ah, help, stop raping me.

The creatures seemed to be calling out for help

Reaching up with slimy, skinny hands

The smell of acid burns

They're melting.

Are they calling?

Is it me they're calling?

The movement of their lips

It's haunting.

_________________________
Hello hello, i have nothing better to say.

Everyone is taking turns to get sick, especially the people at my table i.e. First me, then IewiuH then crispy. Must make JiaSheng sick too. He is quite dangerous.

Hello Xiu Rong, why didnt you go down and help staple cards. I thought you said you were gonna help. So evil. This morning coming so late too. Left Nicole and I to do sigh. At least we managed to finish. i think we used like half a pack of staple bullets.

sigh, see. what a slacker. I say there must be some justice in this world.

Do you see the tail of a whale? Like in most postcards of whales, only the tail is the most prominent. You can hardly see the body at all. Kaikoura is a good place to see whales, but even closer to home, is NJC itself, in the very classroom of 06ip04. This is a picture of the biWhale.

poor little cute baby monkey hugging rabbit

静かな。。。

今。

kennedi

im bored. perhaps my emotions can be expressed through these.

this is my sister's doll.

She has a feeling of sadness surrounding her... Maybe she's scared of being alone...

And yea her eyes in the first and last pic are diff colours..

パプリカ

went to watch pa-pu-ri-ka after my piano exam today. it was nice! Interesting show...

Im gonna spoil it so if you don't want it to be spoilt don't continue reading ok.




you sure you wanna read arh.




ok here goes.
it's about this person in a psychology place who invented a device called a DC mini which could be used to enter people's minds while they were sleeping to see their dreams, which could be displayed on a com.

Unfortunately, 3 of them got stolen and were being misused to take over the world by merging dreams with reality. People started to fall into other's dreams even while awake, especially those with more close contact with the DC mini i.e. people who worked in the company. Some people went mad and started saying weird stuff which came from the evil person who stole the DC mini's dream.

Dr Chiba is a researcher at the psychology place as well and she enters people's dreams using her subconscious, Paprika. She and Paprika are like two totally different people cuz Dr Chiba is serious and all and Paprika is more cheerful.

So Dr Chiba and the person who invented the DC mini, Dr Tokita went to find the person who stole the DC minis by observing someone who fell victim to them, who was their Chief. In his dream, which was not really his, they saw another doctor and so they went to find that doctor. At his house Dr Chiba fell victim also and found herself in a dream but she didnt know it and almost ended up tiao-ing lou. So they concluded that people who were more in touch with the DC mini were more susceptible to falling victim to it that's why Dr Chiba could have the dream even while she was awake.


It turned out that doctor was also a victim and they were all stuck in this evil person's dream of dancing refrigerators and unbrellas and a throne that sat on top of tons of wooden dolls.

Because the doctor in the dream was Dr Tokita's assisstant, Dr Tokita decided to enter the dream to ask whether he was a victim or the culprit. But he ended up getting stuck in the dream himself.

So in the end Dr Chiba went into their dreams by Paprika and managed to find the culprit, who was the chairman of the company. She also found out that another fellow doctor was like a slave of the Chairman or something and he collected butterflies. This Doctor guy liked Dr Chiba so in the dream he captured Paprika and tore her in two and there was Dr Chiba inside, unconscious. When he was gonna do something sick the chairman suddenly grew his head from the Dr's shoulder and wanted to kill Dr Chiba. But the guy Doctor didnt want that to happen of course and ended up fighting with the Chairman. Meanwhile, this other guy who was getting treated by Paprika for his strange dreams forced his way into the dream and took Dr Chiba away. The guy doctor's head then exploded into a burst of blue butterflies which went swarming after the cop guy who took Dr Chiba away. So of course he ran away la. But after the Chief told the cop guy to return to his own dream, the cop guy made the doctor guy scared of him and shot him.

He thought everything was over.

By that time dreams and reality were already merging and for some reason, Paprika thought of this link, life and death, dreams and reality, man and... woman! so she floated into the body of Dr Tokita, who was a robot in the dream and out popped this baby who started sucking up all the dreams and in the end sucked up the chairman as well, who was at that point this huge translucent black skeletal thing.

Now it really ended. All the dreams started disappearing from the real world. hooray.

yay same shyt different day is showing

walked home in the rain today.

it wasn't raining but it was when i got to tanah merah. I didn't like walk in the rain to enhance the atmosphere or something dumb like that.

wonder if the skies try to match the weather with the moods of the people that walk beneath it and look up?

what makes a person good at something?

all may have seemed good but nothing was good since yesterday..



met jeremy on the mrt. managed to forget some things.

but not for long.

So the little people, the new breed of the metallica generation said:

"Crown us with feathers
Let us be wrapped in armour and wield shields of blue, green, red, yellow, orange
Let long elegant capes of silk flow down our backs
Let us hold fire in one hand and ice in the other
Let us have the claws of the tiger
Let us have the eyes of an eagle
Teach us the dance of courtship
Teach us the languages of the other kinds
Teach us songs
Make us as wonderful,
as wonderful as the birds of paradise,

the creatures of the past.

We will not succumb to gravity like they did
We have no fear of insticts for we are programmed
Most of all, We have no fear of humans destroying our habitat for we have none

But if only we could see those magnificent creatures once again
Dancing in their costumes burning bright with a multitude of colours
Dancing for their lives
Dancing for new lives to be born
An endless display of their iridescant complexion.


Teach us to love and conserve."

my heart burns..
There's a fire in my eyes
Everytime I hear that name...
Life's not about hating
But mine seems to be
It's a shame...
To be caught in confusion
It's inferiority.
Lower rank, lower degree.
Not knowing what's really true
When will the world know
When will they truly see you.

And unravel all your darkest secrets...

hate.. hate.. my hate deep inside... the hatred i have to hide..

it's like i was born to hate.

Can there be anything more wrong with me?

i feel like a stone.

Today went to sungei buloh for enrichment. So lonely. Because i was in a different group from crispy and xr[who were together]. haiz. But there was 06 amanda and 01 sheena who were quite friendly so it wasn't so bad.

Actually i expected to see more but we only saw like, lots of tree crabs and big fat mudskippers. That was quite cool luh, since i only know mudskippers for being as big as a finger. There you can see them as long as your arm and as fat as two arms put together. Looks quite disgusting when its big la, but it looks cute swimming. Makes you want to squeeze them.

Other than that didn't see much. Other groups got to see sea snakes though. But my group was the last to go to that particular station so the tide was already too low to see anything.

Oh yea we saw big fat moniter lizards too.

Miss Tay asked me whether i was huiwei or desiree Y_Y. We don't look alike anymore laa.. And then i accidentally called her miss yeo and she said shes gonna call me huiwei now. NOooooooooooooooooooooo...

And then xr and kristy were having some weird discussion in the buss T_T...

oh yea, the food there is so dam ex. Like 7.90. And guess what seafood consists of! FISHBALLS and CRABSTICK la. T_T. So waste money. But i shared with amanda and sheena.
The hen duo qian xiu rong bought some dunno what fries for 4.50 man.
I should have just ate ice cream for lunch.

1. If you were a bird, which bird would you be?

Raven

2. Which town would you choose to die in?

Land of hobbits

3. If you could be someone famous, who would you be?

pikachu

4. Name the 3 famous people you admire the most.

mm some friends la. quite famous Y_Y like some elephants and some birds T_T

5. If you choose to know when you'll die, would you do so?

Uhh.. because i'll be too busy worrying about how its gonna happen [since i only get to know when and not how] that i won't be able to live life properly and as the day draws nearer.. i'll just be thinking im gonna die! im gonna die! which will be a waste of time.

6. If you had to sing a well-known song about your life, which song would you choose?

when my time comes, forget the wrong that iveee donee, help me leave behind somee reasons to be missedd...

7. Which fictional hero do you resemble the most?

umm.. pikachu? since people keep saying im like a hamster :/

8. Which fictional villain would you want to be?

i don't knoww.. don't know a lot of fictional villans to choose from

9. At what age do you think you'll die?

i think i'll die at like 80+, since my grandparents lasted until 90+

10. Would you change faces with someone else?

Nah. it'll be mah fan to try convince people that im me and not the person i changed faces with

11. You've been granted 3 wishes, what are they?

Able to remember all the things i study for exam.. a trip to the moon.. get a healthy and obedient dog

12. You have absolute power in your country for one hour:

I have no idea what to do sia. I'll just mess up the whole place.

13. What job would you do if you could choose anything?

Designer of anything.

14. What is your worst fear?

To be alone. And especially if its dark.

13. Which has been the best day of your life so far?

i don't know actually. Don't remember. haha.

16. Which has been the worst day of your life so far?

Knowing about something seriously bad first thing in the morning...

17. Describe the worst nightmare you have ever had.

Getting chased by ghosts to complete quests and not being allowed to sleep until i completed them. I couldnt fall asleep yet i was dreaming. Stuck in a half-asleep state. So dam scary.

18. Think about something from your past that embarrasses you even now.

Don't know.

19. Would you sincerely like to be rich?

Sincerely yes. There's people i'll be able to help more if i had money.

20. You have one month to live, plan the rest of your life.

if i have only one month to live there's no point planning the rest of my life. Just write a will and go out and play everyday.

.what.

i don't know what else to do.. studying is so.. i don't know.

Even if i study i don't think i'll be able to do anything.

Like physics.

Nothing can save me now.

.on dragons.

We rolled around each other and fought, swiping at each other's bodies. Our wings batted our own faces as we twisted and turned. We blinked, but we could still anticipate each other's movements. She grasped hold of one of my feathers. Bright red, a burning flame in her hand. Perhaps too hot for her to handle, for a swipe from me and she lost it, and it was returned back to where it belonged. I clawed her and she bled.
"There's blood!" [her]
"Oh really." [me pretending to care]
And while she was distracted i grabbed a handful of her luminiscent blue feathers and threw them into the fire. They burned. And she was destroyed. Destroyed such that she would never be dragon again, but only human. I was a human, a dragon, and a dragon slayer. Now i had to find a full-fledged dragon and ask it to be my company. Then i would become a dragon master.

There is no compassion in our eyes, For we are the dragon kind.

And that was my dream this morning! About dragons. And i was fighting with my sis. We were both half human half dragon. I was a red dragon and she was a blue dragon and we had to get at least one feather from each other, and burn it, to cast each other into dragon doom. I don't know where this came from. Or if dragons even have feathers. yea. They're supposed to have scales right?
The other dragons i dreamt of had no feathers though, they had scales. There was an angel dragon. Some guardian for little dragons. A white scaled dragon who's scales sparkled in iridescence with the light. Then there was a black dragon. A warrior dragon of sorts. He cast no shadows for he was shadow himself.
There was another scene where the dragons were stuck in this cage thing, where the bars stretched upwards so high in the sky, flying up would cause them to lose much breath. But it was opened at the top. And there were humans standing around there. They wanted to kill the dragons so they had this gas or powder prepared that they were gonna pour into the cage. So the black dragon [called Cro-En] was trying to fly upwards but was choked by the powder that the humans were starting to pour into the cage. I don't know what happened in the end. My head skipped frame to another scene.
For this scene it was some battle theater or something, but it wasn't a battle that was going on. It was people, taking turns to jump like, suuuuper high and hit some thing that was flung into the air earlier, and then land and catch the thing. I think they were all half dragons. Becuase they could jump like 5metres or 7metres high. The atmosphere was like, excitement, with blue spotlights lighting up the dark arena. And the people were all jumping and screaming. It was like a disco actually. I don't know. blah.

So that's it for my dream this morning. Yea. It's quite long cuz i woke up late. I was supposed to go to NUS.. sorry xiu rong bleh. I couldn't get up.

.yay.

YAY. LP minutes to midnight special edition album is mine! yay! listens*

NUS shoot was 7-9th June. I shot a personal best! 388 yay. 96 99 98 95. i got third. Shiqi got a personal best too! 371, yay. The first got 393 and 2nd was 390. Quite big difference haha. this week isn't turning out too bad now.. haha. ntuc actually had 3-pack kinder buenos for just 2.65 for a while. Lots of good stuff c: oh yea. the medal is quite nice.

//Don't resent me
and when you're feeling empty
keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest.//
.minutes to midnight.

.aristal.

Aristal was cool. I saw huiwei and she looked like she was smiling extra happily. She was like dancing righttt in front of us cuz we were sitting really near to the front. And the VIP seats were like, right behind us, which i don't know what the point of that is. I saw Daniel dancing too. Can't miss him. The smallest one. When he hopped around he looked like a small kid la! haha.. so funny... But the first and last dances were quite grande..
I shan't bother going through all the dances.. The first dance was the intro dance. It was kinda mixed up with all the different dance kinds, and with music[Busindre Reel] that i have at home, but its nice. It's really nice to see lots and lots of people dancing together and they all look really happy even if they went for smiling classes.
Skip to the first Malay dance. This one was nice! Cuz the yellow costumes were like, super bright man, quite cool. And i saw huiwei dancing happily. They were like, swaying around quite fast like gold pieces being shuffled around by some greedy hand..
Then afters was the one with charlyn. That one was quite cool. It's like tribal-ly, but i don't really know what genre it's supposed to be. They were like wearing white ghostly dresses before stripping into blossom powerpuff girls tights thingies. I kinda like the ghostly part better though, and there were some people standing on blocks dancing up there. Hah.. I think i'll just fall off..
Then.. was a dance we already watched before.. some anti-drugs thing..
Chinese dance...
Indian dance.. i kinda felt that this one was a bit boring.. though Daniel still looked as happy as ever.
Malay dance, Huiwei's SYF piece i think. Quite nice too, haha. This time, Huiwei started out dancing miles away from us but she soon swayed her way over. I think i saw the solo part which someone was supposed to dance.
Then western dance again. Another drugs thing. This one was pretty cool. Well, i think its supposed to be, and it was.
Then Malay dance again, this one was a slow one though. I think i like fast ones better.
Intermission!
Chinese dance again..
Another western dance..
Western dance with fans! this one was nice, the sound the fans made were nice. I Heard them practising in school before. Didn't know fans could make such a sound. Sounded like scraping a board with lots of grooves or something.
Chinese dance with just three people dancing! All extremely tall and lengthy. They were all smiling like what la. But at least one of them looking genuinely happy. I don't know if they are smiling cuz they have to or they're really happy. I suppose they should be really happy.
Western dance Ballet piece.
Finally, Indian dance, the super grande dance which looks like it has 100 people or something, i don't know, it just looked like a lot. And when they all dance together with all the glittering gold bits of the costume and Daniel's extremely happy and excited face, it's really nice to watch man. It's like a dancing army or something, where everyone's in sync. Cool man.
So that was it for Aristal 2007. Haha. Congrats to all.

Xiu Rong was late. YET AGAIN. yes. AGAIN. although i reminded her not to be. I guess it doesn't work that way. What does? Why is XR always LATEEEEEEEEEEEE................ why?? Thankfully we were still able to get seats where we could see considerably well, unlike Lynna and Ama who had to make do with seats miles away. oh well, who asked them to be late. And blaming us for not saving seats for them cuz we gave the seats to Kirsty and company. summore. It's not our fault man. They came earlier and were in desperate need of a seat. If you guys wanted good seats too, why did you even come so late?You would have thought of coming earlier at least rather than blame us for your misfortune. Rar. Blame yourselves first man.

.z.

Oh, i didn't write about NYT shoot[12th May]. But its so long, i kinda forgot already. But nvm. I only know i shot 94 94 95 92, 375. According to written records, i felt that i couldnt keep still and my shots strangely flew away.

And on that day Julie and Hanson were also arguing about stapling the one-shot cards or not. Actually its better not to so you fully utilize them instead of cutting the total into half by stapling.. And Hanson ate a whole loaf of bread with kaya. Scary man.

After NYT was NJIS[19th-20th May]. I shot 377 but i forgot what were my series shots. The banner looked really nice, although Jia Pei wasn't satisfied with it, but im glad enough about it cuz we already worked very hard for it and if it didn't work out for him that's too bad. He's such a control freak and bossy uncle like person anyway. He wants to change everything about the banner, he might as well do the damn thing himself. Y_Y. Can't he be more accepting of other's work. And he simply flares up when people do something wrong. Woww, like that's gonna help. As quoted by him, "Hello?? Who's in charge here??" What a gay thing to say. My impression of him totally blasted into thin air thanks to NJIS. Didn't know he could be such a Thing. And i hate the way he orders people around. So disgusting lar, the way he 'tells' people to leave the room. Ah. But thank goodness its over.
The scoring people made lots of mistakes i think. Cuz today we had to recount everything and we found alot of mistakes. Sometimes the mistakes were such that the whole score still ends up the same, just that individual cards are wrong, but others the score is just counted totally wrongly, like an obvious 7 becoming a 9? And an obvious 9[not even touching the line] becomes a 10. I helped score for one detail, but we have our signatures there and it shows who can't count or see properly. Next time they should try writing names.

For internals i shot 383. 94! 97 96 96. It was quite a lame start cuz when i started i wanted to just shoot to get away the anxiety and fear of shooting the first shot. So i shot like 4 shots of anxiety relieving shots, which included an 8. And there was also another 8 in that series. I shot 3 8s for this shoot but its cuz i kinda jerked for some reason. But after the anxiety relieving shots, i suddenly thought, hey! you better start shooting properly mann! stop wasting your shots! and then suddenly i started shooting better, and pretty fast cuz i shot 40 shots in 20minutes. And it was quite sad cuz a lot of my 9s were 9.9s! sooo close to a ten. But i guess its kinda lucky too cuz some of my 9s were also 9.1s... hah.. a lot of my shots are like that.. very close to the line. Many of my tens are like, very edge-cutting tens too. I think its because i just see its about there and just shoot. And i don't really think about anything cuz i just need to shoot quite quickly. But towards the end i slowed down a lot and 'slpt' a few times cuz i was getting rather breathless from all that quick-shooting. But other than the sort of wasted first 10, it was all ok.
Okkk i shall stop here. Otherwise Xiu Rong will say i write about one whole week again.

.wordsII.

Deserving to die
Is a lie
Brought about by the mind
Sublime
Hinting, telling you to give in
But the heart
Is an art
Brought about by the living
Beating
And giving hope to
Keep on
Breathing.

.words.

Cast aside in a corner

Kept awake by calling corpses

In their deepest sleep, alive, to bring back

Sins, Songs, Sorrow.

In between the lines in paper

Hidden, sleepless nights, awaken

Hearing voices, voices, voices whispering

Noises, Numbers, Names.

Down the streams of blood brewing

Nightmares, dark dreams, gazing

Seeing empty, blank, transparent mix of

Rainbows, Robots, Roses.

Breathing, short, sharp, painful

As the heart falls apart

Feel the darkness come surrounding screaming

Souls, Souls, Souls.

.learn to be lonely.

I wanted to live.

Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness
Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion

Never dreamed
Out in the world
There are arms to hold you
You’ve always known
Your heart was on its own
So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to Be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone
Learn to be lonely

Life can be lived, Life can be loved alone

like this.

...

YES. I am so happy now. The most gruelling, digusting, crappy, torturous, ultimate killer week of my entire life is finally over! Or at least, i think that since recent times, this has been the worst week of my life, ever.

Ok, so why am i saying this. Because first of all, it started off with a fever. This fever started on the friday of the week before. I suspect its from the archery thing that we went to help out at and i got totally fried in the brain or something because i found that my temperature was 39.3 that night. So i went to sleep hoping that it would go away the next day since it was just because of getting fried. But noooh.. it decided to stay on. And i lay in bed wasting the whole day away all Saturday, taking my temperature everytime i woke up. I think i woke up about 10 times or something cuz i just woke up, went back to sleep and so on.. My temperature hopped here and there around 38.8 to 39.4 for the whole of saturday. I was hungry but i couldnt eat and i didn't know why. I just ate some biscuits. Then after that when i woke up i suddenly felt better and my temperature was down to 37.8 or something like that so i got up and went to do my homework, which i had a lot of. So i did my binomial homework.. drew two graphs for chem and found the values for k and n... and so on... and then, the next thing i knew, my temperature was back to 38.6. Y_Y So i had to go back to sleep again. To make things worse, i had to go for an Econs project meeting on Sunday...
So on Sunday i woke up nice and early so that i could get to YCK MRT by 1000h. I still had a fever but i couldn't care much about it because there were more important things to care about. So we spent the whole day doing econs until like 7 when i left for home and reached home at like 9 or so. Then i forgot what i did at home.
On Monday there was coach training, where the coach came about 45min-1hr late so we started without her first. Train train train... My shooting was... weird i think, i wasn't really shooting that great. It's quite confusing, i was doing fine at first but after the coach came and shifted my arm, it all became shytted up. And even when i tried to change back the damage was already done, and i ended up shooting some rubbish shots... But anyway, after that we had air rifle girls outing! Some people were too lazy to walk out from the main gate so we wasted about half an hour waiting for the side gate to open. We went to cine and wondered for a long time what to eat until we finally decided on pasta mania because there was discount after 2. I couldnt eat much i think because i was still sick or something so i just ate like half of my food and someone finished up the other half.
Then we went to watch spiderman3! It was quite nice, although there were lots of stories happening at once, but i thought it was ok still and there were some sad parts which i felt extremely sorry for the Mary Jane girl because spiderman was being such a goldfish-eyed loser ass. What a gay man, how could he do such stuff? Ok nvm. The eddie guy in the black spiderman suit was rather scary because he had teeth in excess which was quite creepy and the screechy-roaring sounds he made were quite freaky too so i didn't look at his face too much.
So after spiderman we just went homeee becuase there wasn't much else to do and we all had stuff to do, like econs presentation.
So i went home and did the handout for the econs presentation.
On tuesday we stayed back in school to do the econs handout as well as go through the presentation. I wasn't sick anymore but i still couldn't eat and everything tasted like shyt [not that i know what it tastes like, but we all assume it tastes bad]. Everything was bitter, even the soursop drink that Kristy said was especially sweet. So bleh.
On wednesday was the presentation!! I admit it was totally crap partly because we started preparing so late, but also cuz CS's com screwed up somebit and the custom animation didn't work and stuff and he was talking like a dead fish when he presented so it was quite crap lar. But it was over. Thank goodness.
On THURSDAY, i had piano, which was equally crappy. I had to go on thurs since i was sick on saturday and missed it.
On Friday, MATH TEST and ELECTIONS! Math test didn't turn out too bad. I hadn't had time to study for the past few days but thank goodness i wasn't lost in the topics so i knew how to do it anyway. Elections was so scary i was shaking like hell when i came back from giving my speech. It was a close fight between me and peixin i think we had like 48 49? Before it ended with a 5 point vote going to PX. Oh well, there's always next year... I'm really glad that i tried this year cuz its the first time i'm ever giving a speech like that [in dunman i gave a class speech about muffins Y_Y] So yea, i haven't really done a real speech before so i think its quite cool that i managed to say the stuff that i wanted to say. Although i forgot quite a lot of things but nvm! It's over and done with, i'll just be more prepared next time..
Yes yes yes, so with all those horrible things over... i am now... HAPPY-ER! YEA. YEA. YEA. I think the week before i started getting stupidly depressed over the banner, econs presentation and stuff. But i guess its ok now, it isn't all that bad we can just take things as they come and it's still ok! Ok.. i really wanna sleep now... there's NYT shoot tmr..

.growing.

up.

tall.

fat.

normally.

I didn't! sighh... i realised after comparing health booklets with huiwei and kristy that i grew extremely little. Like some malnutritioned kid. i grew only 10cm from Pri4...

I was 1.42m in Pri4, that's pretty tall righhtt... Kristy was 1.44m. Huiwei was a miniscule... 1.20m. Yes, extremely tiny. But guess what! She grew like, 32cm since then to a grand total of 1.52cm!! As for me... i grew a measly 10cm. Kristy, being a normal person as well, grew like, 28cm to a wondercrump height of 1.72m that she is now.. I can't believe i grew so littleee.... Huiwei was like the weight of a leaf last time man. Oh well, i guess its quite possible since she was so small.i never had a growth spurt. Huiwei, on the other hand, was 1.35m in Pri6 and shot up to 1.50m in sec 2 i think. As for me, i grew from 1.42m[p4]... to 1.47m[p5]... to 1.50m[p6].. to 1.51m[sec1]... to 1.52m[sec2]... and just... STOPPED. Siannn...

The graph in the health book makes it even more demoralising! There's like a green region for normal people, and orange regions for those too tall or too short. These slant upwards gradually as the age increases. At the start, i marked my height for 10 years old at the 1.42 mark and it was like, somewhere near the center of the green region, which meant i was a normal person. The mark was also near the center for 12 years old, at 1.50m... However, since it was pretty much stagnant from there, the straight line that followed travelled right nicely into the orange region below the green region at 16 years old... arg... how saddenening.

[Oh well, but huiwei was in the orange region like right from the start haha.]

We can now conclude that Kristy is one of the most normal people around. zzz...

.stuffs.

.Huiwei asked me to update so i shall post about CDANS. CDANS was disappointing!

I made a horrible, huge, dumb, impossible-but-it-happened mistake... I... STOOD IN THE WRONG POSITIONING! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH. Walao, that's like the dumbest mistake la. People usually using common sense will obviously lean left to rest their elbow on their hip. But I! was so busy changing my feet here and there.. that i ended up leaning right!!? So retarded man. So for my first 20 shots i aimed soo hard but i couldn't get it right. Yet after i realised it at the 32nd shot, suddenly aiming somewhat there would get me the 10. So reetaarded... Well.. at least i made this mistake that i never expected to make. Better than making this mistake during nationals... so my grand total was... 371. Yes. Incredulously crappy. 93 87 95 96. It is clear, by the 8 point jump where i realised my mistake.

Why couldn't training be exchanged with the real competition! Mann... i shot like 2 7s within a series. Oh well. Its overrrrrrrrrrrr...

Good luck to kristy and her drama crew!

Yay. The banner took form a few days ago, and now its got the heading! It looks ok so far. The outlining of the words with papertape was darn backbreaking. Must thank all the rifle girls+weilin+kaisheng +jiapei, regardless of critisism, suggestions, or helping to stick the papertape, or spraypainting.

Can't wait for it to be completed!

..

Sian. I shot 97-92!-96-96. With 25 10s, 13 9s, 1 8, and 1.... SIX! A SIX! wth... And i don't even know why it was a SIX cuz i didn't even shake.

Bleh.

I kept shooting towards the right at first. So i kept moving my position, but it didn't change a thing. In the end somehow my shots turned out alright although my sighting cards were horrible.
Then Julie helped me move my trigger back and suddenly i could shoot properly again, although i occassionally had violent jerks.

Career Seminar today. Took a bunch of notebooks and highlighters and pens.

When your only friends are hotel rooms
Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight
These roads never seemed so long
Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone
Will daybreak ever come?

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands
I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complains of violins become my only friends

August evenings
Bring solemn warnings
To remember to kiss the ones you love goodbye
You never know what temporal days may bring
So Laugh, love, live free, and sing
When life is in discord
Praise ye the Lord

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands
I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of Violins become my only friends
I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of Violins become my only friends
I thought you said forever
Over and over (And over and over)

These thoughts run through my head

I'm addicted to this. Paperthin Hymn by Anberlin___

..

GOOD LUCK TO HUIWEI AND ALL HER SYF BUDDIES!

GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGO
GOGOGOGOGOGOOGOGOGOGOGOGO

.-.

At the end of the world where the lions weep...

they made us too smart too quick too many...

Singapore should have weeping lion statues like those in AI. AI is a nice show.

//.Come away, O human child
To the waters and the wild
With a faery, hand in hand,
For the world's more full of weeping than you can understand//

.welovebabyanimals!.

Baby animals rule the world! Ok maybe they don't. But nvm

Relations of huiwei















Puma cub!

A pair of quokkas which are i dunno whats but they're cute

Huiwei's good friend

shaped like Jamie aka breadface aka cononut head aka yezitou aka char siew bao aka anything else spherical

no xr its not a duck. Baby quail

.dream.

oh yea. I just read xiu rong's blog and it mentioned something about strange dream, yeaa, so i shall write about my strange dream that i had on Friday morning...

So in this dream, i moved into a motel thingie, and i went to mini toons with huiwei [i think this is from too much stress finding her pressie]. And somehow the whole story changed to this random person in a hospital-like place. But it was really huge. With like, hundreds of windows. And the place was watched over by this woman[of which her identity i do not know]. She didn't allow anyone to enter and she surveyed the place and had this army that guarded all the exits. So the random person was watching her from the trees and from that point of view i could see the woman between the leaves and branches, wearing this bright pinkish purplish dress[must be the present stress]. A stark contrast to the whiteness of the hospital-like place. So this random person decided to try escape or something. So he[i think it was someone from prison break cuz i happened to watch schmits of the show the night before] went down the stairs really quickly while in my dream, my eyes followed like some camera filming the whole thing like it was some epic movie. Unfortunately, he met with an army of those guards. However, i don't know what happened, but apparently they were all robots. He knocked over them and they fell, deactivating. The whole army just... unplugged. They fell over each other, stiff, eyes open, expressionless. The random guy ran past them, continuing down the stairs.
He somehow got outside. And i think by this time that strange woman was alerted so she had ordered people to go after the random guy. So the random guy went back into the hospital-like place and pretended to go for a bath[for hentai ppl like xr's info, no he didn't actually bathe which means there wasn't anything hentai] He took his bathing stuff and... in my dream i didn't know where the bathroom was. It was an unfamiliar place afterall. My dreamcamera was looking left and right at the long endless corridors, with walls tinted light blue. Because i didn't know which way to go, neither did the random guy. Although this was just a dream, i could feel the sense of urgency and anxiousness. The need to find somewhere to hide, or cover up. The random guy just turned in a random direction and walked quickly to the end. There was a room at the end. He entered it. Just as he was about to pretend nothing happened, a cop entered. Wearing the brown cop uniform. The cop was pointing a gun at the random guy.
This part is really weird. Somehow the guy knew that by forcing me to wake up, the dream would disappear and he would not get shot. And that's exactly what happened. I was forcing my eyes to open. Forcing the dream to be stopped. The cop was protesting, shouting, 'don't try that', 'noo!!', but eventually my eyes pulled open, although there was a strong resisting force, and the dreamscape disappeared. And the guy didn't get shot. And i was awake.

Strange.

.black&white.

i wonder what the world would look like painted in white and black, when we can't see the iridescent oil puddles on the floor or a dish of milk split into an opalescent spectre of colours.[is that even possible?]
But still, if everything was just black and white some things would be made easier, like choices. We won't have to spend so much time choosing the right things to match each other because everything would be complementing in a world where the colours complement each other. [And i wouldn't have to look so hard for a pink --------- for huiwei] Then again, you may say that without other colours, people start picking based on shades. Grey. All kinds of grey. Dark grey is no longer just black. Light grey is no longer white. There's a billion in betweens from black to white. Choosing just got harder.

Why do things in this world have to be so complicated.

But is there even another world where things were so much easier?

I can't wonder more.

Could people be born out of trees?

I don't have much insight on the world. Don't really wish to be affected by its private afflictions. Yet because we live in it, we can't help but get involved. Living in a problem all on its own. Avoiding newspapers and tabloids can't keep you in the shadows. Going out is enough to make you vulnerable.

It's so impossible to stay hidden.

This post was entirely random.

.newlayout.

*** I just realised that it actually fits. It just doesn't on my com. But it does on others. Whyyyyyyyyy...

yay new layout. I don't know why it doesn't fit although its supposed to cuz the size is supposed to be big enough, and i made a larger version yet it doesn't seem to have expanded much so nvm, leave it as it is i guess. Lalala.

.hentaism displayed.

She turns. She looks. It's not the strange whiteness of the walls that attracts her, or the fact that its a place she is forbidden to enter. Not the mirrors.. not the sinks... It's something else... something there.. standing within those walls... it's... HIM.

And that's the story of one of XR's displays of hentaism. [Prob can guess where she was looking at lol]

And huiwei got violated by Xiu rong!!
Xr: Huiwei why your shorts like so big
Huiwei: This is the smallest liao
Xr: What's inside? *And at the same time flips up huiwei's shorts. Realises she has unconsciously[or consciously] committed an act of hentaism in the bright open day light! Quickly lets go, apologising profusely*
*Huiwei is so shocked, she cannot speak but suddenly turns and yell and scream and whack up XR like she has just been r- violated. Which she was*
Desiree and Kristy[onlookers]: O_O OMG XIU RONG. WHAT WERE YOU THINKING???
Only XR wonders what's inside shorts man.

Lynna's venus flytrap is so cute and nice. But its so small! If only it were bigger. Like at least big enough to eat cockroaches.

And yea as XR mentioned on her blog. I was using a lightness lane today, unfortunately, and i couldnt really see a dam shyt . Eventually i went to Niao's lane cuz he was done. But the lane spoilt at his last shot so i had to manually swing the target card forward. And finally we decided that since XR was only allowed to dry fire, she should just take the spoilt lane since she didn't need to draw back so hooray, everything was settled after that. My groupings were total shyt. But i shot a 97 for final ten. I think its because i hugged my gun really closely for the last 10 shots + a few shots before that and it seemed to work a bit with preventing me from swaying. So yayy. nicely baked.

.zz.

bleh. internal monthly today:
i shot 93 94 96 95. with 4 8s[walaosomany]14 9s and 22 10s. 378. Strangely enough, although i shot so many crappy 8s today, my score was still higher than safra monthly[95+95+93+95=377]... in which i shot no 8s. Which means i must have shot helluva lot of 9s. Which it felt like anyway. Anywayy.. actually i thought i would get an even crappier score cuz i haven't trained for one week[cuz of the crappy booking system thing + being sick] and also my sighting was quite horrible. My shots were like.. High.[i think it was something to do with my positioning] So i tried to change my positioning here and there[+make sure the gun butt was totally on my shoulder cuz daxiang and niao both said it was kinda high] and somehow some shots turned normal.
Along the way suddenly, the shots would go high again and i have no idea why actually. Which is why its so bleh. Don't know why some of the shots will fly somewhere else. Actually i was pretty sure of some of the shots but mann.. when i actually fired. I think i moved or something.. So the shot went totally off.. oh well.. and no overall improvement still!!! Gotta train more mann...
i am so lousy now man.zzz.

So after that! I had to torment myself even more!! [Huiwei better be thankful for this] For the sake of Huiwei the 'Great' i had to look at so much pink stuff today which is soo sad cuz i never usually look at pink stuff[cuz i don't like it la] and mann.. this is like the first time i looked at so much pink stuff its so.. W.E.I.R.D. And most of the pink stuff was like associated with pigs [No wonder huiwei resembles one haha] So well, i submerged myself in the world of pink objects and tried to see what was so nice about them...
Huiwei needs a pink revamping! Her pink things count is dropping. Which is baad. Because huiwei is a pink person and associated with piglets. Therefore she must stay pink. yeah. So i shall give her lots of pink stuff for her birthday and up her pink things count again!
So i did all that looking at pink stuff really fast cuz i had to rush home.. thankfully the places didn't let me down. I found a bunch of huiwei stuff that at least, didn't irk me so much that i couldn't bear to touch it. Luckily its pastel pink that she likes, which i don't mind as much, rather than h..h... pink. Which is sick lar. To me that is. Good for you if you like it.

Oh man. This is like a real post lar. So cool. Wa lao i used the word pink 15 times.

Since this is like, a real post! I feel like mentioning xiu rong and kristy in it. Yay. Kristy didn't come to class on thursday[same with me] and friday. So we both didn't take the MI test. Unfortunately, on friday Mrs Tan wasn't there for the tutorial so i didn't ask about retaking the test. Huiwei said maybe we won't take the test at all O_O. Oh well. We'll see. Xiu Rong... don't be negative. And rmbr! Don't say SsIiiAAaaannNnnN after lousy shots ok. Totally kills the next shot mann. yea yea yea. okok i shall stop here. Farewell.

:::

*sis approaches

sis says: every evening, munmun shuts herself up in a corner in front of her laptop and sings emo songs, together with an emo expression on her face... and even a black shirt to go along! and ninja gloves!

*walks away after that

-_____________-


//.i will love you until my dying day. come what may.

i hate green apples. They are SOUR and taste BAD

Today someone really pissed a whole lot of people off mannn. I could just say the name since we all know who it is but nvm.. what the hell.. Just writing your name there when you haven't even got a group yet. What's your problem man?? Still want us to split up OUR group just so that you can have your way?? We formed our group already why the hell would we split up just cuz of you??

What the hell do we owe you anyway.

And acting like you're so pitiful always talking in that irritating tone of voice. Can you like, change to some new tactic or something cuz that one is really getting boring.

Making things difficult for everyone just so that you will get what you want. What you have SYF, well so does the rest of half of the class.. And still pretending to be nice at the end by saying what, draw lots la draw lots la... We already said OK. As long as we even had a spot to write our group down, FINE, go ahead and do that question lar!! Wa lao, stop following people around can. Its dam creepy lar. And we were already contented that we even had somewhere to write down our group becuz earlier on becuz of people like YOU we didn't even have anywhere to go?? And we were a fully formed group unlike you?? And when you FINALLY got your group you still dare to claim that you guys wrote your group there first. Like, wth? In the first place you just simply wrote your name there with no group at all?? We could have just rubbed off your name and just wrote down our group lar. What's your problem??? Godielar.

Still say, fine la if that's what you want, or whatever. YEA, THAT'S WHAT WE WANT MANNN...good that you're fine with it. And yea. You wanna talk to us but we already gave up talking to you because we tried and you won't listen so there's no point talking. So you're happy now right anyway, you got what you wanted in the end? Yea well, good for you. So why don't you just shuddup and stop acting kindly like a bloody hypocrite and stop following people around.

GO AWAY!

oh man. this is like the first time i bao-ed in class and really shoot back at someone straight in the face. Chao bu shuang.

oh yea, if you're unhappy with this, too bad. Blogs are for people to express what they have to say, especially when they're really mad and have no better way to express it like, punching the wall or something. so too bad.

//.wreckage of the heart.

.blank.

Poor xiu rong got abused by kristy today i heard. mann, kristy.. shouldn't be so violent to your peng yous you knoww! I won't niao you so much so you BETTER NOT NIAO ME OK. [since its not even true unlike..!!!] It's dam annoying yea i know.. and i never niao you that bad what!!! Why you say i niao people until very bad one.. just cuz i walked past... wa. i said i didn't see anything lar -_- and i purposely walk in front so you guys can be out of my sight... zzzzzzz... haiz. people are weird when they like someone mann.. especially in front of that person.. *points to rtj

ok. that's all bleh.

//.open your eyes and look this way, tell me girl, about your day.

huiwei's theory

today i put my phone on my stomach and guess what huiwei said!

Later you get stomach cancer.

:/ welcome to the world of huiwei. where birds and beavers have no tails and ducks have no beaks.

haiz.

.random.

.why does the name keep ringing in my head, although all i have for that name is hate.

that doesn't imply anything i just thought of it.

Anyway. Some people are really annoying man. I don't even know them and they keep niaoing me. Like wts. That's the only thing they have to say. Stupid. Irritating. I feel like stabbing them. But i can't. Damn. Wa lao.. I wish they would stop la.. oh well.

Today was quite a fun day [other than becuz of some people] but nvm, it was still fun because xiu rong managed to find something nice and we saw many many ducks. And so we rambled around in circles and found a nice place to complete Kristy's secret mission and then we were off and back to our humblyabodes. yay.

ok im really bad at writing in a blog so well, yeaaa, maybe read xiu rong's or kristy's for more information!

2007 first day

Time passed really fast
The new year was here
She realised she lost a lot of things
Within one year
2006, her specs, her wallet, her pet and
Something else she held so close, so dear
Oh well
Most of the time things don't go your way
Instead of improving herself
She wasted everyday
Didn't know the extent of the damage done
Until she saw the sun
Didn't seem to shine as bright as the one
She knew before
But fine, she'll get over it
One day
when it all ends
She'll stop this pretence
Get ahead with her life
Get out of the hive
Get a move on
So for now
So long.

so tyco!

17 i think

Ya- hoho, we exchanged Christmas presents today! [Huiwei, Kristy and I]

All our pressents :D
Huiwei's nice handwriting
Inside Huiwei's box

Cute thing that Kristy gave me.. its a.. turtle i think. And the cute blue pigs from Taiwan and KINDER BUENO! Wow, everybody gives me kinder bueno ahaha. I bet Xiu Rong won't cuz she thinks its not hua suan .. and the box! With a DUCK on it! Xiu Rong will like it! ahahaha...

See Xiu Rong, i got a bigger one and same price summore, more hua suan! hahaha!!!

And my sister's mouse

16

What's a family anyway... are we called a family just because we are related by blood? Or is there something more to being a family. What does it mean when we can't seem to communicate or even be around when we are supposed to be...

How is one supposed to hide it when all one can do is pretend that its all normal and act like nothing happened...

And to make it worse, someone has to say things that make you annoyed because those things are all wrong...

Hey daxiang when you ask don't your mom and dad look happy together. i wonder why i can't picture it.

15

Huiwei and I are partially telepathic lol...

.stop.
Dreambox says:
yea yea
[白羊座]* dreambox ((: http://fiveoclockrain.blogspot.com says:
YEAYEA!
[白羊座]* dreambox ((: http://fiveoclockrain.blogspot.com says:
HAHA
.stop.
Dreambox says:
hahah/!1!
[白羊座]* dreambox ((: http://fiveoclockrain.blogspot.com says:
stop copying me!
.stop.
Dreambox says:
you keep copying me lar!!

so lame.

14

arhh.. i am so bored now because Huiwei has gone offline. What the hell, i had something to write just now and now i've just forgotten it all. I shall write something pointless then.

And now, for a lesson in the sky.

Rain clouds are grey because the water droplets are packed more tightly together so less sunlight can pass through them.

Why are the water droplets packed more tightly together? I don't know. Sky space constraint or something... Or maybe they just suddenly decided to have a bonding session like everything seems to have.

"Clouds are white because they are made from cotton candy. Cotton candy is composed mostly of sugar and spice and everything nice. Once the sugar is spun out of control it flies up into the atmosphere that is filled with angels and reindeer and small ships on their way to Roswell." and this is from http://www.why-is-the-sky-blue.tv/clouds-white.htm. lol.

and now for a nice picture of the... SKY! hooray.

www.google.com/images

And with that! We end the lesson.

Oh yea. My bro ate the kinder bueno that Huiwei got me for christmas -_- So he bought me a new one c:

13

Dreambox C:

just waiting...

12

today. was quite annoying because i drew a picture on the com and saved it but somehow the com din't register that it was saved so the picture was gone and it was darn irritating. so i drew another one and this one turned out ok. so i guess its ok afterall.

ok. this post was quite pointless.

11

Hooray, huiwei got me kinder bueno for christmas! Yay kinder bueno. And there was other stuff in the uber cute box oso:

- Light blue shoelaces.
:Because i have something against yellow now so she got me these and im supposed to use these instead [i think it will be looking funny though ahaha.]

- This item i shall not mention because i think kristy has it too so i shall not say but its uber cute. wahaha.

- Lots of gummy cokes
: Just like when we stuffed ourselves with gummie cokes while waiting for the darn induction activities to start

The box itself has like ducklings on it, dam cute lar! Oh wait. That should have been XIURONG's box!!! DUCKS ON IT MAN. She'll love it. :D

oh my! this is more like a blog post isnt it! whoohoo.

10

since i have nothing better to do i shall blog about today cuz there is a bit of happy stuff.

1. I shot a pb for the internals! yay. 383. 3 points higher than before, but still higher, so, yay c:

2. Get to niao xiu rong a lot which is very fun. About a duck. heh heh heh.

Wow! That sums up my day! Lalala. Maybe the full story will be on Xiu Rong [Kukumalu's] blog.

Happy flying.

tell me to die

tell me why i should not stab myself into ten thousand pieces. Why shouldnt i hate my existence. There's nothing in this world to be happy about is there. To make things easier i should just be killed by some disease, then no one will be blamed for my death as well.

emo poset* pots* post*

Huiwei is really noisy. Some times the world is really. Very. Noisy. It would be nice to hide from all the noise and sit in a corner and be. Emoless.

Bleeding is relief
Pain is a shelter
Heartbreaks as fast as the rain would pelter
Breathing the storm
Embracing the thunder
Hope seems to come but i'd rather go under
Think back in time
What was important
It seems that all things have now been forgotten
Left with no care
Of shadows beware
They claim souls that slowly go rotten.

Emoless.

9

KINDER BUENO. is now one hundred and TWENTY cents instead of FIFTEEN cents. Wa lao, why do they keep increasing the darn price...

OKOKok.

i shall blog about obs lar! since dats what everyone's doin....

Here are the OBS kias in alphabetical order:
Andy
Bento
Bing Xin
Christine
Crystal
Me
Elaine
Gen
Jia Hui
Joceline[im not sure how to spell lar]
NiaoRong
Reuben
Shanti
Shi Qi
Shu Fang
ShuJen
Xin Yuan
Xiu Rong
Zestin the gross.

So we met at 715 at atrium on monday and took a bus to the jetty, and putted off in the little boat thingy to pulau ubin. Everybody was sayin dat xr and my bag was really small, but i dint think so, so nvm.

Anyway! We started off by playin this silly game of an egg and eagle and king kong and shen and dunno if there was sth in between that i left out but anyhows, we were supposed to promote ourselves by playin scissors paper stone with the same species. And since i sarked really bad, i ended up being the only egg left and shu jen the pro kia was the shen and she was supposed to draw a red egg on my face but she's nice so she just dotted a dot somewhere.

After that our instructor, Ai Chin, toured us around the place and eventually sent us to our bunky area.

So we settled down in our bunky area, with me, shiqi, Xr, shanti, christine, joceline, shu jen in one portion of the room, the ip2 girls in the other portion and the guys in the last portion. After that i forgot what happened liao. But along the way we had our catered luncheons and then we had to go climb a rock wall so we went and climbed it. There were lots of pro kias climbing like super fast. I dont know how i climbed but my leg was like too short to reach one of the knobbly things so i had to climb on the wall itself instead and faster step on it. In the end most ppl managed to reach the toppest top.

We also did night walk on the first night and i hate it argg.. Because well. The dark is dam scary, i hate the dark i hate the dark. Walao. Im dam happy i met with xiu rong along the way, for the solo walk, because i was walking dam fast, and i dint wanna walk behind her so i kinda walked in the middle of her and shanti [whom she met along the way cuz shanti saed she injured sth and was walking slowly] so the three of us returned at the same time and i think some ppl were sayin stuff about us not walking alone and stuff but heck lar. I think i would have died out there if i was alone the whole way.

Along the way, i forgot which day, we were in the learning room and Gideon was playing this fakely serious game with us, and i couldn't not laugh at shiqi so i got drawn on. And i also saed sth rongly so i got drawn on also. I forgot to see what got drawn on me so until this day i do not know.

Aiya, its really mah fan to rite everything cuz there's liek a lot of things so im just gonna rite about kayaking now.
The first day we kayaked was just for practice. I went with Xiu Rong, and we kinda didnt coordinate so we were really sarky i think.

Then the next day when we were supposed to kayak to our campsite so we had to pack our backpacks and everything in the blue tins and water in the jerry cans and stuff. Somehow, it was left to only the ip1 girls to carry everything and we made like a million trips up and down rolling the blue tins and jerry cans and EVERYBODY'S blardy backpack down in the trolley thing to the kayak place. We even had to carry the guys' backpacks, and i carried a red one, which ZR later told me had 5 blardy bottles of shyt water in it [no wonder it was so blardy heavy] and my shoulders almost broke off by the time i got to the bottom. And the other ip1 girls had to carry all the blue bins and jerry cans which were also ------ heavy. Then we went to eat breakfast. We were all darn irritated because even when we got there, no one thanked us or anything and Someone even asked us to hurry up and i felt like slapping that someone until - ok nvm.

Anyhows, after that, we kayaked to our little campsite, i went with shiqi, who could steer, so it was better except there was the muddy parts wheere i stupidly got a bit stuck cuz i dont know. I just got a bit stuck and had to pull like shxt to get my dum foot out. And eventually it happily popped out of the mud like a newborn earthworm and i grabbed the waiting tree branch and got pulled up by some helpful hands up there. Actually retarded reuben tried to carry me up and i almost got a heart attack, thank goodness it dint work. Jia Hui lost her shoe in the mud. It must be feeling lonely now.

At the campsite, the quarry was really nice, we saw a cute little lizard thing swimming along in the water, i think it was waving to us too. We had to built a raft to meet the right qualities in the instructor's minds in order to play in the quarry, so we built it like mad, since the first bits of time were spent listening and talking rubbish and it was really noisy and useless. We rushed out the raft and thankfully it held together except for one barrel flipping over [but it still held together] and everyone got on and everyone was happy.

Since we had already pitched our tents, all that was left was to change and eat, so the ip1 girls went together with 3 ponchos to create our makeshift changing room and changed. By the time we returned, it was kinda dark, and food was being cooked by two happy seniors, Crystal and Elaine. They cooked it kinda nice so we had a nice dinner. And the stars were awesome! There were so many and i saw a shooting star! It was orange and it fell and disappeared! Dam cool lar! I was kinda stunned when i saw it so i dint really make a wish when it was falling, but rather after it had disappeared.
So, we ended off the night with another sharing session, where we had to find a totally unrelated-to-us-in-any-way partner and look into their eyes and guess what would become of them in the future, and where would they like to go for a holiday. I dint know who to look at cuz isnt it weird to just stare at a person.. so Ai Chin picked me a partner, and i got this ip2 person called bento. I guessed that he would be married to Zhi Rong, because well. Don't they just match each other perfectly! And they would like to go to Thailand to fulfill their dreams of being happily together. Bento guessed that i would be a philosopher, which is not true > < because well, i dunno! i dont think i will be one. But he saed i liked to daydream, which is true i guess. Then he guessed i would like to stay at home, which is kinda true but i just saed i wanna go to NZ which is also true. I am really undecided. And so, everyone else guessed their partner's occupations and we went to sleep with some funky techno lullaby from malaysia. It was DAM irritating lar! I couldnt sleep at all. So blardy noisy. I think i fell asleep for a while, because I couldnt have survived the night without sleeping.

When we kayaked back, we were supposed to kayak with the partners we got for the sharing the night before becuase the ICs saed so. But i kayaked with niaorong, cuz Bento and Reuben missed each other. I think i should be thankful for it somehow. It was quite fun kayaking with zhi rong lar, reuben and bento were laffing at how he looked funny when he was kayaking fast, and they kept crashing into us.. anyway, we completed our return trip real fast, in about 3 hours, and along the way we stopped at this island, which had ben's island sprayed on a rock -_- and i ate oreos and talked with xiu rong who was kayaking with christine i think? or xin yuan. Anyhows, we were dam happy to reach back to civilisation cuz everyone was bitten like shxt by the blardy sandflies and moskwitos. I had bites all around my ankles and hands cuz those were the only parts uncovered when i was sleepin in the happy little tent.

Throughout the trip zestin was being really gross and flirting around, carrying out his normal lifestyle. It was dam gross to watch but well. Good to laugh at.

Yay! Home! We could go home on the last day after packing our stuff. We were supposed to do flying fox, but the weather didn't allow us to. A lot of people wanted to do it, but I hate falling, so i was quite happy that we dint have to do it. wahaha.
After that, we had to get our certs, and unfortunately, someone else in the group had to give the certs to us. I got gen's cert [yay a nice person but i stupidly told her i dint know wad to sae to her, cuz i dint really tok to her or anything during the whole camp], and unfortunately, bento got my cert and i wanted to just take it but we had to shake a congratulations hand. So shake lor, and i replied a wadeva to his congrats cuz everybody was like making stupid niao-ing noises. -_-So after that, we went to buy soveniors [which i do not know how to spell....] and took the nice little boat back home again,, yay.

Of cuz, there was a lot of stuff in between, but this is already chao long and im lazy to remember the rest so i shalt not rite more for now. FAREWELL BLOG!

addition: OH YEA. ZESTin was being such A PIG. he kept going to steal the instructor's food, and he stole bento's bento when bento was like super late for lunch[dat one i dun mind but] HE WENT TO STEAL FROM the instructor's buffet, dam pig lar. I was hoping he shxt until he die, or drown in his shyt. or his shxt dun even come out and he get stuck in the toilet for eternity. DIE ZESTIN.

O_O

WA LAO. i dunno how to blog!! i dowan to blog liao!! GO AWAY BLOG!! runs*

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eh? the people in my templates siblings arh? hair and eyes both same colour... no lar. not siblings. i just like it coloured like that.

:D BORED.

cuz huiwei ask me to

huiwei has been being rather noisy lately [eh, actually she's noisy all the time] asking me to hurry up and post something, so i shall post something.
I shall do a comparison. The other bits of where this came from can be read from xiu rong's blog.

Startling similarities between huiwei's and my acquaintance that have the same pronounciation of name.

Similarities
same pronounciation of name
both wear braces
both dun wear specs[although huiwei says her friend just wants to act pretty but actually wears specs] but nvm, today he dint wear.
Both about the same height i think although im not really sure.
both eyes look the same
both look about the same lar

Differences
Spelling of name
One not so smiley one so smiley
one haf dimples one dun haf


How scary it is that they are so similar. Luckily surname different also.

ok. I have posted, huiwei can stop making noise now, yay.

haha! hello XIU RONG!

yay! all about xiu rong!