i had a dream again as usual. this time it was more memorable thus i can write about it.

I dreamt that a bunch of us were being chased, and the people were scary, dangerous, whatever they were, we had to get away. At first when they chased us they injured a few of us and i got stabbed in the leg. When we got away from that, i rmbr running into a house with the other ppl, and we were scrambling to find somewhere to hide cuz the evil people were gonna catch up soon. We grabbed some weapons from the kitchen first, some knives, sticks etc etc. One of the people led us into this basement place with a lot of piping and stuff and said there were little holes, outlets where we could escape. So i went down to check it out and i was like, these holes are too small!! No one's gonna fit in them. So i searched around and saw a metal rung ladder leading upwards. So we decided to climb that. We climbed and and climbed until we got to the outside and somehow we were safe there. Throughout the whole dream i could feel it hurting where i was stabbed and always looked down to see blood leaking out of it and we couldnt stop to do anything about it.

The end.

As usual also, i forget much of the details.

hm? did the second week of school just end?

Feels like the first and second week just merged and I cant differentiate what i learnt in which week.

Time passes so fast sometimes but other times it feels like 1 day was spread over 2 days but it was really just 1 day if you stopped to think about it and nowadays i can't tell the days apart anymore.

I am having a long weekend but I feel barely a thread of freedom...

Things to do in the coming week or for the coming week:

1. get psychology textbook (by tues) XDONE

2. memorise chapters covered in psyc textbook (chap 4n5)

2. memorise words in japanese textbook for lesson 14-16 (by tues)

3. proposal for change in lab procedure(by sunday 2359) XDONE

4. tutorial questions for biochem (by fri)

5. watch webcast for math of games lecture (by tues)

6. After tuesday, jap lecture homework n lesson 16 homework. (by tues after next)

7. After friday, lab report (by fri after next)

8. Attend various psych studies signed up for (mon, tues, thurs)

etc etc etc... this carries on in a vicious cycle...

zzz zzz zzz

On another note, pineapple tart making today was very successful(albeit very sleep inducing)! Tastes undeniably multiples of times better than those selling outside...

i itch for a switch

okay i changed my template. It's a drastic change from the dreamy old melty sleepy one to this dark and ominous one... reflects my dark and ominous uni life.

why doth thou decideth to change ith?

well i just thought it'd be around the time to do so. first time since the creation of this blog that im using a default template... will prob change the background to something of my own (when i have the time) cuz i prefer it that way.

Anyhow if all goes wrong! I still have my old template in notepad so there.

where to find this thing called time?

And finally for a moment i have some of my own.

schoolwork is piling up,

its piling up high,

try to keep the level low but

My Oh My.

more and more assignments

less and less excitement

everything just seems like an

End

Less

Dream.

so, ya, bean

So! The first week of school is over. And it has been half interesting, and half uninteresting. My last week of holidays, highlight: kite flying with wenying! First time kite flying, not to be the last! Awesome fun, even if it was in the middle of a drizzle that gradually became a rainstorm. I wanna go kiteflying again!!

Anyway the main point of this post is... i got my new companion after much consideration! He is bigger than i expected at 8 weeks old. Here is a little information about him:

Name: Soyabean

Breed: long-haired Syrian

Birthday: 1 Dec 2010

Colour: Pretty much beige though he was supposed to be grey

Size: About the size of the palm of my hand

Temperament: Cautious

Diet: Peanut, strawberry cream hamster biscuit, sunflower seeds

He doesnt really eat anything else apart from the above mentioned. He ignores fruits and all the other bits in the hamster food. He eats a little bread but negligible. I guess he's still a baby and still learning. Soyabean is expensive!! He cost a lot in food and housing... here's a breakdown:

Soyabean himself: $28

House: $8.90(too small!!) new house: $26.90

waterbottle: $4.50

adhesive-backed velcro for pasting bottle in cage: $6.35 (got ripped off stupid homefix)

running wheel: $9.95

hammie hideyhole: $7.40

mineral chewing banana: $3.10

absorbent bedding: a blood-sucking $17

food: $5+ (strawberry biscuit), $2.35 (dried mealworms), $4+?(yoghurt drops which he doesnt even eat, but good thing fatty and hit eats it)

That adds up to $123.46!!! (wa almost 12345) Luckily i have the goodness of mother and honeybun to help me pay most of the cost. I only paid for soyabean himself and some of his food... and he is still refusing to be sociable. I'm leaving him alone to settle in for now...

School is crap. Lab report within the first week of school is not fun. Especially when you don't know half of what youre doing. Math of games is interesting though. Japanese is going to kill me. Psychology is turning out to be a killer (must take part in research studies as research subjects??They think we so free arh... lab already takes up 3-4 hours each time...). The life science modules this sem are all so chem that they suck many. Ugh. Shall look up to the stars and hope for a better day...

Random fun thing

The BBC believes most people will have read only 6 of the 100 books listed here. Instructions: Bold those books you’ve read in their entirety, italicize the ones you started but didn’t finish or read an excerpt (or those that you read the kids’ version of).

1 Pride and Prejudice – Jane Austen

2 The Lord of the Rings – JRR Tolkien (i even read the poems lor)

3 Jane Eyre – Charlotte Bronte (fav book when kid, no idea why)

4 Harry Potter series – JK Rowling (never. going. near.)

5 To Kill a Mockingbird – Harper Lee (becuz of school)

6 The Bible (must have read excerpts somewhere along going to christian schools for 6 years?)

8 Nineteen Eighty Four – George Orwell

9 His Dark Materials – Philip Pullman

10 Great Expectations – Charles Dickens (forced.)

11 Little Women – Louisa M Alcott (so long ago i don't even remember what its about)

12 Tess of the D’Urbervilles – Thomas Hardy (reminds me of hound of the baskervilles)

13 Catch 22 – Joseph Heller

14 Complete Works of Shakespeare (I'll go mad before i complete the complete works)

15 Rebecca – Daphne Du Maurier

16 The Hobbit – JRR Tolkien

17 Birdsong – Sebastian Faulks

18 Catcher in the Rye – JD Salinger

19 The Time Traveller’s Wife – Audrey Niffenegger

20 Middlemarch – George Eliot

21 Gone With The Wind – Margaret Mitchell

22 The Great Gatsby – F Scott Fitzgerald

23 Bleak House – Charles Dickens

24 War and Peace – Leo Tolstoy

25 The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy – Douglas Adams

26 Brideshead Revisited – Evelyn Waugh

27 Crime and Punishment – Fyodor Dostoyevsky

28 Grapes of Wrath – John Steinbeck

29 Alice in Wonderland – Lewis Carroll (scarily thick book of the old)

30 The Wind in the Willows – Kenneth Grahame (frigtening frogs and badgers. scene of the lake haunts me)

31 Anna Karenina – Leo Tolstoy

32 David Copperfield – Charles Dickens (thought it was about the magician :X)

33 Chronicles of Narnia – CS Lewis (more childhood stories)

34 Emma – Jane Austen

35 Persuasion – Jane Austen

36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe – CS Lewis (thanks to dad's magical childhood reads)

37 The Kite Runner – Khaled Hosseini

38 Captain Corelli’s Mandolin – Louis De Berniere

39 Winnie the Pooh – AA Milne (thanks to niewtums for snitching it from her sch lib which was gonna throw away their old books!! and giving it to me as a birthday present)

41 Animal Farm – George Orwell (forced by school)

42 The Da Vinci Code – Dan Brown (cuz i couldnt watch the movie)

43 One Hundred Years of Solitude – Gabriel Garcia Marquez

44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney – John Irving

45 The Woman in White – Wilkie Collins

46 Anne of Green Gables – LM Montgomery

47 Far From The Madding Crowd – Thomas Hardy

48 The Handmaid’s Tale – Margaret Atwood

49 Lord of the Flies – William Golding

50 Atonement – Ian McEwan (watched movie counted?)

51 Life of Pi – Yann Martel

52 Dune – Frank Herbert

53 Cold Comfort Farm – Stella Gibbons

54 Sense and Sensibility – Jane Austen

55 A Suitable Boy – Vikram Seth

56 The Shadow of the Wind – Carlos Ruiz Zafon

57 A Tale Of Two Cities – Charles Dickens

58 Brave New World – Aldous Huxley

59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time – Mark Haddon (awesome)

60 Love In The Time Of Cholera – Gabriel Garcia Marquez

61 Of Mice and Men – John Steinbeck

62 Lolita – Vladimir Nabokov

63 The Secret History – Donna Tartt

64 The Lovely Bones – Alice Sebold (again watched movie counted?)

65 Count of Monte Cristo – Alexandre Dumas

66 On The Road – Jack Kerouac

67 Jude the Obscure – Thomas Hardy

68 Bridget Jones’s Diary – Helen Fielding

69 Midnight’s Children – Salman Rushdie

70 Moby Dick – Herman Melville

71 Oliver Twist – Charles Dickens

72 Dracula – Bram Stoker

73 The Secret Garden – Frances Hodgson Burnett (wow i just mentioned this to honeybun recently)

74 Notes From A Small Island – Bill Bryson (only read notes from an even smaller island... which is more relevant!)

75 Ulysses – James Joyce

76 The Bell Jar – Sylvia Plath

77 Swallows and Amazons – Arthur Ransome

78 Germinal – Emile Zola

79 Vanity Fair – William Makepeace Thackeray

80 Possession – AS Byatt

81 A Christmas Carol – Charles Dickens

82 Cloud Atlas – David Mitchell

83 The Color Purple – Alice Walker

84 The Remains of the Day – Kazuo Ishiguro

85 Madame Bovary – Gustave Flaubert

86 A Fine Balance – Rohinton Mistry

87 Charlotte’s Web – EB White (childhood book)

88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven – Mitch Albom

89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes – Sir Arthur Conan Doyle (iphone book)

90 The Faraway Tree Collection – Enid Blyton (must have read some of this)

91 Heart of Darkness – Joseph Conrad

92 The Little Prince – Antoine De Saint-Exupery (fav book now)

93 The Wasp Factory – Iain Banks

94 Watership Down – Richard Adams (attracted by bunnies on the cover)

95 A Confederacy of Dunces – John Kennedy Toole

96 A Town Like Alice – Nevil Shute

97 The Three Musketeers – Alexandre Dumas

98 Hamlet – William Shakespeare

99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory – Roald Dahl (who won't read this??)

100 Les Miserables – Victor Hugo

Yay! I've read 18 of them. A very meaningful number for me. And considering i hate reading!! And started reading late. i guess its not bad? Though most of the people i know would have read like, twice of what i did -.- Many of the books are right in the bookshelf at home and i have glanced at them but never thought of picking them up or even flipping through them otherwise i would have more italics! I'm just not such a big reader :C I'm trying to improve though, because my vocab is sad and minimal... and my general knowledge? Can be concentrated into one pocky stick. And not the giant kind.

The ones in grey are those i think i want to try reading. And cuz they either have very cute thus appealing titles, are books for children, or I can easily find.

Must. Read. More!

yay yay its new years day

New year was grape! I had a great time with the company of i guess the weirdest but funniest and most entertaining bunch of people i know, and needless to say, my hunnybunny.

I met honeybun for lunch before meeting the rest of the gang and we weren't supposed to eat much but ended up eating macs and it was way too filling... ops. I guess that might have contributed just a little to my negative feelings towards the place we ate at later on. But only juuustt a littleee.... because i really don't think that place was any good! Elaborations below.

the cute crockery may be their saving grace...

and the wallpaper...

It was a japanese buffet place, MOMOYA(cute name, i had high hopes), somewhere in Changi, but it was a buffet where you had to order what you wanted, not the take-whatever-you-want on-your-plate kind of buffet (which i prefer) and the ordering went a little weirdly cuz they put serial numbers for the food, but they don't actually know what serial numbers are for what food :/ They require us to read out the names, which i think was quite lame. So nevermind, let's not be too picky shall we?

cute!

i added a fin to it. jonsung poked the eyes lol

So we ordered sashimi. And well the guys seemed to enjoy it but i thought the maguro was terrible compared to kiseki's. Kiseki's maguro sashimi is just absolutely awesome, and i mean because it has a totally homogenous consistency so it just feels nice and fresh and not squishy and weird. Momoya's maguro sashimi and squishy and chewy.. weird. And i had to discard a part of it i couldnt chew. I don't like sashimi precisely because it tastes weird most of the time, only kiseki makes me want to eat it. So i only ate one piece and was done.

look! the wasabi is a bird and wants to fly away.... now that, was not purposely sculpted!

smoku salmon salada

hi im weird.

The tofu, was just WEIRD. The tofu skin was a layer of melted gummybears wrapped around a block of plain old tofu. Not crispy at all though its under the AGEMONO (fried stuffs) section :C And the sauce didnt do nuthin' to help. Sakae's tofu is way 100% absolutely positively better... The zaru soba, for such a long wait (10minutes??), kiseki's one(instant!) beats it hands down... kiseki's dipping sauce tastes nicer too.

the really soft and chewy soft shell crab handroll...

The tempura was probably the only thing i liked and don't have anything negative to say about. (and sadly only have a blurry photo of that i cant be bothered to put up) Oh and the green tea. Everyone else seemed to love what they were eating though! Good for them! So they ate their fill and i was kinda full to begin with so i didn't have to eat much.

kimchi. not bad! started a very entertaining convo lol.

i dont eat chawanmushi so i have no idea if it was nice. but it always looks cute

and so they ate their fill.

I played monopoly deal for the first time! And was greatly confused at the start but finally understood it later on (kept doing stupid moves too but hey I still won 1 round! And summore won from Joe, the Guy Who Kept Winning. yessssss.. i stole his property wahahhahaha). It's a fun game! But it seems to end really fast, like in 5 turns or something. Or maybe it just felt fast cuz it was fun? And we also saw 2 other groups of people playing it! How cool is that.

We had to move to a strategic position to see fireworks when it was nearing 12 so off we went. It was an experience like never before i must say. Since my new year chinatown visits, i've never had such close contact with such a large bulk of the population in a long time and it sure wasnt pleasant. People were irritating, people were irritable, people were pushy, people were pushed, they were noisy, high, people were just doing whatever they wanted to get their way! And there were SO MANY PEOPLE. And we squeezed! (And were squeezed along) And had a train system so we wouldnt lose each other and i gradually felt the air getting thinner and it was getting harder to breathe and oh my god the smell.........

okay, we finally burst into the open, out of the rampaging crowd, a great boost of energy flooded through our veins and we ran! Oh how we ran to escape from all the fury of the world!! okayokay i'll stop. We ran because it was getting close to the time. And so we proceeded on until we reached a spot below a palm tree that did not sway in the wind sadly. It was such a hot night, the air was so saturated from people's breath i think that's why rain could not fall.

So we waited.

Jonsung n EW started doing a countdown in the middle of the silent crowd and it was.. indescribable? And they did it 3 times!! Gosh, they were so high no one could do anything about it. They shouted at the top of their lungs without a care in the world but at the 3rd attempt, the sky burst into lights as they ended the count! Wala! Good timing there!

Here, some lousy photos of fireworks cuz im too short and my camera is sadly, lousy for this...

bwlaaaaghh. that's what it looks like. fire monster puked.

fttpptt. pouf.

And this one looks like...

this.

Going home was the WORST. i almost got killed by a van according to Joe (i don't know what i was doing actually but i didnt feel a single drop of danger as the van zoomed past me 0.1cm away). Squeeeeezing to get into the MRT... Bian tai people staring at you for god knows why and i swear i was literally carried along for 1 second!!! It was the ultimate man. Those (insert what kind of people you would imagine it to be) were SO inconsiderate and kept squeezing and jumping over the fences like they would die if they didnt get to the mrt faster?? I don't understand why they have to do that. come on man. And some retards pushing from the back non-stop until my body is going further than my legs and i'm like oh shyt im gonna lose balance soon but thankfully some shouting helped to slow things down. The poor lady on duty holding the sign was practically voiceless. Her voice was gone. Like pooff! Gone. And yet she still had to yell to keep everyone under control.. oh man poor lady..

Once we got into the mrt station, the coast was clear and we were freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedd... liberated!!! i couldnt have been more relieved...

We retired to honeybun's house and i have no idea if the others slept but i didnt much and am dead tired now.

My camera, lousy night mode, but flash is even scarier.

I dreamed a dream..

Yesterday I cried out in my sleep! It was quite a creepy cry I must say, would have scared the shyt out of anyone who was awake then, or other light sleepers like me. The cool thing is since I'm such a light sleeper, I wake up whenever I start talking or crying out in my sleep so I always know when it happens, and what exactly it sounded like. Like when you tell other people hey, you were talking in your sleep! They would say really? What did I say! But my response would be I know! I called someone an idiot(yea I did that in my sleep once).

So anyway the cry sounded like a puppy getting whacked or how I imagine a puppy would sound like getting whacked, but it was true fear and desperation I felt in my dream, although the circumstances were not very extreme. It was simply me being upset with honbun for being cold earlier(in the dream) then hiding in the room n being unable to lock myself in, I cried out when he opened the door. Yea. Simple as that. I don't know what I was so fearful of, but it was just the thought of my efforts being in vain! I guess. Cuz I actually had a hard time closing my room door (as in real life, the door slightly does not fit) and he so easily opening it scared me. Somehow.

So that resulted in me waking up at 6:45am, cutting short my troubled sleep. (already couldn't fall asleep and still must wake up halfway -.-) so I decided to go back to sleep! Since it was still early. Little did I know...

I was taking part in a triathlon. I had to run to a swimming pool, swim across it, then cycle back to the starting line. Funny how I managed to do it. Usually in my dreams, my movement is dragged like crazy and I just can't run, I slime my way along. But in this dream I was running and swimming fine(cool!). After the triathlon, I went back to the chalet where all the dunman people were and there were two rooms were everyone was randomly separated into. My hunnybun was there and he said hm, so you didn't put us in the same room. And proceeded to watch tv and ignore me! I felt really sad, I didn't really know what to do. And I just woke up cuz the feeling were overwhelming and turned real.

I dunno why my dreams are so depressing. I'm not even upset or anything in reality. Ok a bit. But nothing to do with the contents of my dream! And I have so many dreams I can write a book about all my dreams and it will be thicker than the lord of the rings.

Colour in the shades of Grey

the parting of the veil inside my mind

reveal to me what memories transcend the sands of time.

I went to run because i felt like running was a good way to throw everything painful away, kind of because its painful trying to run after a long time of not running that you're more bothered by that instead. Along the way i met some bright orange fungi growing on the wooden parts of the makeshift path that would eventually lead to east coast park. They looked really exotic because i didn't expect to see anything brightly coloured in this sad, grey world. And it kinda reflected what exactly i just wrote. The wood was grey, and the fungi was the only colour on it. Colour in the shades of grey. I havent seen any brightly coloured fungi in real life before so it was quite a nice distraction. But i didnt have a camera with me so i didnt take any photos and just plucked one off google images. If they are still there a couple of days later(which i highly doubt since they come and go like fleeting memories), i must have them down on film. Anyway they deserve a little rhyme dedicated to them for being so special:

The Orange Fungi Its Name I Do Not Know

i thought i saw a glimpse of bright

orange huddled in the dark

shadows darting side to side

walking through the lonely park

cautiously did i approach

the orange speckled dots on wood

wonder crept across my face

these discs were not from outer space

they were nothing more than those

things you won't let near your nose

not a plant nor animal

rulers only in their world

and yet so strongly they held me

a fatal curiousity

i couldnt take my eyes away

as night came and engulfed the day

so lost was i in thought and awe

the light of day i never saw.

okayokay towards the end it just becomes nonsensical. heck care.

Right at this moment.

The loneliest moment of my life?

Okay I decided not to be so vengeful towards life. Yeayea my mood changes super fast.

On a lighter note, last night I dreamt I got married! It's one of the more interesting dreams I've bothered to remember recently (yea can choose whether to rmbr or not cool right) since my brain has been stale and not doing much freeflow. Anyway, I dreamt I was getting married to none other than my hunnybunny of course, otherwise it would be outrageous. It took place in one of the dunman classrooms, bigger than actual of course cuz dreams pull things out of proportion. And at the start I was running around looking for a dhs uniform?? I dunno why. But the dhs girls were there and discussing stuff like whether to wear sports shoes etc. I rmbr running through long long corridors that had wooden railings, nothing like dhs actually but that's just where my brain stated it to be. I was just looking for any spare uniform. No way am I getting married in dunman uniform in real life??

When I managed to find something to wear, I met back with the dhs girls and we went outside of school to walk around randomly? I forgot what happened here.

Anyway the procession itself was just like a church wedding, marching down an aisle with people on both sides. And it was dunman and nj people. I think the whole of 2K was there cuz there were specific faces I saw. And the walls were pinkish beige and there were flower petals falling from the ceiling. And everyone was clapping.

It was all just like a really happy affair and I woke up towards the end but just went back to sleep to continue the dream and it did continue, but those parts I don't remember anymore. I only clearly remember the scene where everyone was clapping.

In reality I don't think I will have a pink wedding.. Certainly won't be holding the actual procession at dhs. Probably will invite most ppl I saw in the dream, will not wear dhs or nj unifom or whatever school uniform as a wedding gown of course!! It's just not something to be worn on such a special day, when you used to wear it everyday and probably treat it like shyt too. There won't be pink walls but the flower petals sound nice...

My brain is imploding and I was supposed to go sleep several hours ago but stupid module bidding has ruined my life forever and ever. and will continue to do so until i get out of here!!! this evil place!!! its ruining my life!! but also crucial to it!! why is life so contradicting??

Bid points are soaring sky high and my allocated modules timetable sucks and clashes with everything under the sun. I HATE BIDDING. it's frustrating. grrr.

i need a pet bunny now.

See? If i had this in front of me, i wouldnt be half as pissed off.

yay! outing today with huiwei and xiurong was fun! so happy to be able to see them again after such a long time. it's been months or something. huiwei is now on the quest to becoming invisible and xiurong is advancing in technology as usual.

i must remember to take measurements later based on huiwei's documentary.

I think i spent too much money. But i couldn't care less cuz i had a good day.

Sadly im back home, facing my com screen again and soon to be looking through modules AGAIN. i cant stand it, why is it so marfan.

Bon voyage or non?

Stay tuned to find out!

Sleeplessness is Killing me

WHY.

WHY is the hot water not hot water?

WHHY.

On this cold post-christmas night, might i not have a cup of warm milo to tide me through?

How far deeper am i falling into this sleepless insanity?

Tribute to Christmas

Christmas bells and candy bars

baubles, angels, shiny stars

singing, laughing, ripping wrapping,

smell of turkey, children clapping,

glitter, sparkles, snowflakes, lights

shimmer, glaze and pretty sights

paper, metal, glass or plastic

music, magic, so fantastic,

Christmas cheer is in the air,

Confetti flying everywhere

everyone is having fun

while i am having none.

Actually the last two lines are just cuz they rhyme.

I just finished watching survivor Nicaragua and I'm super happy cuz a non-villanous person won! I'm super hungry now.

I haven't been making any clay stuff lately cuz I haven't got any inspiration to run on and planning modules and timetable is such a torture, everytime i'm done with it I feel like I've done a truckload of work and just wanna slack the rest of the time away. Which is what i'm doing now. Slacking~

Pet society had a silly glitch, they put the sale item as 6 coins instead of 600, which they corrected it to later, so I bought like a million of them and resold it and earned like 100k. Yay. Too bad they realised their mistake.

Christmas was uneventful for me. I'm only writing cuz I slept so much today i dunno when I'll ever be able to sleep again. I slept 5 hours in th afternoon, had a bad dream and woke up.

And I'm so hungry.

and my counter doesnt work anymore! have to put a new one and start from last i remembered what i saw which was a really long time ago...

Ughyggygh!! I can't sleep! It's 3am and I'm still not sleeping, I'm really turning into a zombie. Anyway I just decided to write a post cuz I dunno what else to do at this unearthly hour. It seems that recently i only write when I have a sudden burst of anger or inspiration otherwise this place is pretty much dead. I wonder who actually still reads this. Lol.

Whatever it's still fun so I shall continue writing.

I wish I could switch off my brain at certain times, especially when I'm left to my own thoughts, they really start running all over the place and spreading like baked cherries, and then sometimes there are angry thoughts about some idiot and I get so pissed off just thinking about stupid incidents and stupid me for letting them go on for such a long time and stupid me for letting the best things pass me by and taking all the pain and horror in between. It's over now but I still get haunted by incidents that piss me off or are really saddening. At these times I wish i could switch off and be done with it! Like now! Dude I wanna sleep but my mind is running and running and the other mind is thinking of something else at the same time! Yea I think my left and right brain think different things cuz I can feel thoughts on the left and thoughts on the right and it's so weird you can FEEL thinking. I don't do double thinking so well these days cuz I don't use my brain much.

Anyway I just wanna switch off and go sleep but here I am cuz my brain is overflowing I'm pouring out some crap here with no punctuations even. Okay there's one. Argg. Stop laming around go sleeeeepp!!

Bedok point is open yay! Going to explore tomorrow whee!

I CANT STAND IT!!! my house is worse than those on renovaid and NOBODY is going to help us!!! ARGGGHHH i cant even breathe in this cave. it's a dungeon. Theres an OVEN in the living room!!! ARGHGHGHAGHHH. MY ROOM HAS NO MORE WINDOW. the boxes are piled SKY HIGH and KISSING THE CEILING!! The air coming into my room comes through a hole i can measure with a ruler.

I wish i could just throw everything away and burn it in a huge bonfire and everyone will start all over.

I made a new blog for my miniatures. Yay. yesyes exams were over a long long time ago! actually just over a week ago. BUT IT FEELS LIKE ITS BEEN SO LOONGGG.. and ive been doing what ive been wanting to do all the time!!

YES. Make clay stuff! And ive been making them like crazy but only a tiny fraction of a corner of a crease of a scrap of a slip of abandoned clay is worthwhile showcasing. Because i still have a looongg loonnggg way to go to going somewhere with this. BUT i will not give in! rahahahaa i have so much time to spare now i must get something done!!

First post presents... TEMPURA!! yea yea yea after eating it at kiseki where it was so awesomely good i just had to make tiny versions of them. Now i can stare at them for a long time and reminisce and imagine dipping them in sauce.. and savouring the crispyness and eating even the tails.. and..

HUNGRY ALREADY?? okay la. my spinglish doesnt make it tempting enough. but go see it anyway? pleeeeeeeeeeeease.

entice you with kiseki food with cheesy fuzzy border.

Tempura did not take centre stage in the photos but it is really tasty!

ok la up to you.
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