パプリカ

went to watch pa-pu-ri-ka after my piano exam today. it was nice! Interesting show...

Im gonna spoil it so if you don't want it to be spoilt don't continue reading ok.




you sure you wanna read arh.




ok here goes.
it's about this person in a psychology place who invented a device called a DC mini which could be used to enter people's minds while they were sleeping to see their dreams, which could be displayed on a com.

Unfortunately, 3 of them got stolen and were being misused to take over the world by merging dreams with reality. People started to fall into other's dreams even while awake, especially those with more close contact with the DC mini i.e. people who worked in the company. Some people went mad and started saying weird stuff which came from the evil person who stole the DC mini's dream.

Dr Chiba is a researcher at the psychology place as well and she enters people's dreams using her subconscious, Paprika. She and Paprika are like two totally different people cuz Dr Chiba is serious and all and Paprika is more cheerful.

So Dr Chiba and the person who invented the DC mini, Dr Tokita went to find the person who stole the DC minis by observing someone who fell victim to them, who was their Chief. In his dream, which was not really his, they saw another doctor and so they went to find that doctor. At his house Dr Chiba fell victim also and found herself in a dream but she didnt know it and almost ended up tiao-ing lou. So they concluded that people who were more in touch with the DC mini were more susceptible to falling victim to it that's why Dr Chiba could have the dream even while she was awake.


It turned out that doctor was also a victim and they were all stuck in this evil person's dream of dancing refrigerators and unbrellas and a throne that sat on top of tons of wooden dolls.

Because the doctor in the dream was Dr Tokita's assisstant, Dr Tokita decided to enter the dream to ask whether he was a victim or the culprit. But he ended up getting stuck in the dream himself.

So in the end Dr Chiba went into their dreams by Paprika and managed to find the culprit, who was the chairman of the company. She also found out that another fellow doctor was like a slave of the Chairman or something and he collected butterflies. This Doctor guy liked Dr Chiba so in the dream he captured Paprika and tore her in two and there was Dr Chiba inside, unconscious. When he was gonna do something sick the chairman suddenly grew his head from the Dr's shoulder and wanted to kill Dr Chiba. But the guy Doctor didnt want that to happen of course and ended up fighting with the Chairman. Meanwhile, this other guy who was getting treated by Paprika for his strange dreams forced his way into the dream and took Dr Chiba away. The guy doctor's head then exploded into a burst of blue butterflies which went swarming after the cop guy who took Dr Chiba away. So of course he ran away la. But after the Chief told the cop guy to return to his own dream, the cop guy made the doctor guy scared of him and shot him.

He thought everything was over.

By that time dreams and reality were already merging and for some reason, Paprika thought of this link, life and death, dreams and reality, man and... woman! so she floated into the body of Dr Tokita, who was a robot in the dream and out popped this baby who started sucking up all the dreams and in the end sucked up the chairman as well, who was at that point this huge translucent black skeletal thing.

Now it really ended. All the dreams started disappearing from the real world. hooray.

yay same shyt different day is showing

walked home in the rain today.

it wasn't raining but it was when i got to tanah merah. I didn't like walk in the rain to enhance the atmosphere or something dumb like that.

wonder if the skies try to match the weather with the moods of the people that walk beneath it and look up?

what makes a person good at something?

all may have seemed good but nothing was good since yesterday..



met jeremy on the mrt. managed to forget some things.

but not for long.

So the little people, the new breed of the metallica generation said:

"Crown us with feathers
Let us be wrapped in armour and wield shields of blue, green, red, yellow, orange
Let long elegant capes of silk flow down our backs
Let us hold fire in one hand and ice in the other
Let us have the claws of the tiger
Let us have the eyes of an eagle
Teach us the dance of courtship
Teach us the languages of the other kinds
Teach us songs
Make us as wonderful,
as wonderful as the birds of paradise,

the creatures of the past.

We will not succumb to gravity like they did
We have no fear of insticts for we are programmed
Most of all, We have no fear of humans destroying our habitat for we have none

But if only we could see those magnificent creatures once again
Dancing in their costumes burning bright with a multitude of colours
Dancing for their lives
Dancing for new lives to be born
An endless display of their iridescant complexion.


Teach us to love and conserve."

my heart burns..
There's a fire in my eyes
Everytime I hear that name...
Life's not about hating
But mine seems to be
It's a shame...
To be caught in confusion
It's inferiority.
Lower rank, lower degree.
Not knowing what's really true
When will the world know
When will they truly see you.

And unravel all your darkest secrets...

hate.. hate.. my hate deep inside... the hatred i have to hide..

it's like i was born to hate.

Can there be anything more wrong with me?

i feel like a stone.

Today went to sungei buloh for enrichment. So lonely. Because i was in a different group from crispy and xr[who were together]. haiz. But there was 06 amanda and 01 sheena who were quite friendly so it wasn't so bad.

Actually i expected to see more but we only saw like, lots of tree crabs and big fat mudskippers. That was quite cool luh, since i only know mudskippers for being as big as a finger. There you can see them as long as your arm and as fat as two arms put together. Looks quite disgusting when its big la, but it looks cute swimming. Makes you want to squeeze them.

Other than that didn't see much. Other groups got to see sea snakes though. But my group was the last to go to that particular station so the tide was already too low to see anything.

Oh yea we saw big fat moniter lizards too.

Miss Tay asked me whether i was huiwei or desiree Y_Y. We don't look alike anymore laa.. And then i accidentally called her miss yeo and she said shes gonna call me huiwei now. NOooooooooooooooooooooo...

And then xr and kristy were having some weird discussion in the buss T_T...

oh yea, the food there is so dam ex. Like 7.90. And guess what seafood consists of! FISHBALLS and CRABSTICK la. T_T. So waste money. But i shared with amanda and sheena.
The hen duo qian xiu rong bought some dunno what fries for 4.50 man.
I should have just ate ice cream for lunch.

1. If you were a bird, which bird would you be?

Raven

2. Which town would you choose to die in?

Land of hobbits

3. If you could be someone famous, who would you be?

pikachu

4. Name the 3 famous people you admire the most.

mm some friends la. quite famous Y_Y like some elephants and some birds T_T

5. If you choose to know when you'll die, would you do so?

Uhh.. because i'll be too busy worrying about how its gonna happen [since i only get to know when and not how] that i won't be able to live life properly and as the day draws nearer.. i'll just be thinking im gonna die! im gonna die! which will be a waste of time.

6. If you had to sing a well-known song about your life, which song would you choose?

when my time comes, forget the wrong that iveee donee, help me leave behind somee reasons to be missedd...

7. Which fictional hero do you resemble the most?

umm.. pikachu? since people keep saying im like a hamster :/

8. Which fictional villain would you want to be?

i don't knoww.. don't know a lot of fictional villans to choose from

9. At what age do you think you'll die?

i think i'll die at like 80+, since my grandparents lasted until 90+

10. Would you change faces with someone else?

Nah. it'll be mah fan to try convince people that im me and not the person i changed faces with

11. You've been granted 3 wishes, what are they?

Able to remember all the things i study for exam.. a trip to the moon.. get a healthy and obedient dog

12. You have absolute power in your country for one hour:

I have no idea what to do sia. I'll just mess up the whole place.

13. What job would you do if you could choose anything?

Designer of anything.

14. What is your worst fear?

To be alone. And especially if its dark.

13. Which has been the best day of your life so far?

i don't know actually. Don't remember. haha.

16. Which has been the worst day of your life so far?

Knowing about something seriously bad first thing in the morning...

17. Describe the worst nightmare you have ever had.

Getting chased by ghosts to complete quests and not being allowed to sleep until i completed them. I couldnt fall asleep yet i was dreaming. Stuck in a half-asleep state. So dam scary.

18. Think about something from your past that embarrasses you even now.

Don't know.

19. Would you sincerely like to be rich?

Sincerely yes. There's people i'll be able to help more if i had money.

20. You have one month to live, plan the rest of your life.

if i have only one month to live there's no point planning the rest of my life. Just write a will and go out and play everyday.

.what.

i don't know what else to do.. studying is so.. i don't know.

Even if i study i don't think i'll be able to do anything.

Like physics.

Nothing can save me now.

.on dragons.

We rolled around each other and fought, swiping at each other's bodies. Our wings batted our own faces as we twisted and turned. We blinked, but we could still anticipate each other's movements. She grasped hold of one of my feathers. Bright red, a burning flame in her hand. Perhaps too hot for her to handle, for a swipe from me and she lost it, and it was returned back to where it belonged. I clawed her and she bled.
"There's blood!" [her]
"Oh really." [me pretending to care]
And while she was distracted i grabbed a handful of her luminiscent blue feathers and threw them into the fire. They burned. And she was destroyed. Destroyed such that she would never be dragon again, but only human. I was a human, a dragon, and a dragon slayer. Now i had to find a full-fledged dragon and ask it to be my company. Then i would become a dragon master.

There is no compassion in our eyes, For we are the dragon kind.

And that was my dream this morning! About dragons. And i was fighting with my sis. We were both half human half dragon. I was a red dragon and she was a blue dragon and we had to get at least one feather from each other, and burn it, to cast each other into dragon doom. I don't know where this came from. Or if dragons even have feathers. yea. They're supposed to have scales right?
The other dragons i dreamt of had no feathers though, they had scales. There was an angel dragon. Some guardian for little dragons. A white scaled dragon who's scales sparkled in iridescence with the light. Then there was a black dragon. A warrior dragon of sorts. He cast no shadows for he was shadow himself.
There was another scene where the dragons were stuck in this cage thing, where the bars stretched upwards so high in the sky, flying up would cause them to lose much breath. But it was opened at the top. And there were humans standing around there. They wanted to kill the dragons so they had this gas or powder prepared that they were gonna pour into the cage. So the black dragon [called Cro-En] was trying to fly upwards but was choked by the powder that the humans were starting to pour into the cage. I don't know what happened in the end. My head skipped frame to another scene.
For this scene it was some battle theater or something, but it wasn't a battle that was going on. It was people, taking turns to jump like, suuuuper high and hit some thing that was flung into the air earlier, and then land and catch the thing. I think they were all half dragons. Becuase they could jump like 5metres or 7metres high. The atmosphere was like, excitement, with blue spotlights lighting up the dark arena. And the people were all jumping and screaming. It was like a disco actually. I don't know. blah.

So that's it for my dream this morning. Yea. It's quite long cuz i woke up late. I was supposed to go to NUS.. sorry xiu rong bleh. I couldn't get up.

.yay.

YAY. LP minutes to midnight special edition album is mine! yay! listens*

NUS shoot was 7-9th June. I shot a personal best! 388 yay. 96 99 98 95. i got third. Shiqi got a personal best too! 371, yay. The first got 393 and 2nd was 390. Quite big difference haha. this week isn't turning out too bad now.. haha. ntuc actually had 3-pack kinder buenos for just 2.65 for a while. Lots of good stuff c: oh yea. the medal is quite nice.

//Don't resent me
and when you're feeling empty
keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest.//
.minutes to midnight.

.aristal.

Aristal was cool. I saw huiwei and she looked like she was smiling extra happily. She was like dancing righttt in front of us cuz we were sitting really near to the front. And the VIP seats were like, right behind us, which i don't know what the point of that is. I saw Daniel dancing too. Can't miss him. The smallest one. When he hopped around he looked like a small kid la! haha.. so funny... But the first and last dances were quite grande..
I shan't bother going through all the dances.. The first dance was the intro dance. It was kinda mixed up with all the different dance kinds, and with music[Busindre Reel] that i have at home, but its nice. It's really nice to see lots and lots of people dancing together and they all look really happy even if they went for smiling classes.
Skip to the first Malay dance. This one was nice! Cuz the yellow costumes were like, super bright man, quite cool. And i saw huiwei dancing happily. They were like, swaying around quite fast like gold pieces being shuffled around by some greedy hand..
Then afters was the one with charlyn. That one was quite cool. It's like tribal-ly, but i don't really know what genre it's supposed to be. They were like wearing white ghostly dresses before stripping into blossom powerpuff girls tights thingies. I kinda like the ghostly part better though, and there were some people standing on blocks dancing up there. Hah.. I think i'll just fall off..
Then.. was a dance we already watched before.. some anti-drugs thing..
Chinese dance...
Indian dance.. i kinda felt that this one was a bit boring.. though Daniel still looked as happy as ever.
Malay dance, Huiwei's SYF piece i think. Quite nice too, haha. This time, Huiwei started out dancing miles away from us but she soon swayed her way over. I think i saw the solo part which someone was supposed to dance.
Then western dance again. Another drugs thing. This one was pretty cool. Well, i think its supposed to be, and it was.
Then Malay dance again, this one was a slow one though. I think i like fast ones better.
Intermission!
Chinese dance again..
Another western dance..
Western dance with fans! this one was nice, the sound the fans made were nice. I Heard them practising in school before. Didn't know fans could make such a sound. Sounded like scraping a board with lots of grooves or something.
Chinese dance with just three people dancing! All extremely tall and lengthy. They were all smiling like what la. But at least one of them looking genuinely happy. I don't know if they are smiling cuz they have to or they're really happy. I suppose they should be really happy.
Western dance Ballet piece.
Finally, Indian dance, the super grande dance which looks like it has 100 people or something, i don't know, it just looked like a lot. And when they all dance together with all the glittering gold bits of the costume and Daniel's extremely happy and excited face, it's really nice to watch man. It's like a dancing army or something, where everyone's in sync. Cool man.
So that was it for Aristal 2007. Haha. Congrats to all.

Xiu Rong was late. YET AGAIN. yes. AGAIN. although i reminded her not to be. I guess it doesn't work that way. What does? Why is XR always LATEEEEEEEEEEEE................ why?? Thankfully we were still able to get seats where we could see considerably well, unlike Lynna and Ama who had to make do with seats miles away. oh well, who asked them to be late. And blaming us for not saving seats for them cuz we gave the seats to Kirsty and company. summore. It's not our fault man. They came earlier and were in desperate need of a seat. If you guys wanted good seats too, why did you even come so late?You would have thought of coming earlier at least rather than blame us for your misfortune. Rar. Blame yourselves first man.

.z.

Oh, i didn't write about NYT shoot[12th May]. But its so long, i kinda forgot already. But nvm. I only know i shot 94 94 95 92, 375. According to written records, i felt that i couldnt keep still and my shots strangely flew away.

And on that day Julie and Hanson were also arguing about stapling the one-shot cards or not. Actually its better not to so you fully utilize them instead of cutting the total into half by stapling.. And Hanson ate a whole loaf of bread with kaya. Scary man.

After NYT was NJIS[19th-20th May]. I shot 377 but i forgot what were my series shots. The banner looked really nice, although Jia Pei wasn't satisfied with it, but im glad enough about it cuz we already worked very hard for it and if it didn't work out for him that's too bad. He's such a control freak and bossy uncle like person anyway. He wants to change everything about the banner, he might as well do the damn thing himself. Y_Y. Can't he be more accepting of other's work. And he simply flares up when people do something wrong. Woww, like that's gonna help. As quoted by him, "Hello?? Who's in charge here??" What a gay thing to say. My impression of him totally blasted into thin air thanks to NJIS. Didn't know he could be such a Thing. And i hate the way he orders people around. So disgusting lar, the way he 'tells' people to leave the room. Ah. But thank goodness its over.
The scoring people made lots of mistakes i think. Cuz today we had to recount everything and we found alot of mistakes. Sometimes the mistakes were such that the whole score still ends up the same, just that individual cards are wrong, but others the score is just counted totally wrongly, like an obvious 7 becoming a 9? And an obvious 9[not even touching the line] becomes a 10. I helped score for one detail, but we have our signatures there and it shows who can't count or see properly. Next time they should try writing names.

For internals i shot 383. 94! 97 96 96. It was quite a lame start cuz when i started i wanted to just shoot to get away the anxiety and fear of shooting the first shot. So i shot like 4 shots of anxiety relieving shots, which included an 8. And there was also another 8 in that series. I shot 3 8s for this shoot but its cuz i kinda jerked for some reason. But after the anxiety relieving shots, i suddenly thought, hey! you better start shooting properly mann! stop wasting your shots! and then suddenly i started shooting better, and pretty fast cuz i shot 40 shots in 20minutes. And it was quite sad cuz a lot of my 9s were 9.9s! sooo close to a ten. But i guess its kinda lucky too cuz some of my 9s were also 9.1s... hah.. a lot of my shots are like that.. very close to the line. Many of my tens are like, very edge-cutting tens too. I think its because i just see its about there and just shoot. And i don't really think about anything cuz i just need to shoot quite quickly. But towards the end i slowed down a lot and 'slpt' a few times cuz i was getting rather breathless from all that quick-shooting. But other than the sort of wasted first 10, it was all ok.
Okkk i shall stop here. Otherwise Xiu Rong will say i write about one whole week again.

.wordsII.

Deserving to die
Is a lie
Brought about by the mind
Sublime
Hinting, telling you to give in
But the heart
Is an art
Brought about by the living
Beating
And giving hope to
Keep on
Breathing.

.words.

Cast aside in a corner

Kept awake by calling corpses

In their deepest sleep, alive, to bring back

Sins, Songs, Sorrow.

In between the lines in paper

Hidden, sleepless nights, awaken

Hearing voices, voices, voices whispering

Noises, Numbers, Names.

Down the streams of blood brewing

Nightmares, dark dreams, gazing

Seeing empty, blank, transparent mix of

Rainbows, Robots, Roses.

Breathing, short, sharp, painful

As the heart falls apart

Feel the darkness come surrounding screaming

Souls, Souls, Souls.

.learn to be lonely.

I wanted to live.

Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness
Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion

Never dreamed
Out in the world
There are arms to hold you
You’ve always known
Your heart was on its own
So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to Be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone
Learn to be lonely

Life can be lived, Life can be loved alone

like this.

...

YES. I am so happy now. The most gruelling, digusting, crappy, torturous, ultimate killer week of my entire life is finally over! Or at least, i think that since recent times, this has been the worst week of my life, ever.

Ok, so why am i saying this. Because first of all, it started off with a fever. This fever started on the friday of the week before. I suspect its from the archery thing that we went to help out at and i got totally fried in the brain or something because i found that my temperature was 39.3 that night. So i went to sleep hoping that it would go away the next day since it was just because of getting fried. But noooh.. it decided to stay on. And i lay in bed wasting the whole day away all Saturday, taking my temperature everytime i woke up. I think i woke up about 10 times or something cuz i just woke up, went back to sleep and so on.. My temperature hopped here and there around 38.8 to 39.4 for the whole of saturday. I was hungry but i couldnt eat and i didn't know why. I just ate some biscuits. Then after that when i woke up i suddenly felt better and my temperature was down to 37.8 or something like that so i got up and went to do my homework, which i had a lot of. So i did my binomial homework.. drew two graphs for chem and found the values for k and n... and so on... and then, the next thing i knew, my temperature was back to 38.6. Y_Y So i had to go back to sleep again. To make things worse, i had to go for an Econs project meeting on Sunday...
So on Sunday i woke up nice and early so that i could get to YCK MRT by 1000h. I still had a fever but i couldn't care much about it because there were more important things to care about. So we spent the whole day doing econs until like 7 when i left for home and reached home at like 9 or so. Then i forgot what i did at home.
On Monday there was coach training, where the coach came about 45min-1hr late so we started without her first. Train train train... My shooting was... weird i think, i wasn't really shooting that great. It's quite confusing, i was doing fine at first but after the coach came and shifted my arm, it all became shytted up. And even when i tried to change back the damage was already done, and i ended up shooting some rubbish shots... But anyway, after that we had air rifle girls outing! Some people were too lazy to walk out from the main gate so we wasted about half an hour waiting for the side gate to open. We went to cine and wondered for a long time what to eat until we finally decided on pasta mania because there was discount after 2. I couldnt eat much i think because i was still sick or something so i just ate like half of my food and someone finished up the other half.
Then we went to watch spiderman3! It was quite nice, although there were lots of stories happening at once, but i thought it was ok still and there were some sad parts which i felt extremely sorry for the Mary Jane girl because spiderman was being such a goldfish-eyed loser ass. What a gay man, how could he do such stuff? Ok nvm. The eddie guy in the black spiderman suit was rather scary because he had teeth in excess which was quite creepy and the screechy-roaring sounds he made were quite freaky too so i didn't look at his face too much.
So after spiderman we just went homeee becuase there wasn't much else to do and we all had stuff to do, like econs presentation.
So i went home and did the handout for the econs presentation.
On tuesday we stayed back in school to do the econs handout as well as go through the presentation. I wasn't sick anymore but i still couldn't eat and everything tasted like shyt [not that i know what it tastes like, but we all assume it tastes bad]. Everything was bitter, even the soursop drink that Kristy said was especially sweet. So bleh.
On wednesday was the presentation!! I admit it was totally crap partly because we started preparing so late, but also cuz CS's com screwed up somebit and the custom animation didn't work and stuff and he was talking like a dead fish when he presented so it was quite crap lar. But it was over. Thank goodness.
On THURSDAY, i had piano, which was equally crappy. I had to go on thurs since i was sick on saturday and missed it.
On Friday, MATH TEST and ELECTIONS! Math test didn't turn out too bad. I hadn't had time to study for the past few days but thank goodness i wasn't lost in the topics so i knew how to do it anyway. Elections was so scary i was shaking like hell when i came back from giving my speech. It was a close fight between me and peixin i think we had like 48 49? Before it ended with a 5 point vote going to PX. Oh well, there's always next year... I'm really glad that i tried this year cuz its the first time i'm ever giving a speech like that [in dunman i gave a class speech about muffins Y_Y] So yea, i haven't really done a real speech before so i think its quite cool that i managed to say the stuff that i wanted to say. Although i forgot quite a lot of things but nvm! It's over and done with, i'll just be more prepared next time..
Yes yes yes, so with all those horrible things over... i am now... HAPPY-ER! YEA. YEA. YEA. I think the week before i started getting stupidly depressed over the banner, econs presentation and stuff. But i guess its ok now, it isn't all that bad we can just take things as they come and it's still ok! Ok.. i really wanna sleep now... there's NYT shoot tmr..

.growing.

up.

tall.

fat.

normally.

I didn't! sighh... i realised after comparing health booklets with huiwei and kristy that i grew extremely little. Like some malnutritioned kid. i grew only 10cm from Pri4...

I was 1.42m in Pri4, that's pretty tall righhtt... Kristy was 1.44m. Huiwei was a miniscule... 1.20m. Yes, extremely tiny. But guess what! She grew like, 32cm since then to a grand total of 1.52cm!! As for me... i grew a measly 10cm. Kristy, being a normal person as well, grew like, 28cm to a wondercrump height of 1.72m that she is now.. I can't believe i grew so littleee.... Huiwei was like the weight of a leaf last time man. Oh well, i guess its quite possible since she was so small.i never had a growth spurt. Huiwei, on the other hand, was 1.35m in Pri6 and shot up to 1.50m in sec 2 i think. As for me, i grew from 1.42m[p4]... to 1.47m[p5]... to 1.50m[p6].. to 1.51m[sec1]... to 1.52m[sec2]... and just... STOPPED. Siannn...

The graph in the health book makes it even more demoralising! There's like a green region for normal people, and orange regions for those too tall or too short. These slant upwards gradually as the age increases. At the start, i marked my height for 10 years old at the 1.42 mark and it was like, somewhere near the center of the green region, which meant i was a normal person. The mark was also near the center for 12 years old, at 1.50m... However, since it was pretty much stagnant from there, the straight line that followed travelled right nicely into the orange region below the green region at 16 years old... arg... how saddenening.

[Oh well, but huiwei was in the orange region like right from the start haha.]

We can now conclude that Kristy is one of the most normal people around. zzz...

.stuffs.

.Huiwei asked me to update so i shall post about CDANS. CDANS was disappointing!

I made a horrible, huge, dumb, impossible-but-it-happened mistake... I... STOOD IN THE WRONG POSITIONING! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH. Walao, that's like the dumbest mistake la. People usually using common sense will obviously lean left to rest their elbow on their hip. But I! was so busy changing my feet here and there.. that i ended up leaning right!!? So retarded man. So for my first 20 shots i aimed soo hard but i couldn't get it right. Yet after i realised it at the 32nd shot, suddenly aiming somewhat there would get me the 10. So reetaarded... Well.. at least i made this mistake that i never expected to make. Better than making this mistake during nationals... so my grand total was... 371. Yes. Incredulously crappy. 93 87 95 96. It is clear, by the 8 point jump where i realised my mistake.

Why couldn't training be exchanged with the real competition! Mann... i shot like 2 7s within a series. Oh well. Its overrrrrrrrrrrr...

Good luck to kristy and her drama crew!

Yay. The banner took form a few days ago, and now its got the heading! It looks ok so far. The outlining of the words with papertape was darn backbreaking. Must thank all the rifle girls+weilin+kaisheng +jiapei, regardless of critisism, suggestions, or helping to stick the papertape, or spraypainting.

Can't wait for it to be completed!

..

Sian. I shot 97-92!-96-96. With 25 10s, 13 9s, 1 8, and 1.... SIX! A SIX! wth... And i don't even know why it was a SIX cuz i didn't even shake.

Bleh.

I kept shooting towards the right at first. So i kept moving my position, but it didn't change a thing. In the end somehow my shots turned out alright although my sighting cards were horrible.
Then Julie helped me move my trigger back and suddenly i could shoot properly again, although i occassionally had violent jerks.

Career Seminar today. Took a bunch of notebooks and highlighters and pens.

When your only friends are hotel rooms
Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight
These roads never seemed so long
Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone
Will daybreak ever come?

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands
I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complains of violins become my only friends

August evenings
Bring solemn warnings
To remember to kiss the ones you love goodbye
You never know what temporal days may bring
So Laugh, love, live free, and sing
When life is in discord
Praise ye the Lord

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands
I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of Violins become my only friends
I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of Violins become my only friends
I thought you said forever
Over and over (And over and over)

These thoughts run through my head

I'm addicted to this. Paperthin Hymn by Anberlin___