that looked quite run down and stuff, dark blue tiles that looked more like blue algae than blue paint. Actually there was a toilet where we were, but that toilet had no walls between the cubicle -.- So we went to the one with the dark blue tiles, which ALSO had no walls between the cubicles. But it had curtains instead! So it was 20cents to get in [though it should have been in baht] And at first i gave a 10c but it was wrong so i gave a 20c then the man asked me if i had one LARGE 50c coin, and it was really large, like, there was actually an image of it like the size of a pizza. I had one, for some reason, so i gave that instead. In return I got my house key, a 20c coin and a tiny silver fake sword. I dont know what that combi of things mean. So i went into the toilet. AND for some horrendous reason unspoken, i dropped my stuff into the dam toilet bowl! Meaning that i forgot i was ever holding them, so i dropped them into the toilet bowl some way or another. I looked into the dark blue ceramic toilet bowl and could see each of the items. I was just about to summon my greatest courage to pick them out when the toilet bowl became a some sort of treasure box instead. It was full of fake guns, like those decorative ones you place around the house, with designs on them. There was even one made of a thin sheet of metal, cut out into the shape of a long rifle, and with flowery patterns cut into its body, so it looked like a cake cutter. At this point i was already about to wake up. And i did, cuz i had to go for piano. And i DID have to go to the toilet too..
Ah, so those were my dreams for this morning.
As for any epic occurances in the week, well there was ONE. And the whole world knows about it and saw it but i must still write about it since they only saw it and didnt feel it.
Well, we had a house session on wednesday, and at first we were all quite skeptic and unenthu about it cuz well, its a house session. It started off with boring cheering, with a cheer that had no rhythm or rhyme whatsoever. But later on we were made to go to the field and make the letters of AERIUS. 04 did the letter U and it was TINY at first cuz some guys ran away to play bball. We got them fetched back and our U became more reasonable. Then chiansiang, feeling quite inadequate commented quite loudly that the class beside us, their S dam big leh. LOL. Me and huiwei burst out laughing man... he didnt even realise the implication of the way he said it until then. haha. Then he tried to correct it but failed. It just sounded like, well, what it sounded like no matter how he said it. lol. Anyway this part of the house session was quite cool since we never had anything like it before.
After that there was inter class capt's ball. SO, at first we had no class to play with! So we were monkey-ing around on our own, until the OGLs fetched a class to play with us. And we took a glance. WA!! ALL GUYS!!?? And one LARGE canoeist to boot. So we were like, OMG. And started acting dam enthu [about losing] and having great class spirit. We thought we were gonna die, maybe thats why we were being so enthu, you know, treasure the last moments of your life. BUT THEN, the guys from that class s01, which was my og group, were actually being quite slack cuz they UNDERESTIMATED US wahahaha. So they started off quite slack, but slowly as the game moved on, daniel started spreading his wings and propelling himself like 5feet off the ground, and chiansiang ran and slid about until the friction was going to melt the soles of his shoes, and our class was everywhere like ants on a battlefield and those guys were like, they're everywhere!
Being everywhere all the time, there must be moments when one accidentally overlaps the coordinates that the other is standing in. SO. Guy from other class has the ball. Guy from another class is going to receive it. Ball leaves Guy's hand. I run to intercept, daniel runs to intercept [from the entirely opposite direction]. I doubt we ever saw each other [i never saw him coming] I have no idea where the ball went, becuz i had a HEAD ON COLLISION with daniel!! We both collapsed to the floor under the force of the collision, and my head was totally ringing and i was seeing the stars, the sun and the moon. He hit the left side of my head and like a pendulum thingy the pain shot over to the right side, so my whole head was having a headache. As for daniel, i hit him in the chin [lol hit chinh's chin.] So he was saying that he got the hairpin shape on his chin. After i got hit and thrown to the floor, i jumped up and was like DANIEL ITS YOU!!! raaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh and there was a moment of confusion and then the game continued on. The headache went away after a while. And we also won the captain's ball game! Yay, got free food.
Anyway its not the first time something like that has happened to me. The first time was during Dunman Orientation, where there was captain's ball too. I was running to intercept, and so was Anthony, in the exact opposite direction. Yea so we collided, and Anthony, being made of stone, didnt even budge, but i was the one thrown to the floor -.- The effect was generally the same.
I shall not intercept in such a manner anymore. > <
ok this has been long enough so i shall end here! byebye.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Saturday, July 19, 2008
I shall first write about my dreamS before i do other stuff.
The first dream i cant remember at all what it was about, only who was involved, so i shall not talk about it.
The second and third dream, however, is slightly clearer, though not that clear either. So in my second dream, i dreamt that i was watching The Dark Knight [yet i havent even watched it] and it was taking place in this castle. On the inside it had orangey light but on the outside it was dark with creatures flying about and stuff. So the characters, there were quite many: there was a woman vampire slayer, a woman shapeshifter, wizard, little boy with magic powers, random kindly girl, and a boy who looked like Sora. Some of them were princes of random imaginary lands. So i just kept dreaming them returning from their duties nightly, covered in blood and stuff and talking about who they had slain and how it went, like normal people.
Then i think in the middle i was interrupted by my own alarm clock. The dream switched into like a final fantasy dream. The boy really was Sora [even if Sora is not exactly from final fantasy], and the little boy was a little Sora. The other characters were like acting in a show, there was this pale woman with purple hair and slitty eyes who was supposed to act throwing a shoe out of the window. She really did drop the shoe and then had to climb out of the window to pick it back. Then i forgot what happened, but little Sora did something wrong and Big Sora refused to bother about little Sora, which made little Sora immensely sad. Little Sora went to look in all the other rooms to look for other people but everyone was sleeping. So little Sora went to the kitchen window and started watching the kids playing in the sand downstairs. The parent was being awed at his kid's ability to draw a new final fantasy weapon in the sand, which was a shoe with chains here and there. Little Sora just watched. Then another character, the kindly girl, came into the kitchen and tried talking to little Sora, but little Sora kept bursting into tears and crying and crying [and man i could feel his pain too while having the dream] because Big Sora wouldnt talk to him and maybe wouldnt ever see him again. After everyone had come down to dinner, Big Sora still didnt come down. Little Sora, sad and dejected, i suspect planned to disappear somewhere.
But i was too awake at this time to let the dream continue smoothly by itself so thats the end.
The first dream i cant remember at all what it was about, only who was involved, so i shall not talk about it.
The second and third dream, however, is slightly clearer, though not that clear either. So in my second dream, i dreamt that i was watching The Dark Knight [yet i havent even watched it] and it was taking place in this castle. On the inside it had orangey light but on the outside it was dark with creatures flying about and stuff. So the characters, there were quite many: there was a woman vampire slayer, a woman shapeshifter, wizard, little boy with magic powers, random kindly girl, and a boy who looked like Sora. Some of them were princes of random imaginary lands. So i just kept dreaming them returning from their duties nightly, covered in blood and stuff and talking about who they had slain and how it went, like normal people.
Then i think in the middle i was interrupted by my own alarm clock. The dream switched into like a final fantasy dream. The boy really was Sora [even if Sora is not exactly from final fantasy], and the little boy was a little Sora. The other characters were like acting in a show, there was this pale woman with purple hair and slitty eyes who was supposed to act throwing a shoe out of the window. She really did drop the shoe and then had to climb out of the window to pick it back. Then i forgot what happened, but little Sora did something wrong and Big Sora refused to bother about little Sora, which made little Sora immensely sad. Little Sora went to look in all the other rooms to look for other people but everyone was sleeping. So little Sora went to the kitchen window and started watching the kids playing in the sand downstairs. The parent was being awed at his kid's ability to draw a new final fantasy weapon in the sand, which was a shoe with chains here and there. Little Sora just watched. Then another character, the kindly girl, came into the kitchen and tried talking to little Sora, but little Sora kept bursting into tears and crying and crying [and man i could feel his pain too while having the dream] because Big Sora wouldnt talk to him and maybe wouldnt ever see him again. After everyone had come down to dinner, Big Sora still didnt come down. Little Sora, sad and dejected, i suspect planned to disappear somewhere.
But i was too awake at this time to let the dream continue smoothly by itself so thats the end.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Saturday, July 05, 2008
so, i had this dream. In the dream, i decided to watch the end of evangelion, since xiu rong kept asking me to watch it. So i turned on the tv. There it was showing. But not quite it. :X
The blond girl was walking through a yellow walled hospital. Everyone was just doing their own stuff, like watching tv, wheeling stuff around etc. Joannah was there to but i forgot what she said to the girl. Suddenly, there was a werewolf, and it tore through the hallway and ripped everyone apart so there was the camera on the jaws of the werewolf swiping side to side with dismembered arms and legs in its jaws.
The girl ran away, out of the hospital, into the streets. There were like people who were like diseased, and covered in blood and moaning in pain crawling around. Newspapers creeped along the ground and paper flew about randomly in the wind. There was like a disease breakout. Everyone was dying. But the girl hadnt got it yet. There was this guy who made it out too, so they decided to escape together. They went into a safehouse, where they found this child. Creepy child with pale skin and black hair that was straight and eyes that were blank. They took her along, and went to see the council.
So turns out this girl and the guy were supposed to be trying to eradicate the city of the disease and the monsters. So they were telling the council fellow that chocolate will do the job.
"Chocolate will make it right." the girl said.
"Good plan." council guy said.
But somehow. actually chocolates will make the monsters more excited and crazy.
At this point in the show, i looked at my sis who was watching the show with me and said, "this is such a gross show." I looked at the clock and thought to myself. Ok i have training at 630pm.
So i continued watching the show. The girl, the guy and the creepy child went out of the council house and they met a woman. She had a baby with her and it was wrapped in a cloak. The woman needed to take two carriages to get to the safehouse. But the carriages were filled with monsters and werewolves and people were getting ripped up inside. So the guy told the woman to take the cloak and bring the child in. The woman was reluctant at first but in the end she put on the cloak and carried the child into the carriage. When she came out the first time, the child was gone, she was still alive. So the guy said, "good plan?"
But when she went into the second carriage, she came out and her face turned to the camera and her eyes were wide in shock and fear and her face was covered in blood and she looked so traumatised. The skin on her left arm was coming off and in her madness, she ripped it off herself. It came off in one whole piece. She went mad and chased after the blond girl. Like, she growled like a werewolf and became one, and pounded after the girl.
The blond girl ran back to the hospital, where everything had become dead and papers just flew around. She ran until the end of the hospital where there was like this operation room and there was a monster standing in front of the door. The blond girl ducked, and the woman who became a werewolf jumped over the girl and crashed into the glass panes of the operation room. Another werewolf flew out of the monster and chased after the blond girl. It caught her and ripped her apart.
Yea she died. And the creepy child got taken too. No idea what happened to the guy.
The show ended and i went to sleep and woke up at 930++ And i was like SHYT!! I MISSED TRAINING!! and went to my mom and say why you nvr wake me up for training??
Then i wake up for real...
Yea, so that was my dream :/ So vivid.
This is a slipshod drawing of the main characters in my dream. Didnt bother to colour the clothes also wahaha.
Yea, creepy kid, blond girl and guy.
The blond girl was walking through a yellow walled hospital. Everyone was just doing their own stuff, like watching tv, wheeling stuff around etc. Joannah was there to but i forgot what she said to the girl. Suddenly, there was a werewolf, and it tore through the hallway and ripped everyone apart so there was the camera on the jaws of the werewolf swiping side to side with dismembered arms and legs in its jaws.
The girl ran away, out of the hospital, into the streets. There were like people who were like diseased, and covered in blood and moaning in pain crawling around. Newspapers creeped along the ground and paper flew about randomly in the wind. There was like a disease breakout. Everyone was dying. But the girl hadnt got it yet. There was this guy who made it out too, so they decided to escape together. They went into a safehouse, where they found this child. Creepy child with pale skin and black hair that was straight and eyes that were blank. They took her along, and went to see the council.
So turns out this girl and the guy were supposed to be trying to eradicate the city of the disease and the monsters. So they were telling the council fellow that chocolate will do the job.
"Chocolate will make it right." the girl said.
"Good plan." council guy said.
But somehow. actually chocolates will make the monsters more excited and crazy.
At this point in the show, i looked at my sis who was watching the show with me and said, "this is such a gross show." I looked at the clock and thought to myself. Ok i have training at 630pm.
So i continued watching the show. The girl, the guy and the creepy child went out of the council house and they met a woman. She had a baby with her and it was wrapped in a cloak. The woman needed to take two carriages to get to the safehouse. But the carriages were filled with monsters and werewolves and people were getting ripped up inside. So the guy told the woman to take the cloak and bring the child in. The woman was reluctant at first but in the end she put on the cloak and carried the child into the carriage. When she came out the first time, the child was gone, she was still alive. So the guy said, "good plan?"
But when she went into the second carriage, she came out and her face turned to the camera and her eyes were wide in shock and fear and her face was covered in blood and she looked so traumatised. The skin on her left arm was coming off and in her madness, she ripped it off herself. It came off in one whole piece. She went mad and chased after the blond girl. Like, she growled like a werewolf and became one, and pounded after the girl.
The blond girl ran back to the hospital, where everything had become dead and papers just flew around. She ran until the end of the hospital where there was like this operation room and there was a monster standing in front of the door. The blond girl ducked, and the woman who became a werewolf jumped over the girl and crashed into the glass panes of the operation room. Another werewolf flew out of the monster and chased after the blond girl. It caught her and ripped her apart.
Yea she died. And the creepy child got taken too. No idea what happened to the guy.
The show ended and i went to sleep and woke up at 930++ And i was like SHYT!! I MISSED TRAINING!! and went to my mom and say why you nvr wake me up for training??
Then i wake up for real...
Yea, so that was my dream :/ So vivid.
This is a slipshod drawing of the main characters in my dream. Didnt bother to colour the clothes also wahaha.
Yea, creepy kid, blond girl and guy.
Friday, July 04, 2008
im so so so so so so so so so uber uber uber uber sleepy right now...
Had a wrong number call from someone just now. Weird person, called wrongly then still call again.
This is how it went:
Stranger: Hello!!
Me: Huh.
stranger: you are ariel[cant hear properly who she asking for also] right??
Me: No.
stranger: DUN LIE LA!! I KNOW YOURE AVERIL
Me: Uh..
stranger: YOU KNOW THERE WAS THIS GUY CALLED EDWIN...
Me: Uh UH uh, i think you got the wrong number..
Stranger: oh. shyt.
*stranger hangs up*
???? Crazy, tell you wrong person liao dont believe -.- Should have just let her continue talking, she sounded so excited.
My head so heavy.. i really wanna sleep right now...
Had a wrong number call from someone just now. Weird person, called wrongly then still call again.
This is how it went:
Stranger: Hello!!
Me: Huh.
stranger: you are ariel[cant hear properly who she asking for also] right??
Me: No.
stranger: DUN LIE LA!! I KNOW YOURE AVERIL
Me: Uh..
stranger: YOU KNOW THERE WAS THIS GUY CALLED EDWIN...
Me: Uh UH uh, i think you got the wrong number..
Stranger: oh. shyt.
*stranger hangs up*
???? Crazy, tell you wrong person liao dont believe -.- Should have just let her continue talking, she sounded so excited.
My head so heavy.. i really wanna sleep right now...
Thursday, July 03, 2008
The only marks i know are my lit marks. And i havent got any papers back at all! Deprived me. Mrs Poon wont let kt take my chem paper -_- maybe i got a single digit mark. oh well 90% failed, maybe i shouldnt feel so bad. But oh i do. kev pls save me..
What if i get some crappy paper back on tues? Hope it wont make me emo on wednesday... Oh dont tell me they are giving out lit section B paper on wednesday -_- wont get my paper again then...
Left hand getting more and more painful. But the pain feels like part of the action :/ Important pain. I havent posted about shooting for a long time here.
I keep shooting nice grouping[97-99] and lousy single shots[96- 1 8, 2 9s]. Keep shooting 8. But they were due to me trying to twist my body, which is bad for me.
Tmr will be a scary start to the day. O why doth this task befall unto me?
Hope zhang doesnt do anything funny to me. And even if she does, i shall ignore it [as long as its not that important.]
This post is utterly random. I feel a lack of things to say. I feel an emptiness <-- this is such an oxymoron. How do you even feel emptiness if its empty. But honestly i dont give a lamb...
Oh well, after training i went home today, and did bio and did math and it was 1115. Havent done homework for sometime now. Just doing all the stuff that's due. I feel sleepy everyday but dont really want to end the day so soon. But then again, what am i prolonging each day for... for worthless crap like this? Really whats the point..
the nights are pretty quiet.
What if i get some crappy paper back on tues? Hope it wont make me emo on wednesday... Oh dont tell me they are giving out lit section B paper on wednesday -_- wont get my paper again then...
Left hand getting more and more painful. But the pain feels like part of the action :/ Important pain. I havent posted about shooting for a long time here.
I keep shooting nice grouping[97-99] and lousy single shots[96- 1 8, 2 9s]. Keep shooting 8. But they were due to me trying to twist my body, which is bad for me.
Tmr will be a scary start to the day. O why doth this task befall unto me?
Hope zhang doesnt do anything funny to me. And even if she does, i shall ignore it [as long as its not that important.]
This post is utterly random. I feel a lack of things to say. I feel an emptiness <-- this is such an oxymoron. How do you even feel emptiness if its empty. But honestly i dont give a lamb...
Oh well, after training i went home today, and did bio and did math and it was 1115. Havent done homework for sometime now. Just doing all the stuff that's due. I feel sleepy everyday but dont really want to end the day so soon. But then again, what am i prolonging each day for... for worthless crap like this? Really whats the point..
the nights are pretty quiet.
Monday, June 30, 2008
Thursday, June 26, 2008
yay! no more common tests for meee...
anyway since i have barred myself from the com for a week, i shall write about how the week went.
On sunday, to start off, my nose was running like a cheetah [oh wait this is kinda a wrong comparison since cheetah's lack stamina but my nose sure ran like a marathon runner]. Just kept running and running the whole day non stop. I used up sooo much tissue. Lazy to keep walking to the dustbin to throw tissue away so i just had a plastic bag beside me and it was fulll of tissue. This was the only day in the whole holiday i studied more than 4 hours [cuz on other days i kept falling asleep], since the studying was just annotating of Great Expectations and i had to finish it or be doomed.
Monday however, my nose didnt run anymore. Went for KI paper, which was pretty slack. My handwriting was so NICE and BIG for section A but small and crappy for section C cuz i forgot to write bigger to be able to gauge how many words to write. And also because i wasnt sure what to write... supposed to assess the argument, but didnt have many points to say about it.
Tuesday was chem and lit. Chem, a total disaster. A sure fail. Even heard this guy say wa study like never study like that, sure fail lo. But it wasnt supposed to be hard, i just really suck at chem... probably getting 30 or so out of 100.
Lit was alright. I liked the poem. About a jaguar. Didnt bother reading the other poem. My handwriting for lit was soooo spaced out it was like one-finger spacing between the letters man. Because during one of the lectures it was mentioned that average handwriting is 8 words per line, so i tried doing that but it still ended up around 12 words a line. M y w o r d s l o o k e d l i k e t h i s. Really! Wrote around 1200 worth of crapping for each.
Mathh on wednesdayyyy.. my first 3 hour paper of the common test. Ahhh the paper wasnt hard.. i made some stupid careless mistakes.. that cost A LOT of marks!! eek. I cant live up to those GREAT EXPECTATIONS!! > <>
Anyway i celebrated the end of my exam with a Burger King Milo.
Yay. What a not so epic week. But i had epic dreams. I forgot the actual content but my dream this morning was sweeny todd-esque. It had a guy that looked like johnny depp in it, with the eye shadow and mascara and pale complexion and black skinny clothings get up kind. Also had a girl character, similar, but with rags and layers of plaid and cloth with picha-ded[this is not a real word] ends with threads handing down and coarse and common boots[too much lit]. Messy hair. They really looked like characters from a crooked fairy tale. Then there was a part where i dreamt i had a hamster. And since in real life i didnt feed no hamster, in my dream i was like SHYT! I DIDNT FEED THE HAMSTER! so i went and took it out. There were two of them, but one hamster had a tail like a mouse.. i took it to the kitchen sink at home, to bathe it!! Rubbed green apple soap on its back.. remember seeing it almost fall into the sea [though there was no sea] But it slowly stiffened and died.. Yes it did. And its tail was swollen because i didnt feed it!! What is this ominous foreboding?? Ok, dont wanna think so much. Better do the bio quiz on km..
anyway since i have barred myself from the com for a week, i shall write about how the week went.
On sunday, to start off, my nose was running like a cheetah [oh wait this is kinda a wrong comparison since cheetah's lack stamina but my nose sure ran like a marathon runner]. Just kept running and running the whole day non stop. I used up sooo much tissue. Lazy to keep walking to the dustbin to throw tissue away so i just had a plastic bag beside me and it was fulll of tissue. This was the only day in the whole holiday i studied more than 4 hours [cuz on other days i kept falling asleep], since the studying was just annotating of Great Expectations and i had to finish it or be doomed.
Monday however, my nose didnt run anymore. Went for KI paper, which was pretty slack. My handwriting was so NICE and BIG for section A but small and crappy for section C cuz i forgot to write bigger to be able to gauge how many words to write. And also because i wasnt sure what to write... supposed to assess the argument, but didnt have many points to say about it.
Tuesday was chem and lit. Chem, a total disaster. A sure fail. Even heard this guy say wa study like never study like that, sure fail lo. But it wasnt supposed to be hard, i just really suck at chem... probably getting 30 or so out of 100.
Lit was alright. I liked the poem. About a jaguar. Didnt bother reading the other poem. My handwriting for lit was soooo spaced out it was like one-finger spacing between the letters man. Because during one of the lectures it was mentioned that average handwriting is 8 words per line, so i tried doing that but it still ended up around 12 words a line. M y w o r d s l o o k e d l i k e t h i s. Really! Wrote around 1200 worth of crapping for each.
Mathh on wednesdayyyy.. my first 3 hour paper of the common test. Ahhh the paper wasnt hard.. i made some stupid careless mistakes.. that cost A LOT of marks!! eek. I cant live up to those GREAT EXPECTATIONS!! > <>
Anyway i celebrated the end of my exam with a Burger King Milo.
Yay. What a not so epic week. But i had epic dreams. I forgot the actual content but my dream this morning was sweeny todd-esque. It had a guy that looked like johnny depp in it, with the eye shadow and mascara and pale complexion and black skinny clothings get up kind. Also had a girl character, similar, but with rags and layers of plaid and cloth with picha-ded[this is not a real word] ends with threads handing down and coarse and common boots[too much lit]. Messy hair. They really looked like characters from a crooked fairy tale. Then there was a part where i dreamt i had a hamster. And since in real life i didnt feed no hamster, in my dream i was like SHYT! I DIDNT FEED THE HAMSTER! so i went and took it out. There were two of them, but one hamster had a tail like a mouse.. i took it to the kitchen sink at home, to bathe it!! Rubbed green apple soap on its back.. remember seeing it almost fall into the sea [though there was no sea] But it slowly stiffened and died.. Yes it did. And its tail was swollen because i didnt feed it!! What is this ominous foreboding?? Ok, dont wanna think so much. Better do the bio quiz on km..
Thursday, June 19, 2008
sigh... i need a new brain. wish i could buy one from a roadside stall. i wonder if brains have emotions without a heart.
This is from my heart. When you say that what exactly is it thats from your heart? Are feelings from the heart? I think the only feeling in a heart is when you get a heartattack. That sour feeling you get when its a so called heartache, feels more like a stomach malfunction. Or an expiring rib cage. I really am talking crap though, so dont take any of these to heart? C; what a pun... Take it to the brain man..
Was so hungry after pt today, but xr didnt wanna go with me to satisfy my mcflurry craving so i got one from bedok interchange. It went down like a thin, dried snowflake. I felt like i hadnt even tasted it and it was gone. I couldnt taste it, it just kept going down my throat. And just felt cold.
food food food food food....
im so packed with things on thurs from 8-1 and friday from 8-3. maybe i will faint and die? ahh, they wont let me off so easy...
say what you need to say.. say what you need to say... say what you need to say... the john mayer song playing right now keeps saying that. even if your hands are shakin.. He thinks its so easy. And your faith is broken...
say what you need to say... say what you need to say... blah blah blah you know what line comes next...
This is from my heart. When you say that what exactly is it thats from your heart? Are feelings from the heart? I think the only feeling in a heart is when you get a heartattack. That sour feeling you get when its a so called heartache, feels more like a stomach malfunction. Or an expiring rib cage. I really am talking crap though, so dont take any of these to heart? C; what a pun... Take it to the brain man..
Was so hungry after pt today, but xr didnt wanna go with me to satisfy my mcflurry craving so i got one from bedok interchange. It went down like a thin, dried snowflake. I felt like i hadnt even tasted it and it was gone. I couldnt taste it, it just kept going down my throat. And just felt cold.
food food food food food....
im so packed with things on thurs from 8-1 and friday from 8-3. maybe i will faint and die? ahh, they wont let me off so easy...
say what you need to say.. say what you need to say... say what you need to say... the john mayer song playing right now keeps saying that. even if your hands are shakin.. He thinks its so easy. And your faith is broken...
say what you need to say... say what you need to say... blah blah blah you know what line comes next...
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
wow the pencil just stopped short.
Right there.
Couldnt get it to touch the paper. My inspiration wont spill out. But anyway the ideas in my head could just be some consolation prize. If you get what i mean. But i bet you dont. ahaha.
shyt. no inspiration.
nvm. Moosic music music.
i gotta pick me up when im downnn.. i dont know when i got bitter.. love is surely better when its gone...
Right there.
Couldnt get it to touch the paper. My inspiration wont spill out. But anyway the ideas in my head could just be some consolation prize. If you get what i mean. But i bet you dont. ahaha.
shyt. no inspiration.
nvm. Moosic music music.
i gotta pick me up when im downnn.. i dont know when i got bitter.. love is surely better when its gone...
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
yay i have worked my primitive brain today. Math math math math. I still dont feel fulfilled though, only cuz i still think i havent learnt anything more. Whoohoo! I wanna live in my primitive world with my primitive mind, and only know the most primitive thing.
The most primitive thoughts could still keep a person alive no?
The most primitive thoughts could still keep a person alive no?
Saturday, June 14, 2008
why are some people in this world so evil and act smart!! and scheming!!!
like mr high!!!
grrrr so pissing off. this kind of crappy unhelpful uncooperative unreasonable unwanted people should just be shot right in the eyeball!!
walaoZ. Think we wanna use your car on purpose think your car very nice meh?!?! Got transformer sticker doesnt mean is really transformer okay!!! Got no car then dont use your car la! Not like youre the only human bean with a CAR. Obviously we will be able to find other people with cars AND other people who are MUCH MORE helpful and understanding.
HMPH. dont want to fetch dont fetch la! Dont have to say tell the others not to help us fetch it also right. So toot. use your brain a bit la... who is so dumb to take public transport to carry 6kg when you have car?? Like who will go carry a bag on a stick and trudge your way to the next village when you have trains.
pampered what pampered lor. You think the whole world wanna take advantage of you, so ego for what.
like mr high!!!
grrrr so pissing off. this kind of crappy unhelpful uncooperative unreasonable unwanted people should just be shot right in the eyeball!!
walaoZ. Think we wanna use your car on purpose think your car very nice meh?!?! Got transformer sticker doesnt mean is really transformer okay!!! Got no car then dont use your car la! Not like youre the only human bean with a CAR. Obviously we will be able to find other people with cars AND other people who are MUCH MORE helpful and understanding.
HMPH. dont want to fetch dont fetch la! Dont have to say tell the others not to help us fetch it also right. So toot. use your brain a bit la... who is so dumb to take public transport to carry 6kg when you have car?? Like who will go carry a bag on a stick and trudge your way to the next village when you have trains.
pampered what pampered lor. You think the whole world wanna take advantage of you, so ego for what.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
do you like my strawberry tartlet?
Baked on election day.
haha. its mayonnaise surrounding chilli sauce. I made it to dip my fries. Nice right?
yay im back to the real worldd.
uh. whats the real world.. my world is just shooting and study shooting and study. It has always been this real. The camp just felt like going to another planet but still doing the same thing. Back to my own planet now. The planet where maybe i can fall asleep.
I like to twist and turn in bed. I just cant lie there and fall asleep. :C This is like gonna be detrimental lor. I keep turning from this side, that side, facing this direction, that direction. Sometimes when i really cant sleep i just sit up.
Wow if i had to share a bed with someone i think i'll irritate someone to the ends of the earth okay. [Like i used to kick my sis all the time by accident without knowing.]
How to not move at all and just lie there and fall asleep? My body is acting out my turbulent mind. And then there are the dreams, that make me feel like i never slept. Oh i keep dreaming about scenes in the shooting range.
sigh. i need to sleep. Haha <-- this laughter is out of place.
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Shall we run from this world?
Touch the nightsky filled with pearls.
In your eyes burning bright,
there's a secret we hold tight, as we
escape with our masks,
Rendezvous in the Night.
Climb our way to the stars, oh if we could
Reach those heights,
swing back and forth on threads of cloud,
shout our worries, lost in doubt.
Blink the tears out from our eyes,
for the Moon's our alibi.
We could be so alone, but
We could feel so alive.
You and me, just slumbering in the other's company,
Freed from the world's mess and misery,
Finally.
Touch the nightsky filled with pearls.
In your eyes burning bright,
there's a secret we hold tight, as we
escape with our masks,
Rendezvous in the Night.
Climb our way to the stars, oh if we could
Reach those heights,
swing back and forth on threads of cloud,
shout our worries, lost in doubt.
Blink the tears out from our eyes,
for the Moon's our alibi.
We could be so alone, but
We could feel so alive.
You and me, just slumbering in the other's company,
Freed from the world's mess and misery,
Finally.
Monday, June 02, 2008
Saturday, May 31, 2008
ARISTAL 2008
'I' am taller than xr
failed attempt at making this look combined
Prelude.
chinese dance first
Indian dance
Another chinese dance
creepy malay dance
chinese dance with cloud and topless guys
malay dance with umbrellas
indian dance
indian dance again
chinese dance
indian dance
[daniel leftmost purple guy]
finale dance
Dam crowded stage and THE END.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
today i took the train and went in a circle.. got on at newton but i fell asleep and woke up at raffles place. So i got off and went up the escalator to take the train towards pasir ris but i ended up at dhoby ghaut again. Realised i took the wrong side. Got off and took the train on the other side. zzz.
shes fine. shes fine. shes fine.
shes fine. shes fine. shes fine.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Sunday, May 18, 2008
gasp i had suuuch a weiird dream okayyy...
it was about shooting club. We were having the training camp, at some lodge in a forested area. Our cabins were like hobbit holes. so.. it was elections time!! I dreamt about andy making his speech! And it began with him showing a video, which had himself in it, and everyone calling his name and chasing after him going andy andy andy andy! like crazy fans. And at one point in the video it showed him doing a back-flip like action and i commented andy's dam bendy! Then he was gonna start his speech but somehow the scene changed to me planning my speech. But somehow i dreamt about a poem instead! In my dream it was a really long and wholesome poem but i only remember the first two lines now...
Elections in the month of May!
Joannah and her team made it to this day!
okay.. it was a really weird dream and there were other things happening that i dont quite remember now, those are the Main most interesting bits...
it was about shooting club. We were having the training camp, at some lodge in a forested area. Our cabins were like hobbit holes. so.. it was elections time!! I dreamt about andy making his speech! And it began with him showing a video, which had himself in it, and everyone calling his name and chasing after him going andy andy andy andy! like crazy fans. And at one point in the video it showed him doing a back-flip like action and i commented andy's dam bendy! Then he was gonna start his speech but somehow the scene changed to me planning my speech. But somehow i dreamt about a poem instead! In my dream it was a really long and wholesome poem but i only remember the first two lines now...
Elections in the month of May!
Joannah and her team made it to this day!
okay.. it was a really weird dream and there were other things happening that i dont quite remember now, those are the Main most interesting bits...
Friday, May 16, 2008
ah yea yea yea. Apart from the fact that i feel once again drawn towards the Tolkien realm, other strange things have been happening to me. The thing is, i've been dreaming of getting myself cut and bloodied pretty frequently. Ok twice, not that frequent. But the two instances were close together...
The first was some accident. Some natural disaster that landed me in this place with glass shards all around. [i remember the lighting was a dark romantic orange, like after a fire.] The glass shards were stuck in the back of my hand, my palm and my arm. I was squeezing them out, and they just slipped out, like how you squeeze a plastic cup filled with water and the water just seeps out. Yea they slid out, and my hand was comparable to the likes of shredded paper. It was literally in sections. I couldnt lift my hand, because my hand wouldnt stay in one piece. My friends were trying to get me to stand but i couldnt because my hand was just too screwed up. They had to bandage it up by tying a cloth around it to keep the pieces together. And it was all bloody and gore. And fallen wood littered around the orange room..
I had this dream while sleeping at the atrium. Must have happened in a pretty short time. Or it could have been a half hour dream.
Now for the other one, happened just yesterday night/this morning. I forgot what the dream was about, but i remember that at one point, i was looking at koi in a pond, and the koi were all sliced up, they were split open all the way down their spines and there were horizontal slits across that line. They weren't in pieces though, they swam around in that top-split state. Like a slice of mango that you cut into cubes while preserving the presence of the skin and then flipping it such that the cubes open outwards. [I thought of this comparison in my dream]. And then the next moment, it appeared i was sitting on a high chair, beside this pond. I was holding a carving knife of some sort, and it pretty much doubled up and plunged itself deep into my thigh. What in the worldd right... Anyway there was blood flowing flowing flowing, and someone asked me what the hell that thing was doing in my leg and i was like i cant get it out, its just stuck there. And really it was stuck, like it had a life of its own and chose to stay there. I dont remember if the matter was resolved.
So, what could these dreams mean?
The first was some accident. Some natural disaster that landed me in this place with glass shards all around. [i remember the lighting was a dark romantic orange, like after a fire.] The glass shards were stuck in the back of my hand, my palm and my arm. I was squeezing them out, and they just slipped out, like how you squeeze a plastic cup filled with water and the water just seeps out. Yea they slid out, and my hand was comparable to the likes of shredded paper. It was literally in sections. I couldnt lift my hand, because my hand wouldnt stay in one piece. My friends were trying to get me to stand but i couldnt because my hand was just too screwed up. They had to bandage it up by tying a cloth around it to keep the pieces together. And it was all bloody and gore. And fallen wood littered around the orange room..
I had this dream while sleeping at the atrium. Must have happened in a pretty short time. Or it could have been a half hour dream.
Now for the other one, happened just yesterday night/this morning. I forgot what the dream was about, but i remember that at one point, i was looking at koi in a pond, and the koi were all sliced up, they were split open all the way down their spines and there were horizontal slits across that line. They weren't in pieces though, they swam around in that top-split state. Like a slice of mango that you cut into cubes while preserving the presence of the skin and then flipping it such that the cubes open outwards. [I thought of this comparison in my dream]. And then the next moment, it appeared i was sitting on a high chair, beside this pond. I was holding a carving knife of some sort, and it pretty much doubled up and plunged itself deep into my thigh. What in the worldd right... Anyway there was blood flowing flowing flowing, and someone asked me what the hell that thing was doing in my leg and i was like i cant get it out, its just stuck there. And really it was stuck, like it had a life of its own and chose to stay there. I dont remember if the matter was resolved.
So, what could these dreams mean?
And so began the march of the lost and unknown...
Over the bridge and
Under the snow
Marching through earth
the dry leaves go
crackling under their feet
Hear them crying
The winds and the woods
are dying, dying.
Eyes wide open
but distant, forlorn.
Their fears had come true
the Curse had been born
It marked the beginning of
endless struggles with fate
Man ceased to live.
And the lands ceased to breathe.
Nowhere to go,
just marching through air
The plains before them lay
Barren.
Bare.
Over the bridge and
Under the snow
Marching through earth
the dry leaves go
crackling under their feet
Hear them crying
The winds and the woods
are dying, dying.
Eyes wide open
but distant, forlorn.
Their fears had come true
the Curse had been born
It marked the beginning of
endless struggles with fate
Man ceased to live.
And the lands ceased to breathe.
Nowhere to go,
just marching through air
The plains before them lay
Barren.
Bare.
Friday, May 09, 2008
so today was quite a difffferent day. had to print 100 brochures so i brought 100 papers, and got some from william and xr. So during pe and break i went to bytes and printed like 80 copies, i hope i wasnt overkilling the printer man :/ then after sch printed another 20. printing that 20 took longer than even printing that 80. There were so many people printing stuff and they accidentally used some of myyy brochure paper to print their stuff!!! They returned it in blank papers though. Then had to staple the brochures together. XD was there to help but he kept running off to watch his friends play whatever computer game that i couldnt be bothered to keep walking over [which i was doing earlier] to say you can go help staple now. So i just stapled the rest after folding them into a booklet. AND also we were short of paper.
I was like saying theres 89 copies
XD: thats not enough.
me: yea we have to buy paper.
XD: *goes off to watch friends play*
me: *huh wth* goes and buys paper.
I came back and printed the rest.
XD comes along and says: where'd you get the paper from?
me thinking wth.: i bought it.
lame right. wth la.
rah.. anyway after that was supposed to go CDANS to help hang the banner. We left at 430. William forgot to bring the banner home yesterday so he was sewing at home, but when we got there he was there already. It was just me, XD and William. We carried lots of newater and target cards up to the range at cdans. Then there was some problem with the poles William brought for the banner. They were FAR too short!! He had to go buy new poles so XD and I counted cards while he went to buy the new poles. Good thing cdans had a SAW and we could saw the new poles to the right length. The banner went up eventually. Had to cut it at the top as usual, so that it could stretch over the cupboard. But, the paper tape behind the cloth was too obvious so XD had this awesome idea of just sticking a huge long piece of paper tape along the whole edge. It didnt turn out too bad. Looks like a border. and KAISHENG didnt paint the border!! sigh the banner looks so plain we should have pasted paper tape ALLL around it.
went home around 730 reached home around 850 lalala. the day is tmr!!
I was like saying theres 89 copies
XD: thats not enough.
me: yea we have to buy paper.
XD: *goes off to watch friends play*
me: *huh wth* goes and buys paper.
I came back and printed the rest.
XD comes along and says: where'd you get the paper from?
me thinking wth.: i bought it.
lame right. wth la.
rah.. anyway after that was supposed to go CDANS to help hang the banner. We left at 430. William forgot to bring the banner home yesterday so he was sewing at home, but when we got there he was there already. It was just me, XD and William. We carried lots of newater and target cards up to the range at cdans. Then there was some problem with the poles William brought for the banner. They were FAR too short!! He had to go buy new poles so XD and I counted cards while he went to buy the new poles. Good thing cdans had a SAW and we could saw the new poles to the right length. The banner went up eventually. Had to cut it at the top as usual, so that it could stretch over the cupboard. But, the paper tape behind the cloth was too obvious so XD had this awesome idea of just sticking a huge long piece of paper tape along the whole edge. It didnt turn out too bad. Looks like a border. and KAISHENG didnt paint the border!! sigh the banner looks so plain we should have pasted paper tape ALLL around it.
went home around 730 reached home around 850 lalala. the day is tmr!!
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Ahh i like keep posting this in the wrong place Y_Y.
and so today huiwei wanted to go get her bag [finally.] ahh first we went to seoul garden [first time for me], becuz i had the vouchers from deal! So yea, free meal lolo. Was supposed to be treating huiwei, but huiwei felt rich and xiu rong felt poor!! So part of the voucher went to xiu
rong instead. quite nice luh, though not a lot of choice of food. [I think the desert part was nice]
yahh anyway we were happy and full after that [starving prior to this cuz xiu rong was making us wait for her] and we went to this toy store place that had stuff made of wood, and there was this box that was to be opened in a secret way. So i stood there for a while trying to open the box while xiu rong was trying to solve a horseshoe puzzle. The box is like cool la, you can hide stuff in it and people who dont know how wouldnt be able to open the box! its totally concealed. i managed to open the box eventually though, and so did xr, becuz it had been put through endless abuse by others who tried, so how to open it was quite obvious. didnt bother trying to solve the horseshoe though.
And off we went to heeren to find huiwei's bag. walkwalkwalkwalk. Walk here walk there [yea, this always happens when going out with huiwei] walkwwalkwalk. cannot find! ahhh, nevermind! go cine. walkwalkwalkwalkwalkwalk. oh oh xiu rong managed to buy her cloth food finally! yay for her. so continue walking. lalala. STILL CANNOT FIND. So we decided to go marina, since huiwei said she saw it there, [a few weeks ago!!] So we went there, and went to puma, and nike.. and STILL DONT HAVE!! By this time xr and i wanted to puke blood le. But heng! we stepped into royal sporting house. SUCH a BEEEG place. So i was like, so big!! better find sth arhrhhhahrhrah. and walking a few rounds later, we FINALLY. got sth. HENG man. by this time i and xr's feet were dying and we were like, yea yea nice, yea. JUST BUY THAT ONE LA. so we finally got her bag! yayay.
Then she also wanted to get slippers. But that one wasnt so bad. And somemore buy two!! and gave me the other half of each pair! lol. but so tired. sigh. everytime going out with huiwei is like around the world in 4 hours. whee
and so today huiwei wanted to go get her bag [finally.] ahh first we went to seoul garden [first time for me], becuz i had the vouchers from deal! So yea, free meal lolo. Was supposed to be treating huiwei, but huiwei felt rich and xiu rong felt poor!! So part of the voucher went to xiu
rong instead. quite nice luh, though not a lot of choice of food. [I think the desert part was nice]
yahh anyway we were happy and full after that [starving prior to this cuz xiu rong was making us wait for her] and we went to this toy store place that had stuff made of wood, and there was this box that was to be opened in a secret way. So i stood there for a while trying to open the box while xiu rong was trying to solve a horseshoe puzzle. The box is like cool la, you can hide stuff in it and people who dont know how wouldnt be able to open the box! its totally concealed. i managed to open the box eventually though, and so did xr, becuz it had been put through endless abuse by others who tried, so how to open it was quite obvious. didnt bother trying to solve the horseshoe though.
And off we went to heeren to find huiwei's bag. walkwalkwalkwalk. Walk here walk there [yea, this always happens when going out with huiwei] walkwwalkwalk. cannot find! ahhh, nevermind! go cine. walkwalkwalkwalkwalkwalk. oh oh xiu rong managed to buy her cloth food finally! yay for her. so continue walking. lalala. STILL CANNOT FIND. So we decided to go marina, since huiwei said she saw it there, [a few weeks ago!!] So we went there, and went to puma, and nike.. and STILL DONT HAVE!! By this time xr and i wanted to puke blood le. But heng! we stepped into royal sporting house. SUCH a BEEEG place. So i was like, so big!! better find sth arhrhhhahrhrah. and walking a few rounds later, we FINALLY. got sth. HENG man. by this time i and xr's feet were dying and we were like, yea yea nice, yea. JUST BUY THAT ONE LA. so we finally got her bag! yayay.
Then she also wanted to get slippers. But that one wasnt so bad. And somemore buy two!! and gave me the other half of each pair! lol. but so tired. sigh. everytime going out with huiwei is like around the world in 4 hours. whee
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
There was sports day today, i ran 4x100 for house and 4x400 for cca.
the 4x400 one was really epic okay..
its like at first we didnt have to run cuz we didnt even make the heats, but some teams pulled out and in the end we still got in??! and we were all prepared to not run Y_Y
wu duo didnt bring a shirt, and shujen was too tired, so we changed people, dragged ailin and verene to run C: ailin super pro, glad we got her to run.
we were in lane 8, which is quite a horrible lane cuz it always seems to be longer.
So anyway ailin started off quite good, we werent very far back, but then we started lagging O: by the time it was my turn [me fourth runner Y_Y cuz i lost scissors paper stone to sinhang [aiya dunno how to spell her name X:]] we were 7th!! gosh. rahhhh then my turn, then i think the ppl when they started they ran quite fast :/ so at the 200m mark i caught up with one person.. at 300m another person... then after that another person... 3 ppl!!! wahhaha!! but i was dying by that time, like reallyyyy dyingggg, i forced myself past that last person that i caught up with... then like a few steps away from the finish line my legs like wanted to give way!! rahh.. then i think i slowed down!!! then suddenly this blue shadow from nowhere just PUSHED past me!!! NOOH1!!!!!! then we got forth!!!! arhhhhgggg.... becuz i slowed down!!!! wth laa... it was SOOO close!!!
aiya nvm. i love the milo truck.
Aerius got 3rd overall C:
Monday, May 05, 2008
gosh. i so feel like dying! luckily i didnt go with hw and xr and js to kbox or i will just go there and choke and die on the air con. rah!!! my nose keeps running, it hates me!! its givin me a stupid headache grahh stupid! i wonder how much energy is required for every time you blow your nose man.. i think i've had an equivalent of running 2.4 already if you combine sneezing and blowing nose... and the weather is so hot and im sneezing! I'm so living on the wrong planet...
and doing bio really uses up a lot of pencil lead man... what briefly describe! their briefly is like sooo brief. it should just become a briewasp. ok make no sense. fly. wasp. ok wasp are bigger..
rahhhh, im wasting the resources of the earth!! tissue will soon be scarce! grah! someone please catch my nose for me, stop it from running...
and doing bio really uses up a lot of pencil lead man... what briefly describe! their briefly is like sooo brief. it should just become a briewasp. ok make no sense. fly. wasp. ok wasp are bigger..
rahhhh, im wasting the resources of the earth!! tissue will soon be scarce! grah! someone please catch my nose for me, stop it from running...
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
rah! i havent been here for some time now... anyhows maybe i should start thinking of stuff that i havent written about. hhmm! oh oh oh. my weird dream. again! yup, another weird dream..
ok it went like this.. i went to sleep, at around 1+ i think, on saturday MORNING. yea, and then my sis came into the room and she asked to switch on the light for a while and so i said okay. Then later when she offed it, she came back after a while and switched on her com. I could see the faint orangey light from where i was [on the 2nd storey of double decker bed] and i could hear her typing. Everything normal for now? yes normal.
then, i drifted in and out of sleep, and everytime i drifted out, i woke to hear my sis typing, and i opened my eyes to see the faint orange light. At one point i dreamt of being in math class and saw that someone had left behind a whole array of orientation fullscap. I wanted to take some, cuz that day i was trying to find nice fullscap but failed. Anyway i drifted out again, saw the light, heard the typing, and drifted back.
Then at another point, suddenly there was this raccoon scampering across the edge of my bed. It looked more like a weasel cuz it was pretty elongated, but it had the markings of a raccoon. And i identified it as a raccoon. I was telling my sis hey come and see theres a raccoon on my bed! And i saw the orange light, and i heard the typing. I tried to prevent the raccoon from running away, but it turned around and bit me. I literally went ow ow ow in my dream, and i really felt its bite. And moved my hand. [the left hand] Then i 'woke up'. the raccoon was actually a rubber band that got wrapped around my hand accidentally [rmbr i wear rubber bands on my wrist] And then i WOKE UP. And realised i dont wear rubber bands on my left hand. O: And when i WOKE UP, there was no orange light, no typing, my sis wasnt even in the room or using the com. All the time i woke up, i woke up in my dream. Not in real life. Oh gosh. And it felt so real.
eep. eep.eep.
yay theres half day tmr! sch ends at 120! hooray. too bad for those who end sch at 2 lolol. or 1230. so sad.
ok that was random. grah, my leg has the tiredness that cannot be rested! do you know whats that? its like this really really suan feeling, and no matter how you relax, it persists! And its horribly suan. rah!
urm okay. time to blog in rifle girls blog for monthly shoot and cdans? but a bit long ago :X
ta.
ok it went like this.. i went to sleep, at around 1+ i think, on saturday MORNING. yea, and then my sis came into the room and she asked to switch on the light for a while and so i said okay. Then later when she offed it, she came back after a while and switched on her com. I could see the faint orangey light from where i was [on the 2nd storey of double decker bed] and i could hear her typing. Everything normal for now? yes normal.
then, i drifted in and out of sleep, and everytime i drifted out, i woke to hear my sis typing, and i opened my eyes to see the faint orange light. At one point i dreamt of being in math class and saw that someone had left behind a whole array of orientation fullscap. I wanted to take some, cuz that day i was trying to find nice fullscap but failed. Anyway i drifted out again, saw the light, heard the typing, and drifted back.
Then at another point, suddenly there was this raccoon scampering across the edge of my bed. It looked more like a weasel cuz it was pretty elongated, but it had the markings of a raccoon. And i identified it as a raccoon. I was telling my sis hey come and see theres a raccoon on my bed! And i saw the orange light, and i heard the typing. I tried to prevent the raccoon from running away, but it turned around and bit me. I literally went ow ow ow in my dream, and i really felt its bite. And moved my hand. [the left hand] Then i 'woke up'. the raccoon was actually a rubber band that got wrapped around my hand accidentally [rmbr i wear rubber bands on my wrist] And then i WOKE UP. And realised i dont wear rubber bands on my left hand. O: And when i WOKE UP, there was no orange light, no typing, my sis wasnt even in the room or using the com. All the time i woke up, i woke up in my dream. Not in real life. Oh gosh. And it felt so real.
eep. eep.eep.
yay theres half day tmr! sch ends at 120! hooray. too bad for those who end sch at 2 lolol. or 1230. so sad.
ok that was random. grah, my leg has the tiredness that cannot be rested! do you know whats that? its like this really really suan feeling, and no matter how you relax, it persists! And its horribly suan. rah!
urm okay. time to blog in rifle girls blog for monthly shoot and cdans? but a bit long ago :X
ta.
Monday, April 21, 2008
i had a dream this morning, and it went something like a quest. I dont remember much of it, just bits and pieces here and there. Running around, finding stuff, solving puzzles, so on and so forth..
i dont remember it, much as i want to.
_______________________________
what light is there that brightens up
but turns out to be something else?
that kind of light just darkens dark
and makes you think about yourself.
one day, a large sigh escaped. oh damn, come back! Ah, but the large sigh lightens the weight of the air bag. The large sigh, like a cat? Out of the bag? Like, when a large sigh escapes it reveals something about what someone is thinking. Maybe? Ok what rubbish.
i dont remember it, much as i want to.
_______________________________
what light is there that brightens up
but turns out to be something else?
that kind of light just darkens dark
and makes you think about yourself.
one day, a large sigh escaped. oh damn, come back! Ah, but the large sigh lightens the weight of the air bag. The large sigh, like a cat? Out of the bag? Like, when a large sigh escapes it reveals something about what someone is thinking. Maybe? Ok what rubbish.
Friday, April 18, 2008
Based on a true story:
one day huiwei was really frantic!
she thought lost her phone. gasp!
so, what did she do?? She called XR!
i think i lost my phone she says!
XR wonders for a bit. She looks at the caller id. Then suddenly.
If you lost your phone, then what are you calling me with?
. . . .
. . . .
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh??? goes huiwei
ahahahha!! omg?? ow.. realization hits her.
huiwei is hilarious.
one day huiwei was really frantic!
she thought lost her phone. gasp!
so, what did she do?? She called XR!
i think i lost my phone she says!
XR wonders for a bit. She looks at the caller id. Then suddenly.
If you lost your phone, then what are you calling me with?
. . . .
. . . .
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh??? goes huiwei
ahahahha!! omg?? ow.. realization hits her.
huiwei is hilarious.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
yay. im so happy for my standing broadjump. 201cm. My first try was 189cm. and i didnt get C for sit and reach. yea man. i got D! No la jk.. got B, like, scrapped it. Do sit and reach like running marathon liddat. Use so much energy and strength and my leg almost wanna die and cramp. Stretch until arm wanna get dislocated liao then zhun zhun scrap 44cm. Dam lousy but i dont care! I didnt get C hah. But then shuttle run very sad. Last year 9.9 then this year 10.4. I feel that its very slow. Sit ups also do until almost died. I am like dam lousy i cant do sit ups, without Gillian's encouragement i would have given up long ago, but thanks to her i kept doing until like wanna die and only do 43. Pull ups, every year also same la. Every year do 23. My left hand like never do anything, i can obviously tell that im using my right hand to pull myself then at the end only my right hand shaking, left hand so shuang and relac. The moment my right hand shake i dont wanna do already so never force. Only this one [and maybe standing broad jump] didnt do until wanna die. Yay its over, napfa over. Although i cant get full marks but i dont care. Dont wanna dislocate my arm. Oh yea, my 2.4 also record time, dam cool lar, used to be so slow when i never stop at all [my stamina sucks] i never stop i run 14 sth sth. This time i decided to stop 30seconds for every round and guess what! 12.14! yay yay yay. Thats why stopping is good. Urh, but stop liao after that must really run the rest of the round, not jog...
ok. dammit, this post is dam singlishy and nonsense. I dont care. the time is 1203. I feel bored.
ok. dammit, this post is dam singlishy and nonsense. I dont care. the time is 1203. I feel bored.
Monday, April 14, 2008
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i dont even know when it started to hurt. when did fullstops start looking like collens. :::
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i dont even know when it started to hurt. when did fullstops start looking like collens. :::
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
freezing on the bus, there i was sitting alone
i could feel the chill penetrating through my bones
though its really freezing it still feels quite nice
the rain that greets my skin is as cold as ice
the weather's fit for a good long sleep
i'll be buried in my pillows as the heavens weep.
ok that was actually for yesterday. cuz the rain was blasting down and i had a retarded experience > <>
i could feel the chill penetrating through my bones
though its really freezing it still feels quite nice
the rain that greets my skin is as cold as ice
the weather's fit for a good long sleep
i'll be buried in my pillows as the heavens weep.
ok that was actually for yesterday. cuz the rain was blasting down and i had a retarded experience > <>
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
the people of this world. just hate them. so many liars, so many cheats, so many fakes. hypocrites. people saying stuff to make you sabotage yourself. people who confuse you. people who delude you. just want to stab myself with toothpicks. right through to the bone.
i cant face up to the people of this world. i've found the reason that makes me shake. how many people in this world are actually true to you? in everything they say or do?
how many are just out to hurt you?
this mental breakdown just makes my eyes hurt. im sorry.
thnks jo.
i cant face up to the people of this world. i've found the reason that makes me shake. how many people in this world are actually true to you? in everything they say or do?
how many are just out to hurt you?
this mental breakdown just makes my eyes hurt. im sorry.
thnks jo.
Monday, March 31, 2008
scared. it seems scary, what little practice there will be. Why didnt i stay i dont understand myself, i must be mad. But at that moment i just didnt wanna continue. What regret there is. Anyway there was listlessness since morning. Kept thinking and thinking about irrelevant stuff. Trying to concentrate but those stuff just keep prying their way in. Thinking about the hours, the minutes, wonder if things will be complete.
Stupid brain. I cant control it. reminds me of this song:
Cuz its all in my head..
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cuz it’s all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it yeah
I can’t shake it
Nooo..
Ah, yea. strikeout cuz that line is irrelevant.
weird feeling inside my head
is it something i ate,
or something you said?
honestly its make believe
lies slipping out right through my teeth.
why should people have to respond to me?
in this world im just nobody
why should i feel responsiblity towards you
you life is not my problem too..
wonder how much could be represented through these lines
these lines long or short, are just slaves of this mind
this mind cant think straight
choices cant be made
confusion strikes the mind in this head
this head that believes it is better to be dead.
Stupid brain. I cant control it. reminds me of this song:
Cuz its all in my head..
I think about it over and over again
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cuz it’s all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it yeah
I can’t shake it
Nooo..
Ah, yea. strikeout cuz that line is irrelevant.
weird feeling inside my head
is it something i ate,
or something you said?
honestly its make believe
lies slipping out right through my teeth.
why should people have to respond to me?
in this world im just nobody
why should i feel responsiblity towards you
you life is not my problem too..
wonder how much could be represented through these lines
these lines long or short, are just slaves of this mind
this mind cant think straight
choices cant be made
confusion strikes the mind in this head
this head that believes it is better to be dead.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Bonding camp
friday:
since i ended school at 1230, i went home first cuz i hadnt packed. i meant to come back and train but i took too long to pack -_- but i dont know if it was opened at all, cuz it was closed at around 5+ when xr and i got there.
There was the usual briefing and stuff, and there was macs ordering, where xr and i had a mcflurry. And blah blah blah, name intro-ing thing. The lame one where you have to add an adjective to your name. [And the ones for mine are mostly bad/ make no sense.] xiu rong said mine and i said hers.
Then after that we went to linkway and played the drop the cloth and guess the name of the person on the other side game. We were split into two groups, one with groups 1-5 and the other with groups 6-10. The winner got to hit the pinata. This game was pretty lame, not because it was a bad game, but becuz the moment when the pinata was hit down [like, after 3 or 4 people or so] the game ended. Like. wow. In the end they combined everyone and played it again, but mostly half the people were just watching so yea.
After that was movie. We just watched the movie then went to sleep. Cool right. So it was like, just watch the movie cuz theres movie to watch instead of cuz theres a point to watch the movie. But the movie was quite nice, though watched before in previous camps already.
i didnt have anything to do after that, everyone was playing bridge in our room, me and xr watched something quite horrible then went to sleep.
sat:
Wake at 7. Go play capts ball. Oh, i mean, watch. Oh actually i was captain at first but zhirong deemed me unfit to catch the ball so he made me go away. And he couldnt catch any of the balls either. Joannah took over him and was way way way way better. So me and xiu rong and many others were watching the game [since most of the guys just look through you/ past you/over you and just pass to each other.]. It's like having front row seats cuz you get to be in the game and watching it. it was groups 1-5 and 6-10 playing together, and in the groups 1-5 game, they actually had the rule where only girls could score which was kinda more usefull i think. So it was really. really. boring.
Then breakfast. Ok, the next game was probably the most fun one, it required two people to lean inwards toward each other and rely on the other person to prevent yourself from falling off the chair. It was fun because everyone was playing. And even when not everyone was playing, you could actively be suggesting stuff to the people trying to get across.
THEN. benchball. have one person on the bench to start, then the person who score, gets on the bench. Group with most people wins. It was EVERYONE playing together in the linkway. groups 1-5 against group 6-10. You know what the first thing was told to the girls in my group? That we were to just stand there in front of the bench and make a wall. Wow, thats gonna be so fun. Of cuz since it was such a stupid idea, we girls could not possibly block that 1.8 plus plus guy though he was just one person, he caught the ball instantly when it came. So we broke up and tried playing, but of course, pointless right. Theres like 30 people playing. Then we got scolded for playing near sci labs and making noise cuz there was spa, and we were supposed to move. Somehow i have no idea why, it moved but the game never continued [a good thing maybe, oh did i mention only about 3 people got onto the bench for both groups so far?] So most of us sat around while the guys went to play their own games like soccer and bball. Where were the organizers at this time? I dont know either.
Anyway next was this game. Where only 4 teams could play at a time. Maybe cuz im group 10, so the wait was, unbearably long. Like loooooong. like half an hour. And the game was just to go across half the bball court blindfolded, using sth other than walking and running. So fun right.
Already no mood to play le.. Then we planned for the skit. And our team was like, quite sad cuz ppl kept disappearing cuz they were in the organizing committee. And there was like bu shuang tones here and there. Zzz.. no mood to do also..
Then after that lunch. Then, supposed to have this game that can only be played team by team. Archery, pistol then rifle. Maybe cuz rifle was last. I dont know. Archery was supposed to play at 130. So me and XR went back to the room cuz she wanted to get her phone in case her chem group called. I fell in and out of sleep, and xr fell asleep too. Andy called and i picked up. It was 3. We were supposed to go down. I told the rest but it turned out xr was sick already so i stayed back with her. She continued sleeping after eating panadol. Went to get cold water bottle for xr. And i slacked in the room. Watched the rain start, get heavy, stop. Watched the clouds moving. Tried sleeping. Felt like smsing but decided not to. Mopped around. At 340 or so, lynna called, so i went down to the range to help xr pass stuff to them, and went back up. At 4:44 shermain came back to change and said war games were starting. No mood to do anything really much cuz xr will be alone in the room so continued to stay. At 5 or so the war game hadnt even started still. Cuz jo came in and said it hadnt, but was going to. watched the clock. ticking.. time passing.. waiting..
Then at around 5+++ xiu rong got up and said she was feeling better, so we went down. The war games just ended. Then xr and i sat around with Yan Hui and Shermain, and there was a much better discussion on the skit. Jo joined in later and we finally got everything out, sort of. We went back to do props and stuff, and went down for bbq at 620 or so. I ate one sausage, one satay, one wing [haha shermain served me]. And shared a chicken wing with Yan hui. We[me yan hui shermain] ran around the track after that. Which was fun, and then walked another round. After that was the skit. We were quite sad. Cuz almost everyone wasnt around. Yea, organizing. And then there was some break down also.. And ppl disappeared. Just frustrating. We had one messy run-through. I dunno how we managed it in the end. Im really glad it turned out fine in the end, i think it was mostly impromptu stuff. xr went home after teh skit.
After the skit was.. night walk. I think this was the best thing in the whole camp. It was quite nicely drawn out. Or maybe there are other reasons. And even the solo parts wasnt that scary cuz you know there is someone right behind you. Cept the gravestone one, was a little creepy. I didnt wanna go in to see at first but forced myself to. just stick to the wall... then i ran up the stairs. oh, one very anti-climatic thing was when my grp of 3 went into the toilet.. William was like, hey its a note, and shined the torch at it, and it said PLEASE KEEP THE TOILET CLEAN. loll, omg so hilarious. We just burst out laughing, and i think it was dam loud. lol. oh yea, there was a dying mouse. That shocked me cuz it was so pitiful and sad.. :C curled into a ball..
We had to bathe after nightwalk, but many people were bathing so Yan hui shermain and i waited until 330 then went. We came back around 4.04 and decided to just sleep. I think yan hui and shermain stayed up a while.
sun:
next day was just clean up. Had a sort of half-the-team outing lunch. Oh, there was something that px said about discussing with jun yang bout why the chicken crossed the road. aha, joannah dared me to post here that i said becuz joannah was on the same side... went home after that.
That was it. Sounds exciting? Everyone will give the good good comments and stuff. But mostly i have only not so good ones.. unfortunately. im so cynical.
friday:
since i ended school at 1230, i went home first cuz i hadnt packed. i meant to come back and train but i took too long to pack -_- but i dont know if it was opened at all, cuz it was closed at around 5+ when xr and i got there.
There was the usual briefing and stuff, and there was macs ordering, where xr and i had a mcflurry. And blah blah blah, name intro-ing thing. The lame one where you have to add an adjective to your name. [And the ones for mine are mostly bad/ make no sense.] xiu rong said mine and i said hers.
Then after that we went to linkway and played the drop the cloth and guess the name of the person on the other side game. We were split into two groups, one with groups 1-5 and the other with groups 6-10. The winner got to hit the pinata. This game was pretty lame, not because it was a bad game, but becuz the moment when the pinata was hit down [like, after 3 or 4 people or so] the game ended. Like. wow. In the end they combined everyone and played it again, but mostly half the people were just watching so yea.
After that was movie. We just watched the movie then went to sleep. Cool right. So it was like, just watch the movie cuz theres movie to watch instead of cuz theres a point to watch the movie. But the movie was quite nice, though watched before in previous camps already.
i didnt have anything to do after that, everyone was playing bridge in our room, me and xr watched something quite horrible then went to sleep.
sat:
Wake at 7. Go play capts ball. Oh, i mean, watch. Oh actually i was captain at first but zhirong deemed me unfit to catch the ball so he made me go away. And he couldnt catch any of the balls either. Joannah took over him and was way way way way better. So me and xiu rong and many others were watching the game [since most of the guys just look through you/ past you/over you and just pass to each other.]. It's like having front row seats cuz you get to be in the game and watching it. it was groups 1-5 and 6-10 playing together, and in the groups 1-5 game, they actually had the rule where only girls could score which was kinda more usefull i think. So it was really. really. boring.
Then breakfast. Ok, the next game was probably the most fun one, it required two people to lean inwards toward each other and rely on the other person to prevent yourself from falling off the chair. It was fun because everyone was playing. And even when not everyone was playing, you could actively be suggesting stuff to the people trying to get across.
THEN. benchball. have one person on the bench to start, then the person who score, gets on the bench. Group with most people wins. It was EVERYONE playing together in the linkway. groups 1-5 against group 6-10. You know what the first thing was told to the girls in my group? That we were to just stand there in front of the bench and make a wall. Wow, thats gonna be so fun. Of cuz since it was such a stupid idea, we girls could not possibly block that 1.8 plus plus guy though he was just one person, he caught the ball instantly when it came. So we broke up and tried playing, but of course, pointless right. Theres like 30 people playing. Then we got scolded for playing near sci labs and making noise cuz there was spa, and we were supposed to move. Somehow i have no idea why, it moved but the game never continued [a good thing maybe, oh did i mention only about 3 people got onto the bench for both groups so far?] So most of us sat around while the guys went to play their own games like soccer and bball. Where were the organizers at this time? I dont know either.
Anyway next was this game. Where only 4 teams could play at a time. Maybe cuz im group 10, so the wait was, unbearably long. Like loooooong. like half an hour. And the game was just to go across half the bball court blindfolded, using sth other than walking and running. So fun right.
Already no mood to play le.. Then we planned for the skit. And our team was like, quite sad cuz ppl kept disappearing cuz they were in the organizing committee. And there was like bu shuang tones here and there. Zzz.. no mood to do also..
Then after that lunch. Then, supposed to have this game that can only be played team by team. Archery, pistol then rifle. Maybe cuz rifle was last. I dont know. Archery was supposed to play at 130. So me and XR went back to the room cuz she wanted to get her phone in case her chem group called. I fell in and out of sleep, and xr fell asleep too. Andy called and i picked up. It was 3. We were supposed to go down. I told the rest but it turned out xr was sick already so i stayed back with her. She continued sleeping after eating panadol. Went to get cold water bottle for xr. And i slacked in the room. Watched the rain start, get heavy, stop. Watched the clouds moving. Tried sleeping. Felt like smsing but decided not to. Mopped around. At 340 or so, lynna called, so i went down to the range to help xr pass stuff to them, and went back up. At 4:44 shermain came back to change and said war games were starting. No mood to do anything really much cuz xr will be alone in the room so continued to stay. At 5 or so the war game hadnt even started still. Cuz jo came in and said it hadnt, but was going to. watched the clock. ticking.. time passing.. waiting..
Then at around 5+++ xiu rong got up and said she was feeling better, so we went down. The war games just ended. Then xr and i sat around with Yan Hui and Shermain, and there was a much better discussion on the skit. Jo joined in later and we finally got everything out, sort of. We went back to do props and stuff, and went down for bbq at 620 or so. I ate one sausage, one satay, one wing [haha shermain served me]. And shared a chicken wing with Yan hui. We[me yan hui shermain] ran around the track after that. Which was fun, and then walked another round. After that was the skit. We were quite sad. Cuz almost everyone wasnt around. Yea, organizing. And then there was some break down also.. And ppl disappeared. Just frustrating. We had one messy run-through. I dunno how we managed it in the end. Im really glad it turned out fine in the end, i think it was mostly impromptu stuff. xr went home after teh skit.
After the skit was.. night walk. I think this was the best thing in the whole camp. It was quite nicely drawn out. Or maybe there are other reasons. And even the solo parts wasnt that scary cuz you know there is someone right behind you. Cept the gravestone one, was a little creepy. I didnt wanna go in to see at first but forced myself to. just stick to the wall... then i ran up the stairs. oh, one very anti-climatic thing was when my grp of 3 went into the toilet.. William was like, hey its a note, and shined the torch at it, and it said PLEASE KEEP THE TOILET CLEAN. loll, omg so hilarious. We just burst out laughing, and i think it was dam loud. lol. oh yea, there was a dying mouse. That shocked me cuz it was so pitiful and sad.. :C curled into a ball..
We had to bathe after nightwalk, but many people were bathing so Yan hui shermain and i waited until 330 then went. We came back around 4.04 and decided to just sleep. I think yan hui and shermain stayed up a while.
sun:
next day was just clean up. Had a sort of half-the-team outing lunch. Oh, there was something that px said about discussing with jun yang bout why the chicken crossed the road. aha, joannah dared me to post here that i said becuz joannah was on the same side... went home after that.
That was it. Sounds exciting? Everyone will give the good good comments and stuff. But mostly i have only not so good ones.. unfortunately. im so cynical.
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Monday, March 24, 2008
today was really an armgaging day... my wrists are so suan...
there was rock climbing enrichment today! [i feel it even as i type] we went to yishun safra rock walls to climb. Immediately getting there, we went straight to climbing. The whole wall had 7 panels and it was like a reverse staircase going up for some parts...
so at first, everyone tried one time, and we all died at around the 4-5 panel, cuz that's where the first hump was. Then random people went to try again and again. And then davina went. She managed to get to the top! But there were people jumping on her rope to pull her up lol.
And then after that xr tried but she got to the 5th level again! and fell off. Then i wanted to go again after her, cuz i wanted to reach the top! It was soooo tiring!!! my arms were like.. almost paralyzed. Couldnt move them sometimes. And the belayer at the bottom was shouting directions but i didnt really have much strength to follow what she was saying. Every now and then i had to stop and hang there for a while to rest my breaking arm. Somehow i cant seem to harness the energy in my legs much. Though everytime i figure it out, going up seems so much easier! But most of the time, your legs go weak when your hands are holding on to the knobbly things and using all the strength in your life to hold yourself there... I tried hooking my forearm behind some of the knobs instead cuz my wrists were almost strengthless. much easier that way. But i still managed to get to the top eventually!! yay yay yay. and i didnt forget to look at the scenery this time!!
And my ribcage hurts, like a bruise, below the collarbone... ow. ow. think its cuz i kept knocking into the rope thing.. or the knobbles...
there was rock climbing enrichment today! [i feel it even as i type] we went to yishun safra rock walls to climb. Immediately getting there, we went straight to climbing. The whole wall had 7 panels and it was like a reverse staircase going up for some parts...
so at first, everyone tried one time, and we all died at around the 4-5 panel, cuz that's where the first hump was. Then random people went to try again and again. And then davina went. She managed to get to the top! But there were people jumping on her rope to pull her up lol.
And then after that xr tried but she got to the 5th level again! and fell off. Then i wanted to go again after her, cuz i wanted to reach the top! It was soooo tiring!!! my arms were like.. almost paralyzed. Couldnt move them sometimes. And the belayer at the bottom was shouting directions but i didnt really have much strength to follow what she was saying. Every now and then i had to stop and hang there for a while to rest my breaking arm. Somehow i cant seem to harness the energy in my legs much. Though everytime i figure it out, going up seems so much easier! But most of the time, your legs go weak when your hands are holding on to the knobbly things and using all the strength in your life to hold yourself there... I tried hooking my forearm behind some of the knobs instead cuz my wrists were almost strengthless. much easier that way. But i still managed to get to the top eventually!! yay yay yay. and i didnt forget to look at the scenery this time!!
i went up that thing!
couldnt clench my fists anymore after that! but only for a short while. And i got two blisters -_- though one of them has disappeared.
and then i went back to school and stapled 600 cards!!!! raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
and then i went back to school and stapled 600 cards!!!! raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
And just sent my bro off at the air port! and my left arm suddenly went all weird and crampy! And now i cant clench my left fist cuz when i do, i cant open it back cuz when i do, something feels like its gonna pop out from my arm. And the veins in my wrist feel like popping. My sis slathered tiggy balm all over my arm and now it burns... my eeyes...
And my ribcage hurts, like a bruise, below the collarbone... ow. ow. think its cuz i kept knocking into the rope thing.. or the knobbles...
alright, goodnight.
INFP - The "Dreamer"INFPs are introspective, private, creative and highly idealistic individuals that have a constant desire to be on a meaningful path. They are driven by their values and seek peace. Empathetic and compassionate, they want to help others and humanity as a whole. INFPs are imaginitive, artistic and often have a talent for language and writing. They can also be described as easygoing, selfless, guarded, adaptable, patient and loyal.
Hey what's cool is i have the same personality as E.T. [he has a personality!!??] and A. A. Milne [you know, winnie-the-pooh] and Tolkien! Ahahahaa.. and Tommy pickles?? [yea that one from rugrats]And george orwell. And shakespeare. And Mary [yea. the mother of jesus. how'd they get her personality anyway?]
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