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bleh. internal monthly today:
i shot 93 94 96 95. with 4 8s[walaosomany]14 9s and 22 10s. 378. Strangely enough, although i shot so many crappy 8s today, my score was still higher than safra monthly[95+95+93+95=377]... in which i shot no 8s. Which means i must have shot helluva lot of 9s. Which it felt like anyway. Anywayy.. actually i thought i would get an even crappier score cuz i haven't trained for one week[cuz of the crappy booking system thing + being sick] and also my sighting was quite horrible. My shots were like.. High.[i think it was something to do with my positioning] So i tried to change my positioning here and there[+make sure the gun butt was totally on my shoulder cuz daxiang and niao both said it was kinda high] and somehow some shots turned normal.
Along the way suddenly, the shots would go high again and i have no idea why actually. Which is why its so bleh. Don't know why some of the shots will fly somewhere else. Actually i was pretty sure of some of the shots but mann.. when i actually fired. I think i moved or something.. So the shot went totally off.. oh well.. and no overall improvement still!!! Gotta train more mann...
i am so lousy now man.zzz.

So after that! I had to torment myself even more!! [Huiwei better be thankful for this] For the sake of Huiwei the 'Great' i had to look at so much pink stuff today which is soo sad cuz i never usually look at pink stuff[cuz i don't like it la] and mann.. this is like the first time i looked at so much pink stuff its so.. W.E.I.R.D. And most of the pink stuff was like associated with pigs [No wonder huiwei resembles one haha] So well, i submerged myself in the world of pink objects and tried to see what was so nice about them...
Huiwei needs a pink revamping! Her pink things count is dropping. Which is baad. Because huiwei is a pink person and associated with piglets. Therefore she must stay pink. yeah. So i shall give her lots of pink stuff for her birthday and up her pink things count again!
So i did all that looking at pink stuff really fast cuz i had to rush home.. thankfully the places didn't let me down. I found a bunch of huiwei stuff that at least, didn't irk me so much that i couldn't bear to touch it. Luckily its pastel pink that she likes, which i don't mind as much, rather than h..h... pink. Which is sick lar. To me that is. Good for you if you like it.

Oh man. This is like a real post lar. So cool. Wa lao i used the word pink 15 times.

Since this is like, a real post! I feel like mentioning xiu rong and kristy in it. Yay. Kristy didn't come to class on thursday[same with me] and friday. So we both didn't take the MI test. Unfortunately, on friday Mrs Tan wasn't there for the tutorial so i didn't ask about retaking the test. Huiwei said maybe we won't take the test at all O_O. Oh well. We'll see. Xiu Rong... don't be negative. And rmbr! Don't say SsIiiAAaaannNnnN after lousy shots ok. Totally kills the next shot mann. yea yea yea. okok i shall stop here. Farewell.

:::

*sis approaches

sis says: every evening, munmun shuts herself up in a corner in front of her laptop and sings emo songs, together with an emo expression on her face... and even a black shirt to go along! and ninja gloves!

*walks away after that

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//.i will love you until my dying day. come what may.

i hate green apples. They are SOUR and taste BAD

Today someone really pissed a whole lot of people off mannn. I could just say the name since we all know who it is but nvm.. what the hell.. Just writing your name there when you haven't even got a group yet. What's your problem man?? Still want us to split up OUR group just so that you can have your way?? We formed our group already why the hell would we split up just cuz of you??

What the hell do we owe you anyway.

And acting like you're so pitiful always talking in that irritating tone of voice. Can you like, change to some new tactic or something cuz that one is really getting boring.

Making things difficult for everyone just so that you will get what you want. What you have SYF, well so does the rest of half of the class.. And still pretending to be nice at the end by saying what, draw lots la draw lots la... We already said OK. As long as we even had a spot to write our group down, FINE, go ahead and do that question lar!! Wa lao, stop following people around can. Its dam creepy lar. And we were already contented that we even had somewhere to write down our group becuz earlier on becuz of people like YOU we didn't even have anywhere to go?? And we were a fully formed group unlike you?? And when you FINALLY got your group you still dare to claim that you guys wrote your group there first. Like, wth? In the first place you just simply wrote your name there with no group at all?? We could have just rubbed off your name and just wrote down our group lar. What's your problem??? Godielar.

Still say, fine la if that's what you want, or whatever. YEA, THAT'S WHAT WE WANT MANNN...good that you're fine with it. And yea. You wanna talk to us but we already gave up talking to you because we tried and you won't listen so there's no point talking. So you're happy now right anyway, you got what you wanted in the end? Yea well, good for you. So why don't you just shuddup and stop acting kindly like a bloody hypocrite and stop following people around.

GO AWAY!

oh man. this is like the first time i bao-ed in class and really shoot back at someone straight in the face. Chao bu shuang.

oh yea, if you're unhappy with this, too bad. Blogs are for people to express what they have to say, especially when they're really mad and have no better way to express it like, punching the wall or something. so too bad.

//.wreckage of the heart.

.blank.

Poor xiu rong got abused by kristy today i heard. mann, kristy.. shouldn't be so violent to your peng yous you knoww! I won't niao you so much so you BETTER NOT NIAO ME OK. [since its not even true unlike..!!!] It's dam annoying yea i know.. and i never niao you that bad what!!! Why you say i niao people until very bad one.. just cuz i walked past... wa. i said i didn't see anything lar -_- and i purposely walk in front so you guys can be out of my sight... zzzzzzz... haiz. people are weird when they like someone mann.. especially in front of that person.. *points to rtj

ok. that's all bleh.

//.open your eyes and look this way, tell me girl, about your day.

huiwei's theory

today i put my phone on my stomach and guess what huiwei said!

Later you get stomach cancer.

:/ welcome to the world of huiwei. where birds and beavers have no tails and ducks have no beaks.

haiz.

.random.

.why does the name keep ringing in my head, although all i have for that name is hate.

that doesn't imply anything i just thought of it.

Anyway. Some people are really annoying man. I don't even know them and they keep niaoing me. Like wts. That's the only thing they have to say. Stupid. Irritating. I feel like stabbing them. But i can't. Damn. Wa lao.. I wish they would stop la.. oh well.

Today was quite a fun day [other than becuz of some people] but nvm, it was still fun because xiu rong managed to find something nice and we saw many many ducks. And so we rambled around in circles and found a nice place to complete Kristy's secret mission and then we were off and back to our humblyabodes. yay.

ok im really bad at writing in a blog so well, yeaaa, maybe read xiu rong's or kristy's for more information!

2007 first day

Time passed really fast
The new year was here
She realised she lost a lot of things
Within one year
2006, her specs, her wallet, her pet and
Something else she held so close, so dear
Oh well
Most of the time things don't go your way
Instead of improving herself
She wasted everyday
Didn't know the extent of the damage done
Until she saw the sun
Didn't seem to shine as bright as the one
She knew before
But fine, she'll get over it
One day
when it all ends
She'll stop this pretence
Get ahead with her life
Get out of the hive
Get a move on
So for now
So long.

so tyco!

17 i think

Ya- hoho, we exchanged Christmas presents today! [Huiwei, Kristy and I]

All our pressents :D
Huiwei's nice handwriting
Inside Huiwei's box

Cute thing that Kristy gave me.. its a.. turtle i think. And the cute blue pigs from Taiwan and KINDER BUENO! Wow, everybody gives me kinder bueno ahaha. I bet Xiu Rong won't cuz she thinks its not hua suan .. and the box! With a DUCK on it! Xiu Rong will like it! ahahaha...

See Xiu Rong, i got a bigger one and same price summore, more hua suan! hahaha!!!

And my sister's mouse

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What's a family anyway... are we called a family just because we are related by blood? Or is there something more to being a family. What does it mean when we can't seem to communicate or even be around when we are supposed to be...

How is one supposed to hide it when all one can do is pretend that its all normal and act like nothing happened...

And to make it worse, someone has to say things that make you annoyed because those things are all wrong...

Hey daxiang when you ask don't your mom and dad look happy together. i wonder why i can't picture it.

15

Huiwei and I are partially telepathic lol...

.stop.
Dreambox says:
yea yea
[白羊座]* dreambox ((: http://fiveoclockrain.blogspot.com says:
YEAYEA!
[白羊座]* dreambox ((: http://fiveoclockrain.blogspot.com says:
HAHA
.stop.
Dreambox says:
hahah/!1!
[白羊座]* dreambox ((: http://fiveoclockrain.blogspot.com says:
stop copying me!
.stop.
Dreambox says:
you keep copying me lar!!

so lame.

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arhh.. i am so bored now because Huiwei has gone offline. What the hell, i had something to write just now and now i've just forgotten it all. I shall write something pointless then.

And now, for a lesson in the sky.

Rain clouds are grey because the water droplets are packed more tightly together so less sunlight can pass through them.

Why are the water droplets packed more tightly together? I don't know. Sky space constraint or something... Or maybe they just suddenly decided to have a bonding session like everything seems to have.

"Clouds are white because they are made from cotton candy. Cotton candy is composed mostly of sugar and spice and everything nice. Once the sugar is spun out of control it flies up into the atmosphere that is filled with angels and reindeer and small ships on their way to Roswell." and this is from http://www.why-is-the-sky-blue.tv/clouds-white.htm. lol.

and now for a nice picture of the... SKY! hooray.

www.google.com/images

And with that! We end the lesson.

Oh yea. My bro ate the kinder bueno that Huiwei got me for christmas -_- So he bought me a new one c:

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Dreambox C:

just waiting...

12

today. was quite annoying because i drew a picture on the com and saved it but somehow the com din't register that it was saved so the picture was gone and it was darn irritating. so i drew another one and this one turned out ok. so i guess its ok afterall.

ok. this post was quite pointless.

11

Hooray, huiwei got me kinder bueno for christmas! Yay kinder bueno. And there was other stuff in the uber cute box oso:

- Light blue shoelaces.
:Because i have something against yellow now so she got me these and im supposed to use these instead [i think it will be looking funny though ahaha.]

- This item i shall not mention because i think kristy has it too so i shall not say but its uber cute. wahaha.

- Lots of gummy cokes
: Just like when we stuffed ourselves with gummie cokes while waiting for the darn induction activities to start

The box itself has like ducklings on it, dam cute lar! Oh wait. That should have been XIURONG's box!!! DUCKS ON IT MAN. She'll love it. :D

oh my! this is more like a blog post isnt it! whoohoo.

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since i have nothing better to do i shall blog about today cuz there is a bit of happy stuff.

1. I shot a pb for the internals! yay. 383. 3 points higher than before, but still higher, so, yay c:

2. Get to niao xiu rong a lot which is very fun. About a duck. heh heh heh.

Wow! That sums up my day! Lalala. Maybe the full story will be on Xiu Rong [Kukumalu's] blog.

Happy flying.

tell me to die

tell me why i should not stab myself into ten thousand pieces. Why shouldnt i hate my existence. There's nothing in this world to be happy about is there. To make things easier i should just be killed by some disease, then no one will be blamed for my death as well.

emo poset* pots* post*

Huiwei is really noisy. Some times the world is really. Very. Noisy. It would be nice to hide from all the noise and sit in a corner and be. Emoless.

Bleeding is relief
Pain is a shelter
Heartbreaks as fast as the rain would pelter
Breathing the storm
Embracing the thunder
Hope seems to come but i'd rather go under
Think back in time
What was important
It seems that all things have now been forgotten
Left with no care
Of shadows beware
They claim souls that slowly go rotten.

Emoless.

9

KINDER BUENO. is now one hundred and TWENTY cents instead of FIFTEEN cents. Wa lao, why do they keep increasing the darn price...

OKOKok.

i shall blog about obs lar! since dats what everyone's doin....

Here are the OBS kias in alphabetical order:
Andy
Bento
Bing Xin
Christine
Crystal
Me
Elaine
Gen
Jia Hui
Joceline[im not sure how to spell lar]
NiaoRong
Reuben
Shanti
Shi Qi
Shu Fang
ShuJen
Xin Yuan
Xiu Rong
Zestin the gross.

So we met at 715 at atrium on monday and took a bus to the jetty, and putted off in the little boat thingy to pulau ubin. Everybody was sayin dat xr and my bag was really small, but i dint think so, so nvm.

Anyway! We started off by playin this silly game of an egg and eagle and king kong and shen and dunno if there was sth in between that i left out but anyhows, we were supposed to promote ourselves by playin scissors paper stone with the same species. And since i sarked really bad, i ended up being the only egg left and shu jen the pro kia was the shen and she was supposed to draw a red egg on my face but she's nice so she just dotted a dot somewhere.

After that our instructor, Ai Chin, toured us around the place and eventually sent us to our bunky area.

So we settled down in our bunky area, with me, shiqi, Xr, shanti, christine, joceline, shu jen in one portion of the room, the ip2 girls in the other portion and the guys in the last portion. After that i forgot what happened liao. But along the way we had our catered luncheons and then we had to go climb a rock wall so we went and climbed it. There were lots of pro kias climbing like super fast. I dont know how i climbed but my leg was like too short to reach one of the knobbly things so i had to climb on the wall itself instead and faster step on it. In the end most ppl managed to reach the toppest top.

We also did night walk on the first night and i hate it argg.. Because well. The dark is dam scary, i hate the dark i hate the dark. Walao. Im dam happy i met with xiu rong along the way, for the solo walk, because i was walking dam fast, and i dint wanna walk behind her so i kinda walked in the middle of her and shanti [whom she met along the way cuz shanti saed she injured sth and was walking slowly] so the three of us returned at the same time and i think some ppl were sayin stuff about us not walking alone and stuff but heck lar. I think i would have died out there if i was alone the whole way.

Along the way, i forgot which day, we were in the learning room and Gideon was playing this fakely serious game with us, and i couldn't not laugh at shiqi so i got drawn on. And i also saed sth rongly so i got drawn on also. I forgot to see what got drawn on me so until this day i do not know.

Aiya, its really mah fan to rite everything cuz there's liek a lot of things so im just gonna rite about kayaking now.
The first day we kayaked was just for practice. I went with Xiu Rong, and we kinda didnt coordinate so we were really sarky i think.

Then the next day when we were supposed to kayak to our campsite so we had to pack our backpacks and everything in the blue tins and water in the jerry cans and stuff. Somehow, it was left to only the ip1 girls to carry everything and we made like a million trips up and down rolling the blue tins and jerry cans and EVERYBODY'S blardy backpack down in the trolley thing to the kayak place. We even had to carry the guys' backpacks, and i carried a red one, which ZR later told me had 5 blardy bottles of shyt water in it [no wonder it was so blardy heavy] and my shoulders almost broke off by the time i got to the bottom. And the other ip1 girls had to carry all the blue bins and jerry cans which were also ------ heavy. Then we went to eat breakfast. We were all darn irritated because even when we got there, no one thanked us or anything and Someone even asked us to hurry up and i felt like slapping that someone until - ok nvm.

Anyhows, after that, we kayaked to our little campsite, i went with shiqi, who could steer, so it was better except there was the muddy parts wheere i stupidly got a bit stuck cuz i dont know. I just got a bit stuck and had to pull like shxt to get my dum foot out. And eventually it happily popped out of the mud like a newborn earthworm and i grabbed the waiting tree branch and got pulled up by some helpful hands up there. Actually retarded reuben tried to carry me up and i almost got a heart attack, thank goodness it dint work. Jia Hui lost her shoe in the mud. It must be feeling lonely now.

At the campsite, the quarry was really nice, we saw a cute little lizard thing swimming along in the water, i think it was waving to us too. We had to built a raft to meet the right qualities in the instructor's minds in order to play in the quarry, so we built it like mad, since the first bits of time were spent listening and talking rubbish and it was really noisy and useless. We rushed out the raft and thankfully it held together except for one barrel flipping over [but it still held together] and everyone got on and everyone was happy.

Since we had already pitched our tents, all that was left was to change and eat, so the ip1 girls went together with 3 ponchos to create our makeshift changing room and changed. By the time we returned, it was kinda dark, and food was being cooked by two happy seniors, Crystal and Elaine. They cooked it kinda nice so we had a nice dinner. And the stars were awesome! There were so many and i saw a shooting star! It was orange and it fell and disappeared! Dam cool lar! I was kinda stunned when i saw it so i dint really make a wish when it was falling, but rather after it had disappeared.
So, we ended off the night with another sharing session, where we had to find a totally unrelated-to-us-in-any-way partner and look into their eyes and guess what would become of them in the future, and where would they like to go for a holiday. I dint know who to look at cuz isnt it weird to just stare at a person.. so Ai Chin picked me a partner, and i got this ip2 person called bento. I guessed that he would be married to Zhi Rong, because well. Don't they just match each other perfectly! And they would like to go to Thailand to fulfill their dreams of being happily together. Bento guessed that i would be a philosopher, which is not true > < because well, i dunno! i dont think i will be one. But he saed i liked to daydream, which is true i guess. Then he guessed i would like to stay at home, which is kinda true but i just saed i wanna go to NZ which is also true. I am really undecided. And so, everyone else guessed their partner's occupations and we went to sleep with some funky techno lullaby from malaysia. It was DAM irritating lar! I couldnt sleep at all. So blardy noisy. I think i fell asleep for a while, because I couldnt have survived the night without sleeping.

When we kayaked back, we were supposed to kayak with the partners we got for the sharing the night before becuase the ICs saed so. But i kayaked with niaorong, cuz Bento and Reuben missed each other. I think i should be thankful for it somehow. It was quite fun kayaking with zhi rong lar, reuben and bento were laffing at how he looked funny when he was kayaking fast, and they kept crashing into us.. anyway, we completed our return trip real fast, in about 3 hours, and along the way we stopped at this island, which had ben's island sprayed on a rock -_- and i ate oreos and talked with xiu rong who was kayaking with christine i think? or xin yuan. Anyhows, we were dam happy to reach back to civilisation cuz everyone was bitten like shxt by the blardy sandflies and moskwitos. I had bites all around my ankles and hands cuz those were the only parts uncovered when i was sleepin in the happy little tent.

Throughout the trip zestin was being really gross and flirting around, carrying out his normal lifestyle. It was dam gross to watch but well. Good to laugh at.

Yay! Home! We could go home on the last day after packing our stuff. We were supposed to do flying fox, but the weather didn't allow us to. A lot of people wanted to do it, but I hate falling, so i was quite happy that we dint have to do it. wahaha.
After that, we had to get our certs, and unfortunately, someone else in the group had to give the certs to us. I got gen's cert [yay a nice person but i stupidly told her i dint know wad to sae to her, cuz i dint really tok to her or anything during the whole camp], and unfortunately, bento got my cert and i wanted to just take it but we had to shake a congratulations hand. So shake lor, and i replied a wadeva to his congrats cuz everybody was like making stupid niao-ing noises. -_-So after that, we went to buy soveniors [which i do not know how to spell....] and took the nice little boat back home again,, yay.

Of cuz, there was a lot of stuff in between, but this is already chao long and im lazy to remember the rest so i shalt not rite more for now. FAREWELL BLOG!

addition: OH YEA. ZESTin was being such A PIG. he kept going to steal the instructor's food, and he stole bento's bento when bento was like super late for lunch[dat one i dun mind but] HE WENT TO STEAL FROM the instructor's buffet, dam pig lar. I was hoping he shxt until he die, or drown in his shyt. or his shxt dun even come out and he get stuck in the toilet for eternity. DIE ZESTIN.