flooded school








fudi penguin attack








clones








act cute clones

















someone outside the staff room. guess who.








eating
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furious eating
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nothing

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again and again..

and again..

and again.

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if there were two ways to go and a river..

which way to go?

just go to the river and jump in..

and maybe feel better..

how to pretend..

everything from inside spilling out..

sucking it back in...

its hard..

but its not a choice...

its an instinct.

so often been done..

theres no need to think anymore..

when will it stop?

it wont..

cuz it cant anymore..

mixing up the feelings
inside
sour
bitter
makes a taste
of...

blood in our hands.

. 夏祭り. Japanese Summer Festival 2007 .

game stalls



















balloon yoyos









bal loon inside balloon yoyo ^










fishing for balloons ^









candy tang yuan thing








food stalls

fishing for goldfish ^
















stressed goldfish ^

pokemon mask ^

















portrait drawing ^

bags of goldfish hung on statue







sausage

i realised that im quite accident prone recently.

first: last monday xr supposedly tripped me during PE bball [although i thought i felt some force on my back]. Anyway i knew i was gonna fall but i didnt wanna scrape my knee so i stopped myself from skidding when i fell and took all the force on one knee.so yea it changed to a different colour everyday.

second: thursday PT capt ball. The moment i got the ball, some mad ravaging creature came crashing down on me. I dont actually know what happened but the nxt moment, the ball was gone and i felt this pain in my finger. So i looked at it, and it was bleeding. So i was wondering, why is it bleeding above the nail and below the nail. So i went to wash it and realised my nail got cracked down to the center and in addition to that, the ravaging monster scratched a piece of skin off the same finger near the nail. sigh. such violence.

third: played some bball after school. Supposed to be a calm and conserved game between me, nicole and ai lin. Unfortunately, strange monstrous creatures came along and decided to play a match. When hanq had the ball, i thought he was gonna pass it to nicole since he was on her team, so i didnt expect it when it came flying into my face. BISH. felt like someone punched me man. i have no idea what he meant to do. maybe its some secret tactic? argg..

yea.

Let's start with the better things in life:











Cute dogs




And then the not so nice things:










Se face.

Fudi advertising for diapers.







Se face doing weird stuff.











CS when he heard about nike burgers.

xiurong gave me a purple/grey/blue knee today Y_Y.

she owes me a boiled egg.

rahhhh... pain...




training today was super crap!

Wake to greet the early morn
Come sweeping through the clouds adorned
With silver lace and white surface
The angels blow their crystal horns
Wake dreamers from their silent nights
Realization bites. From great heights
The eagle cries, "hold on, hold on."
For when its bleak theres hope in hoping
But we try coping and we confuse
Come mellow sounds from winter bells
And sorrows bleed profuse.



walawala.

ah, help, stop raping me.

The creatures seemed to be calling out for help

Reaching up with slimy, skinny hands

The smell of acid burns

They're melting.

Are they calling?

Is it me they're calling?

The movement of their lips

It's haunting.

_________________________
Hello hello, i have nothing better to say.

Everyone is taking turns to get sick, especially the people at my table i.e. First me, then IewiuH then crispy. Must make JiaSheng sick too. He is quite dangerous.

Hello Xiu Rong, why didnt you go down and help staple cards. I thought you said you were gonna help. So evil. This morning coming so late too. Left Nicole and I to do sigh. At least we managed to finish. i think we used like half a pack of staple bullets.

sigh, see. what a slacker. I say there must be some justice in this world.

Do you see the tail of a whale? Like in most postcards of whales, only the tail is the most prominent. You can hardly see the body at all. Kaikoura is a good place to see whales, but even closer to home, is NJC itself, in the very classroom of 06ip04. This is a picture of the biWhale.

poor little cute baby monkey hugging rabbit

静かな。。。

今。

kennedi

im bored. perhaps my emotions can be expressed through these.

this is my sister's doll.

She has a feeling of sadness surrounding her... Maybe she's scared of being alone...

And yea her eyes in the first and last pic are diff colours..

パプリカ

went to watch pa-pu-ri-ka after my piano exam today. it was nice! Interesting show...

Im gonna spoil it so if you don't want it to be spoilt don't continue reading ok.




you sure you wanna read arh.




ok here goes.
it's about this person in a psychology place who invented a device called a DC mini which could be used to enter people's minds while they were sleeping to see their dreams, which could be displayed on a com.

Unfortunately, 3 of them got stolen and were being misused to take over the world by merging dreams with reality. People started to fall into other's dreams even while awake, especially those with more close contact with the DC mini i.e. people who worked in the company. Some people went mad and started saying weird stuff which came from the evil person who stole the DC mini's dream.

Dr Chiba is a researcher at the psychology place as well and she enters people's dreams using her subconscious, Paprika. She and Paprika are like two totally different people cuz Dr Chiba is serious and all and Paprika is more cheerful.

So Dr Chiba and the person who invented the DC mini, Dr Tokita went to find the person who stole the DC minis by observing someone who fell victim to them, who was their Chief. In his dream, which was not really his, they saw another doctor and so they went to find that doctor. At his house Dr Chiba fell victim also and found herself in a dream but she didnt know it and almost ended up tiao-ing lou. So they concluded that people who were more in touch with the DC mini were more susceptible to falling victim to it that's why Dr Chiba could have the dream even while she was awake.


It turned out that doctor was also a victim and they were all stuck in this evil person's dream of dancing refrigerators and unbrellas and a throne that sat on top of tons of wooden dolls.

Because the doctor in the dream was Dr Tokita's assisstant, Dr Tokita decided to enter the dream to ask whether he was a victim or the culprit. But he ended up getting stuck in the dream himself.

So in the end Dr Chiba went into their dreams by Paprika and managed to find the culprit, who was the chairman of the company. She also found out that another fellow doctor was like a slave of the Chairman or something and he collected butterflies. This Doctor guy liked Dr Chiba so in the dream he captured Paprika and tore her in two and there was Dr Chiba inside, unconscious. When he was gonna do something sick the chairman suddenly grew his head from the Dr's shoulder and wanted to kill Dr Chiba. But the guy Doctor didnt want that to happen of course and ended up fighting with the Chairman. Meanwhile, this other guy who was getting treated by Paprika for his strange dreams forced his way into the dream and took Dr Chiba away. The guy doctor's head then exploded into a burst of blue butterflies which went swarming after the cop guy who took Dr Chiba away. So of course he ran away la. But after the Chief told the cop guy to return to his own dream, the cop guy made the doctor guy scared of him and shot him.

He thought everything was over.

By that time dreams and reality were already merging and for some reason, Paprika thought of this link, life and death, dreams and reality, man and... woman! so she floated into the body of Dr Tokita, who was a robot in the dream and out popped this baby who started sucking up all the dreams and in the end sucked up the chairman as well, who was at that point this huge translucent black skeletal thing.

Now it really ended. All the dreams started disappearing from the real world. hooray.

yay same shyt different day is showing

walked home in the rain today.

it wasn't raining but it was when i got to tanah merah. I didn't like walk in the rain to enhance the atmosphere or something dumb like that.

wonder if the skies try to match the weather with the moods of the people that walk beneath it and look up?

what makes a person good at something?

all may have seemed good but nothing was good since yesterday..



met jeremy on the mrt. managed to forget some things.

but not for long.

So the little people, the new breed of the metallica generation said:

"Crown us with feathers
Let us be wrapped in armour and wield shields of blue, green, red, yellow, orange
Let long elegant capes of silk flow down our backs
Let us hold fire in one hand and ice in the other
Let us have the claws of the tiger
Let us have the eyes of an eagle
Teach us the dance of courtship
Teach us the languages of the other kinds
Teach us songs
Make us as wonderful,
as wonderful as the birds of paradise,

the creatures of the past.

We will not succumb to gravity like they did
We have no fear of insticts for we are programmed
Most of all, We have no fear of humans destroying our habitat for we have none

But if only we could see those magnificent creatures once again
Dancing in their costumes burning bright with a multitude of colours
Dancing for their lives
Dancing for new lives to be born
An endless display of their iridescant complexion.


Teach us to love and conserve."

my heart burns..
There's a fire in my eyes
Everytime I hear that name...
Life's not about hating
But mine seems to be
It's a shame...
To be caught in confusion
It's inferiority.
Lower rank, lower degree.
Not knowing what's really true
When will the world know
When will they truly see you.

And unravel all your darkest secrets...

hate.. hate.. my hate deep inside... the hatred i have to hide..

it's like i was born to hate.

Can there be anything more wrong with me?

i feel like a stone.

Today went to sungei buloh for enrichment. So lonely. Because i was in a different group from crispy and xr[who were together]. haiz. But there was 06 amanda and 01 sheena who were quite friendly so it wasn't so bad.

Actually i expected to see more but we only saw like, lots of tree crabs and big fat mudskippers. That was quite cool luh, since i only know mudskippers for being as big as a finger. There you can see them as long as your arm and as fat as two arms put together. Looks quite disgusting when its big la, but it looks cute swimming. Makes you want to squeeze them.

Other than that didn't see much. Other groups got to see sea snakes though. But my group was the last to go to that particular station so the tide was already too low to see anything.

Oh yea we saw big fat moniter lizards too.

Miss Tay asked me whether i was huiwei or desiree Y_Y. We don't look alike anymore laa.. And then i accidentally called her miss yeo and she said shes gonna call me huiwei now. NOooooooooooooooooooooo...

And then xr and kristy were having some weird discussion in the buss T_T...

oh yea, the food there is so dam ex. Like 7.90. And guess what seafood consists of! FISHBALLS and CRABSTICK la. T_T. So waste money. But i shared with amanda and sheena.
The hen duo qian xiu rong bought some dunno what fries for 4.50 man.
I should have just ate ice cream for lunch.

1. If you were a bird, which bird would you be?

Raven

2. Which town would you choose to die in?

Land of hobbits

3. If you could be someone famous, who would you be?

pikachu

4. Name the 3 famous people you admire the most.

mm some friends la. quite famous Y_Y like some elephants and some birds T_T

5. If you choose to know when you'll die, would you do so?

Uhh.. because i'll be too busy worrying about how its gonna happen [since i only get to know when and not how] that i won't be able to live life properly and as the day draws nearer.. i'll just be thinking im gonna die! im gonna die! which will be a waste of time.

6. If you had to sing a well-known song about your life, which song would you choose?

when my time comes, forget the wrong that iveee donee, help me leave behind somee reasons to be missedd...

7. Which fictional hero do you resemble the most?

umm.. pikachu? since people keep saying im like a hamster :/

8. Which fictional villain would you want to be?

i don't knoww.. don't know a lot of fictional villans to choose from

9. At what age do you think you'll die?

i think i'll die at like 80+, since my grandparents lasted until 90+

10. Would you change faces with someone else?

Nah. it'll be mah fan to try convince people that im me and not the person i changed faces with

11. You've been granted 3 wishes, what are they?

Able to remember all the things i study for exam.. a trip to the moon.. get a healthy and obedient dog

12. You have absolute power in your country for one hour:

I have no idea what to do sia. I'll just mess up the whole place.

13. What job would you do if you could choose anything?

Designer of anything.

14. What is your worst fear?

To be alone. And especially if its dark.

13. Which has been the best day of your life so far?

i don't know actually. Don't remember. haha.

16. Which has been the worst day of your life so far?

Knowing about something seriously bad first thing in the morning...

17. Describe the worst nightmare you have ever had.

Getting chased by ghosts to complete quests and not being allowed to sleep until i completed them. I couldnt fall asleep yet i was dreaming. Stuck in a half-asleep state. So dam scary.

18. Think about something from your past that embarrasses you even now.

Don't know.

19. Would you sincerely like to be rich?

Sincerely yes. There's people i'll be able to help more if i had money.

20. You have one month to live, plan the rest of your life.

if i have only one month to live there's no point planning the rest of my life. Just write a will and go out and play everyday.

.what.

i don't know what else to do.. studying is so.. i don't know.

Even if i study i don't think i'll be able to do anything.

Like physics.

Nothing can save me now.

.on dragons.

We rolled around each other and fought, swiping at each other's bodies. Our wings batted our own faces as we twisted and turned. We blinked, but we could still anticipate each other's movements. She grasped hold of one of my feathers. Bright red, a burning flame in her hand. Perhaps too hot for her to handle, for a swipe from me and she lost it, and it was returned back to where it belonged. I clawed her and she bled.
"There's blood!" [her]
"Oh really." [me pretending to care]
And while she was distracted i grabbed a handful of her luminiscent blue feathers and threw them into the fire. They burned. And she was destroyed. Destroyed such that she would never be dragon again, but only human. I was a human, a dragon, and a dragon slayer. Now i had to find a full-fledged dragon and ask it to be my company. Then i would become a dragon master.

There is no compassion in our eyes, For we are the dragon kind.

And that was my dream this morning! About dragons. And i was fighting with my sis. We were both half human half dragon. I was a red dragon and she was a blue dragon and we had to get at least one feather from each other, and burn it, to cast each other into dragon doom. I don't know where this came from. Or if dragons even have feathers. yea. They're supposed to have scales right?
The other dragons i dreamt of had no feathers though, they had scales. There was an angel dragon. Some guardian for little dragons. A white scaled dragon who's scales sparkled in iridescence with the light. Then there was a black dragon. A warrior dragon of sorts. He cast no shadows for he was shadow himself.
There was another scene where the dragons were stuck in this cage thing, where the bars stretched upwards so high in the sky, flying up would cause them to lose much breath. But it was opened at the top. And there were humans standing around there. They wanted to kill the dragons so they had this gas or powder prepared that they were gonna pour into the cage. So the black dragon [called Cro-En] was trying to fly upwards but was choked by the powder that the humans were starting to pour into the cage. I don't know what happened in the end. My head skipped frame to another scene.
For this scene it was some battle theater or something, but it wasn't a battle that was going on. It was people, taking turns to jump like, suuuuper high and hit some thing that was flung into the air earlier, and then land and catch the thing. I think they were all half dragons. Becuase they could jump like 5metres or 7metres high. The atmosphere was like, excitement, with blue spotlights lighting up the dark arena. And the people were all jumping and screaming. It was like a disco actually. I don't know. blah.

So that's it for my dream this morning. Yea. It's quite long cuz i woke up late. I was supposed to go to NUS.. sorry xiu rong bleh. I couldn't get up.

.yay.

YAY. LP minutes to midnight special edition album is mine! yay! listens*

NUS shoot was 7-9th June. I shot a personal best! 388 yay. 96 99 98 95. i got third. Shiqi got a personal best too! 371, yay. The first got 393 and 2nd was 390. Quite big difference haha. this week isn't turning out too bad now.. haha. ntuc actually had 3-pack kinder buenos for just 2.65 for a while. Lots of good stuff c: oh yea. the medal is quite nice.

//Don't resent me
and when you're feeling empty
keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest.//
.minutes to midnight.