hm.

some shytface is still making stupid remarks and comments thinking he is still running the club i see. Unfortunately for him, he is still a shytface in the eyes of many. Sending nasty things to other people who are trying to help, are you? Thats exactly what stupid retards do and you have proven yourself to be a fine figure of a retard. Making stupid suggestions thinking your suggestion is the best all the time. It's not like we cannot function and are not functioning on our own. Why should we listen to some idiot who cares only about his own bloody feelings and makes himself out to be sad and pathetic. You're just pissed off because not everyone is listening to you, not because what you suggest is the correct answer and it should be followed.

You think that because a person doesnt go down to the range often means they are not caring about their people, means others think they dont have to go down as often also, means they should not be captain?

Think about who you wanted to be captain so badly you were forcing her, thinking you were not, making her almost break down. i heard her voice when she said it, there was so much pressure. See if she herself even goes down that often.

She knows that which is why she is making her own choice, not having you make it for her.

In case you did not know, there are other ways of showing care for people. Ops! You probably don't know what that word means.

One-sided mind.
If you had any at all.

No wonder i am such a bad-luck-bringer. Even before i was born such terrible things happened on various February 3rds! I didnt know it was The Day The Music Died, i remember my sis telling me about it when i was like in primary school. And then it was also the day of the worst natural disaster New Zealand experienced [an earthquake at Hawke's Bay]. And also the day when the communist party of Vietnam was established.

Of course there are a bunch of cooler stuff among those terrible things, like various spacecraft missions. Could this be why i wanted to be an astronaut from the day i was born? [i abandoned this dream because of height restrictions among other things] Also the lowest temperature in North America was recorded in Snag, Yukon[That's in Alaska! What a coincidence that i always wanted to go there] on this day as well, a whopping -63 degrees Celsius.

But there were at least 2 plane crashes and 2 earthquakes and... a baghdad market bombing that killed 135 people[in 2007] quite recently. And also various WWI and WWII incidents happened on this day as well, but i'm sure other dates may have many too since the wars were long?


Oh a bunch of mathematicians and racing drivers were born on this day and even philosophers! But the world is so big. Surely many interesting people are born almost everyday. I am just writing this for my self-amusement.

came home early today. Met with an unpleasant human being. Never knew my mother had such lowly a foul-mouthed student man. He is like the ultimate bane of this planet. He was talking big about passing his math test [by getting 44/80 for section A and 31/60 for section B] and still saying instead of studying he went to play lan and still pass despite also anyhow doing his paper. What a retard-head. Then he kept saying, this year O lvl confirm fail cuz i only pass every 3 years and was mightly proud about it. Fail then still come here for what. Irritate people, waste your mother's money and waste my mother's time. Go eat shyt la. He also kept scolding his sister retarded, loser, etc etc because she didnt do well for her test. What kind of screwed up kid is this man. I bet he thinks he's so cool but the truth is he's jus s frickin loser himself. I'm so frickin pissed off that he can't just shut up cuz he's interupting my mom's lesson with his sis. When my mom said she will give him more test papers he said, "then i throw away" with the ah beng hand action. ASS-FACE. Killing the trees for such an UNWORTHY idiotic creep.

My mom is trying to teach the little girl about triangles and he is being stupid by interrupting every sentence she says e.g. by saying some triangles have 181 degrees. I feel like stuffing tissue paper into his eye sockets. Walao, seriously he should just GND right now. He's breathing the precious air of my house and he deserves not one square inch of it. [Now he's commenting about charging his sister an interest rate of $1 for every half an hour that passes cuz she owes him money for lunch. What kind of ungracious behaviour is that.]

Is he suffering from attention deficiency? Or Hyperactivity? If so, i will forgive him for his stupidity. But if he is a normal and healthy individual, then blast that crapass.

Updates to life.

Georgy is the new member of my family. He is a baby mynah that my sister saved. He is super adorable and looks like a dinosaur. Now he's sleeping in a little basket. He looks very scrawny and has been through a tough day. I hope he survives so dad can teach him to fly like Peeper!

Squall had a great escape recently. I put him in the hamster ball to run around in the room while i went to wash his wheel and fill the water bottles. When i came back, the ball was empty!! The cap had fallen off! Squall was gone! Omg. I got a shock. But he had to be somewhere in the room, so i looked around a bit, and then he emerged from underneath a red bag, with a dust bunny on his nose. Oh how i picked him up and hugged him. I will never lose you again Squall. You are my onlyy my onlly oneee...

I feel like my life has come to a stand still. I havent done anything new, things are just repeating repeating. It's like not progressing. I don't know what im doing.

sigh.wai.

oh but i have succeeded in one thing. That is, being quite emotionless to certain people. yahoo.

you said there wasnt any use. But what a contradiction. It made you shut up, at least, for a reasonable amount of time. But someone like you is hard to shut up anyway.

What a ridiculous message. You cant even type a word as simple as that correctly, even with the dictionary function. And why would you miss it anyway, not like you even liked it or appreciated it for that matter.

You never appreciate anything until its gone.

Good thing it is.
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what have i been doing all day? Chemistry chemistry chemistry.

is it even helping? I do not know. With this primitive brain of mine, it's hard to understand anything about this planet. Especially the people in it.

Nope, i don't get them at all.

whatever you say is downright and utterly disgusting. induces vomitting.

Retarded, thats for you, to think that this make-belief is actually true. Retarded cuz you are SLOW to realize that all that was created by you. I NEVER introduced them as YOU KNOW WHAT, unlike YOU. And you KNOW WHY. Because i don't believe in your retarded-ness like the way you do.

This is not dreaming. This is OBSESSING.

Your arguments never work.

i never wanted to play that silly game.

Hearing that from you is GROSS.
You just sound so obsessed with that imaginary family.

Old pestilent fogey, you don't have to keep reminding me to bring a jacket cuz i don't need one. Havent used one in that place since moons ago.

Waste 20cents of my phone bill. Just like those craps who keep calling wrong number and call my phone.

Your voice, i hate to hear it.
Your number, i hate to see it.

stop contacting me.

wow i cant describe this feeling im having now.

It's sweet and sour, tingly, squeaky. I don't know.

It's from watching the lakehouse.

*Spreads wings and flies into sky*

i had the ultimate crapping session with Crispy TEO today. it was

HILARIOUS.

We couldnt stop laughing, she couldnt stop laughing, and cuz she was laughing, i couldnt stop laughing! It was so totally random, the things we were talking about, its not even explainable.

:D How nice it is to crap with her. Lol.s.

~pooh bear winnie the pooh bear~

my cousin is weird.

I entered the house today. He was there for tuition. He turned around and stared at me. Then I said what? Then he said, hello. Then i said, okay hello. Then he continued staring. Then he said, you look wet. And turned back.


Strange kid. I was only a little wet, it rained.

We don't usually talk.

don't even think i will spare time for you to infiltrate your dreams. It's not my doing its only your own. Stop your disillusioned self and you better leave me alone.

A being on Earth but not really the same
Can't talk to others like the others do
Feel separate from the world, and it doesnt matter
Talking to me i know myself better.


She walked along the empty streets
Streets empty, filled with voids
Around the corner she turns and meets
The ghost from the polaroids
It says to her to turn around and go back that way to the town
Live with the people like you should
If you try you know you could

but i hate them. I hate them.

wish they'd all go away.
Or if only i could instead.

An overview of life

Commitments:
1. Studying
2. Club/Team
3. Piano
4. Friends/Family/Hamsters
5. TV




Hey, you, judgemental loser shyt. Do you think you are an angel yourself?

i am watching the sixth sense for the fourth time. I am hungry. Very hungry. Hungry beyond words.


I hate chemistry lesson.

oh i had to wear contacts to sch today[left over from obs time] cuz i lost my specs the night before down the side of the bed in the darkness. Didnt have time to find it before going to school cuz dad would start doing tribal dances if we left the house later than 6:15am. Found it when i got home, somehow my mom didnt manage to spot it caught between the bedposts and the wall. Well it's found now and all is well.

Did you know?

There're horror movies on every friday and saturday night on tv! Ain't that awesome?

I love horror movies. But no one wants to watch 'em with me! generally. Why! Horror movies are so nice. Unfortunately i have to stay up to watch them.

this is all very random. I have nothing else to write but i just feel like it.

i'm at home! how nice.

I'm alone at home. I'm super hungry. I want to sleep. But now i don't feel like it anymore.

I'm super hungry. Wait, did i just mention that?

I have a super headache. But i have super a lot of homework to do.

I shall try to sleep early tonight since there are no horror movies on.

Actually, Squall, and the mices

Cleaned their cages today. Squall met Actually at the railings of Actually's cage when he was allowed to run freely and they started fighting between the bars!! Grah. Looks like they have to stay separated for permanent.

Here is Actually about to sleep.

Here is Actually having some kueh bankit

Here is Squall emo-ing in a corner

huddled in my sis's shirt. He was ready to catapult himself to the moon any moment.

Here is Squall doing his favourite pasttime

Here are my sister's mice looking very inquisitive. The one on the rightmost looks like he's saying: "look over yonder!"

PINKY HUIWEI'S 18TH BIRTHDAY
ESCAPE THEMEPARK

Congratulations to huiwei! She can finally runaway and get married without parent consent! Heheh. Anyway we went to escape! But we only took 3 rides and went through the stupid haunted house! The first ride was the go-carts and we waited 40minutes for it... -.- It's the first time i ever go-carted by myself! I developed a phobia of it after some people crashed into the go-cart containing me and my bro[who was driving] when i was just a small lil kid. I still remember the facilitator guy was pissed at those people because of their reckless driving and scolded them! Serve them right for making a little girl cry. Fudi's cart ran out of gas at the top of the slope so he had to suntan there while i went past him wahaha.
The next ride was the flume! It's awesome! I didnt get very wet cuz i was sitting in front since i was wearing shoes and didnt want them to get wet. Xiu Rong was in the same log as i was and she got VERY wet! So did Fuddy, who was sitting in the one with huiwei in front. Xiu Rong said she was gonna crap in her pants when we were going up the 15meter slide lol. The drop was DAM long. I am surprised i managed to sustain such a long exclamation of helplessness. The feeling was awful but awesome at the same time. I was squirming all over the seat during the drop. The viking people were laughing at us cuz the viking bridge was just above the flume ride!! Mean!
After that we went to the stupid haunted house, where Xiu Rong and I basically walked blind through the whole thing led by Huiwei andFudi haha. I only looked at one display and almost died. The stupid thingy fell forward right beside me. I have no idea how i survived going first in the haunted house during Funtasia. I must have been braver then. What happened to me!
Finally we ended off with shuang yakult ride. It was so no kick and xiu rong, who was beside me, was SMSING!!! I cant stand her. lol.

All the other got kick rides were closed! Whoohoo. I hate rides that make my heart feel like jumping out through my skin. I remember the last time i rode the pepsi ride during the dunman shooting outing, i seriously, almost died. I was gonna fall out of the seat and was holding on for my dear life and being very helpless. And the last time i sat on the viking in pri4 at sentosa during gep outing. I was screaming to be let off but they ignored me.

never again.

Anyway since it was so boring there, we went to ehub instead! Also my first time going there~ We went to the arcade and played my favourite bball game first!! But Xiu Rong went to scan the card FOUR TIMES cuz she didnt know it registered already!! So we had to play FOUR TIMES. Our arms were so dead by the 3rd time. We had a challenge at the last round and my arm was dying so badly, towards the end, all the balls stopped reaching the net though they were on target!! No matter how, they just touched and went. I only got 99 lol. But it was super fun.
Then as usual, spot the difference, which was quite bian tai, the pictures were bian tai!! And then crazy button pressing games, some UFO cheat money games, ghost whacking game which we played on free credits which were somehow in the machine haha.

We were quite tired by then, and huiwei needed to go off, so off we went!

I went to White Sands with xiu rong to look for some thingy that she wanted to get, then to Tampines with her to continue looking and also so that she could go to Artbox for the first time. Then at toys R us, xiu rong made the best comment ever at a littlest pet shop pet.

Me: "This is so cute!"

Xiu Rong: "Is that a mosquito?"

WHY WOULD THEY MAKE A MOSQUITO PET!?!?!?

i exploded into laughter and melted to the group and xiu rong had to mop me up.

It was a seahorse by the way.

Anyway after that she was summoned home by her parents so we had to go. Awwwww..

A fun day it was!

Meeeem-ries.. all alone in the mooonlight.... i can smile at the ooold dayss....

NATIONALS 2009!

BIG ARG!



SUITS!

SH2S! [i like the polaroids, thus am holding them!]

KELLY'S STUFFTOYS OVERWHELMING!


POLAROID SENIORS!

MASQUERADE!

ARG!

LET'S KILL SOMEBODY!

HAPPY

GUNS!

CDANS TEAM!

ARG AT CDANS!

ARG UPSIZED!