White-winged angel shoot your arrow far
Let it fly deep into where the secrets are
Let it strike through the brittle glass, pumping so hard,
Let it strike at the moment when he's caught off-guard.
Let me try, letting go as i watch it soar
Hoping it will hit what it's going for,
Wonder if it'll ever get to make its way in
Why do i always seem to be missing him --
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
time to seal up the box, its already too late but what's done is done, just take the precautions from here. seal it. There will only be scars, endless scars and only they can tell of what's being hidden because they have made the slit and were able to look through the box and see. But as for others, only your imagination can tell. And they will only be plain guessing. the box is sealed. There's nothing more to say. wonder how many out there would wonder, would care?
its time to draw the line.
draw the lines.
draw many lines.
to prevent the secrets from spilling, let something else.
if you dont make the cut, try again.
its time to draw the line.
draw the lines.
draw many lines.
to prevent the secrets from spilling, let something else.
if you dont make the cut, try again.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
i watched the mist today. Yay, a horror movie finally. but it was more gory than scary, and it was like the dreamcatcher. but anyway, if you dont wanna get it spoiled, then dont continue reading.
i warned you.
THE MIST based on the novella by STEPHEN KING
alright. david is the main character in this story, he's an artist and he has a son, Billy. The movie started out with him painting the gunslinger, from Stephen King's Dark Tower series. There's a storm and he abandons his painting to go hide in the basement[i think] with his wife and sun. A tree falls through the window and smashes the paintings. [the person in front of me jumped in her seat]
Next morning, the family go outside and they see the bad damage done, stuff smashed and so on. Their boathouse got crushed by a tree, which belongs to the guy next door, who is this black guy. Aparently David and this guy have something against each other because of some law suit they had last time, but i didnt quite catch it. anyway, david just wanted to say something about the tree crushing his boat house. They kinda became friendly with each other for a while and the black guy asked for a drive to town.
So David, that guy and Billy went to town in David's car. They went to this convenience store, called a convenience store for a good reason. There was no power and stuff, lots of people were there trying to stock up. Next thing you know, this guy runs in with blood flowing from his nose saying some Jon Lee guy got taken by the mist. There's a mist catching on at this moment, it tumbles through the air towards the convenience store. They rush to close the doors. This guy insists on not staying put and decides to run to his car. Just as the mist closes in, he gets lost in it and you hear like, his screaming. Then nothing. Then there is like this earthquake. Shake shake. Things fall from the shelves. [it's like trying to make the place look messy and chaotic.] Another woman wants to go home to her children. She asks if any man would accompany a lady home, but no one wants to so she steps out the store and goes through the mist. No screaming here.
They're talkin about switching off the generator or something. I dont know but anyway they have to go to the room at the back to do it, so david goes, and after he switches off the thing, he sees like, the metal blinds door [that thing that shops usually pull down when they close i dunno what its called] and its pulsating, liek there's something pushing it. There's a small slit at the bottom where mist is sneaking in through. David hears a sound. He goes outside to tell some worker people that he heard a sound, but they dont believe him. So they all go in. And then they wanna do something to some vehicle outside so this young chap volunteers. David keeps telling them not to but the stupid young chap asks him to shut the * up [cuz he wants to show off how pro he is.]. So they open the metal thing to let him go out. But mist covers the entire exit. The young chap stares at it. The old guys there laugh about how they dont see any boogie mans [or sth] Next thing they know, tentacles shoot out and cling onto the snotty young chap. They have mouths too so they kinda bite him, and their bites rip like this whole section of his skin off so you have a bloody mess of whatever with the fibres of skin hanging off the tantacles. And it bites again! So another patch of bloody mess there. [I dont know why they couldnt just close the metal door thing] David tries to save him, but in the end he gets taken. [Oh, then they finally press the switch to close the door] The old guys are remorseful but one gets punched in the face by David cuz he kept saying sorry too much.
So they were wondering how to tell the others. They tried telling the black man first but he accused them of trying to make a fool of him. They wanted to show him the evidence [David chopped a chunk of tentacle so there's the evidence there] But he refused to see it. dumass. They try to tell the rest of the people in the store, only a few agree to go see the tentacle. Unfortunately, when that group go in, one guy pokes the tentacle and it contracts and kinda deflates and releases a puddle of muck and then disintegrates. Hooray! There goes the evidence. The black guy carries on hollering about how he aint gonna get fooled. And then there's this woman who keeps preaching about how is this punishment from god.
A bunch of people decide to go out and try to do i dont know what and one of them is the black guy. He doesnt believe there's anything out there anyway so yea he goes out. Another guy gets a rope tied to him while he goes out. So they go out.. walk walk walk.. then suddenly the rope gets pulled by whatever's out there and David gets some bad rope burns. Someone throws him a cloth. They try to pull the guy back but all they get is blood on the rope.. and the lower half of his body.
Whee. then what happened hmmm... They covered the windows with dog food and fertilizers, but they only covered half the windows so its kinda pointless. At night, suddenly there's an attack of giant flies. Then there are these pterodactyl things that fly and try to grab the flies that land on the glass windows of the shop front. When they grab the flies, they kinda hit against the glass so finally, it broke. The flies flew in and one of them bit a girl. She got really swollen and gross around the neck and face. It was like, veiny and lumpy and just grotesque.
Then the pterodactyls entered. This guy who was trying to make a fire-mop got himself caught on fire instead so another problem there. One pterodactyl was taken down by fire while another was shot. twice.
Ok so.. the christian woman was preaching on how the bible said there would be like smoke over the temple or something or other and that they all had to stay inside and face judgement. Meanwhile, David and some other guys wanna go to the pharmacy beside the convenience store [which also has a bathroom btw] to get some meds for the dying burnt guy who wants to shoot himself. So they set off. They see a military guy who is caught in a web and hes apologising and saying its their fault i think. Then that guy explodes into a nest of golden spider-looking bugs that start crawling everywhere. Then there are more giant bugs everywhere that start attacking them so they decide to run. This pro old lady who went along set one on fire.
They return, with nothing i think, anyway, skip to the part where the woman now has a congregation. People who thought she was talking nonsense at first now believe her and they all think that they have to undergo punishment. One of the guys see David and a few other guys going into the room with the metal blinds. They're actually looking for the other military people who were in the store to ask them what this was all about and why the guy had to apologise. but the military people had hanged themselves. Then the guy who followed them dragged out the remaining military guy and started sayin that he was the one who caused this. the military guy admitted to saying that there was a project that the scientists were carrying out and they were trying to find a window to the other portals of the world, but it was not his fault at all. That preacher woman started spouting nonsense about how it is his fault and he is 'pointing the finger!' and they should all kill him. So they did. This man took a knife and stabbed him. Once. Again. Again. and then they carried him and threw him out of the store to be taken by the mist monsters. Humans are really the monsters in this movie, rather than those out there.
David and the more sane people want to escape. But the preacher woman found out. She was waiting for them with a knife and there were more people with knives that were surrounding them and preventing them from leaving. She was saying that they should not go against god's will and that they should be killed! She said she proved herself to be a vassal of god. But one of the sane guys shot her. And the people in the cinema clapped. Shot her in the abdomen and in the forehead. The people with knives dropped them and David and his party ran out the store to his car. Of course on the way there more got taken by huge monsters, some with great pincers. So there were left with 5 of them that made it to the car. David, his son, the old lady, a young lady and an old man. All the variations of people.
They drove and drove and drove. Drove back to David's home where they saw that his wife had been caught in a web through the hole where the window had broken. Then they continued on and there was this giant monster with a tentacle-ly head and uber long legs, like a giant daddy-long-legs that walked past them. It was like the thing in star wars but i dont know what its called. So anyway they drive till there's no more gas. Then they decide to shoot themselves. But there are only 4 bullets, for 5 people. Whoohoo. David shoots everyone but himself. He keeps screaming, and then he goes out the car and calls for the monsters to take him. Buuuuutt instead, a tank comes. The mist clears. Everything is fine now. POOR DAVID. He just killed his own son and stuff and the next second, everything clears up. A truck with people drive past and on it there's the woman who left the store earlier, the one who asked for a man to accompany a lady. So poor david has to live with the guilt forever now or kill himself.
And that's like, the end! Ok, in my summary it just sounds quite stupid but its quite nice still, the movie, its creepy and gory. Maybe you should just go watch it if you wanna know really, the whole thing, cuz i might have left out quite a bit. Another way is, go read the book. But the book ends differently so yea, this is how the movie is like.
i warned you.
THE MIST based on the novella by STEPHEN KING
alright. david is the main character in this story, he's an artist and he has a son, Billy. The movie started out with him painting the gunslinger, from Stephen King's Dark Tower series. There's a storm and he abandons his painting to go hide in the basement[i think] with his wife and sun. A tree falls through the window and smashes the paintings. [the person in front of me jumped in her seat]
Next morning, the family go outside and they see the bad damage done, stuff smashed and so on. Their boathouse got crushed by a tree, which belongs to the guy next door, who is this black guy. Aparently David and this guy have something against each other because of some law suit they had last time, but i didnt quite catch it. anyway, david just wanted to say something about the tree crushing his boat house. They kinda became friendly with each other for a while and the black guy asked for a drive to town.
So David, that guy and Billy went to town in David's car. They went to this convenience store, called a convenience store for a good reason. There was no power and stuff, lots of people were there trying to stock up. Next thing you know, this guy runs in with blood flowing from his nose saying some Jon Lee guy got taken by the mist. There's a mist catching on at this moment, it tumbles through the air towards the convenience store. They rush to close the doors. This guy insists on not staying put and decides to run to his car. Just as the mist closes in, he gets lost in it and you hear like, his screaming. Then nothing. Then there is like this earthquake. Shake shake. Things fall from the shelves. [it's like trying to make the place look messy and chaotic.] Another woman wants to go home to her children. She asks if any man would accompany a lady home, but no one wants to so she steps out the store and goes through the mist. No screaming here.
They're talkin about switching off the generator or something. I dont know but anyway they have to go to the room at the back to do it, so david goes, and after he switches off the thing, he sees like, the metal blinds door [that thing that shops usually pull down when they close i dunno what its called] and its pulsating, liek there's something pushing it. There's a small slit at the bottom where mist is sneaking in through. David hears a sound. He goes outside to tell some worker people that he heard a sound, but they dont believe him. So they all go in. And then they wanna do something to some vehicle outside so this young chap volunteers. David keeps telling them not to but the stupid young chap asks him to shut the * up [cuz he wants to show off how pro he is.]. So they open the metal thing to let him go out. But mist covers the entire exit. The young chap stares at it. The old guys there laugh about how they dont see any boogie mans [or sth] Next thing they know, tentacles shoot out and cling onto the snotty young chap. They have mouths too so they kinda bite him, and their bites rip like this whole section of his skin off so you have a bloody mess of whatever with the fibres of skin hanging off the tantacles. And it bites again! So another patch of bloody mess there. [I dont know why they couldnt just close the metal door thing] David tries to save him, but in the end he gets taken. [Oh, then they finally press the switch to close the door] The old guys are remorseful but one gets punched in the face by David cuz he kept saying sorry too much.
So they were wondering how to tell the others. They tried telling the black man first but he accused them of trying to make a fool of him. They wanted to show him the evidence [David chopped a chunk of tentacle so there's the evidence there] But he refused to see it. dumass. They try to tell the rest of the people in the store, only a few agree to go see the tentacle. Unfortunately, when that group go in, one guy pokes the tentacle and it contracts and kinda deflates and releases a puddle of muck and then disintegrates. Hooray! There goes the evidence. The black guy carries on hollering about how he aint gonna get fooled. And then there's this woman who keeps preaching about how is this punishment from god.
A bunch of people decide to go out and try to do i dont know what and one of them is the black guy. He doesnt believe there's anything out there anyway so yea he goes out. Another guy gets a rope tied to him while he goes out. So they go out.. walk walk walk.. then suddenly the rope gets pulled by whatever's out there and David gets some bad rope burns. Someone throws him a cloth. They try to pull the guy back but all they get is blood on the rope.. and the lower half of his body.
Whee. then what happened hmmm... They covered the windows with dog food and fertilizers, but they only covered half the windows so its kinda pointless. At night, suddenly there's an attack of giant flies. Then there are these pterodactyl things that fly and try to grab the flies that land on the glass windows of the shop front. When they grab the flies, they kinda hit against the glass so finally, it broke. The flies flew in and one of them bit a girl. She got really swollen and gross around the neck and face. It was like, veiny and lumpy and just grotesque.
Then the pterodactyls entered. This guy who was trying to make a fire-mop got himself caught on fire instead so another problem there. One pterodactyl was taken down by fire while another was shot. twice.
Ok so.. the christian woman was preaching on how the bible said there would be like smoke over the temple or something or other and that they all had to stay inside and face judgement. Meanwhile, David and some other guys wanna go to the pharmacy beside the convenience store [which also has a bathroom btw] to get some meds for the dying burnt guy who wants to shoot himself. So they set off. They see a military guy who is caught in a web and hes apologising and saying its their fault i think. Then that guy explodes into a nest of golden spider-looking bugs that start crawling everywhere. Then there are more giant bugs everywhere that start attacking them so they decide to run. This pro old lady who went along set one on fire.
They return, with nothing i think, anyway, skip to the part where the woman now has a congregation. People who thought she was talking nonsense at first now believe her and they all think that they have to undergo punishment. One of the guys see David and a few other guys going into the room with the metal blinds. They're actually looking for the other military people who were in the store to ask them what this was all about and why the guy had to apologise. but the military people had hanged themselves. Then the guy who followed them dragged out the remaining military guy and started sayin that he was the one who caused this. the military guy admitted to saying that there was a project that the scientists were carrying out and they were trying to find a window to the other portals of the world, but it was not his fault at all. That preacher woman started spouting nonsense about how it is his fault and he is 'pointing the finger!' and they should all kill him. So they did. This man took a knife and stabbed him. Once. Again. Again. and then they carried him and threw him out of the store to be taken by the mist monsters. Humans are really the monsters in this movie, rather than those out there.
David and the more sane people want to escape. But the preacher woman found out. She was waiting for them with a knife and there were more people with knives that were surrounding them and preventing them from leaving. She was saying that they should not go against god's will and that they should be killed! She said she proved herself to be a vassal of god. But one of the sane guys shot her. And the people in the cinema clapped. Shot her in the abdomen and in the forehead. The people with knives dropped them and David and his party ran out the store to his car. Of course on the way there more got taken by huge monsters, some with great pincers. So there were left with 5 of them that made it to the car. David, his son, the old lady, a young lady and an old man. All the variations of people.
They drove and drove and drove. Drove back to David's home where they saw that his wife had been caught in a web through the hole where the window had broken. Then they continued on and there was this giant monster with a tentacle-ly head and uber long legs, like a giant daddy-long-legs that walked past them. It was like the thing in star wars but i dont know what its called. So anyway they drive till there's no more gas. Then they decide to shoot themselves. But there are only 4 bullets, for 5 people. Whoohoo. David shoots everyone but himself. He keeps screaming, and then he goes out the car and calls for the monsters to take him. Buuuuutt instead, a tank comes. The mist clears. Everything is fine now. POOR DAVID. He just killed his own son and stuff and the next second, everything clears up. A truck with people drive past and on it there's the woman who left the store earlier, the one who asked for a man to accompany a lady. So poor david has to live with the guilt forever now or kill himself.
And that's like, the end! Ok, in my summary it just sounds quite stupid but its quite nice still, the movie, its creepy and gory. Maybe you should just go watch it if you wanna know really, the whole thing, cuz i might have left out quite a bit. Another way is, go read the book. But the book ends differently so yea, this is how the movie is like.
Friday, January 25, 2008
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
"Ever had the feeling, you thought you're awake but it turns out you're dreaming?"
what a sleepy day it was. On the train back, standing, i think i almost fell asleep. alighted at raffles place instead of city hall [becuz somehow that moment where the train stopped at city hall did not take place in my consciousness]. And then at raffles place i almost took the train towards jurong east :/ instead of towards pasir ris... luckily the train towards pasir ris came first so i turned and looked at it... and saw that i was gonna take the wrong train... zzz
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heart beating so hard
without even knowing it
Shown what was felt inside
without even showing it
Supposed to have stopped but it's
growing it's growing it's
without any thought, its just not gonna stop.
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what a sleepy day it was. On the train back, standing, i think i almost fell asleep. alighted at raffles place instead of city hall [becuz somehow that moment where the train stopped at city hall did not take place in my consciousness]. And then at raffles place i almost took the train towards jurong east :/ instead of towards pasir ris... luckily the train towards pasir ris came first so i turned and looked at it... and saw that i was gonna take the wrong train... zzz
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heart beating so hard
without even knowing it
Shown what was felt inside
without even showing it
Supposed to have stopped but it's
growing it's growing it's
without any thought, its just not gonna stop.
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Sunday, January 20, 2008
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Why don’t you smile as much as before
Be the happy girl that you know you are
You still have your friends around you and
You know love still surrounds you,
Can you pick yourself up again?
In life we still have much to gain
Memories, experiences
Overcoming the dangers
Learning different lessons
Together with your friends
Though that which has passed left a scar on your heart
And things don’t seem to fit
If there’s still love somewhere to find
You don’t need that thing to seal it
Please don’t be so sad
Though you feel your loss is bad
Please don’t be so sad...
There’s more to life than that
For... 你自己应该知道啦hor.
Be the happy girl that you know you are
You still have your friends around you and
You know love still surrounds you,
Can you pick yourself up again?
In life we still have much to gain
Memories, experiences
Overcoming the dangers
Learning different lessons
Together with your friends
Though that which has passed left a scar on your heart
And things don’t seem to fit
If there’s still love somewhere to find
You don’t need that thing to seal it
Please don’t be so sad
Though you feel your loss is bad
Please don’t be so sad...
There’s more to life than that
For... 你自己应该知道啦hor.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
- we're all really messed up now arent we?
so messed up.
sorry for messing up your life. it wont happen again.
oh, is that what's worrying you? -
today for zhang training all our positions were changed and its super weird. i am totally not stable and i told her that but she said to just try so im just gonna try. And after shooting my knuckles had these bumps, like mosquito bites! really look like mosquito bites. Like those kind that you scratch and will become weird ovally bumps, white-er in contrast to the red skin around it. ah but now its gone, now its just red. Anyway i shot rather horribly. And im not sure how to stand also since she keeps pushing the top of my right leg back. I cant really replicate the action unless she pushes me into place. So i dunno, that's probably why i cant shoot properly today.
la-la-la-la. what a demoralising last night, what a demoralising to-day. The only thing good last night is being able to see many many stars from the kitchen window! Whoo! How often does that happen?? Not very often ok. And the only good thing to-day was seeing many many stars in the sky, when it was dark, leaving for school.
shyt. tmr all the subjects i have in one day. even pe. pia -ng.
oh yes! Heng joannah saved me today by treating me and xr ice cream! If not i would have really DIED from hunger after training. Like really. So, THANK YOU JOANNAH.
so messed up.
sorry for messing up your life. it wont happen again.
oh, is that what's worrying you? -
today for zhang training all our positions were changed and its super weird. i am totally not stable and i told her that but she said to just try so im just gonna try. And after shooting my knuckles had these bumps, like mosquito bites! really look like mosquito bites. Like those kind that you scratch and will become weird ovally bumps, white-er in contrast to the red skin around it. ah but now its gone, now its just red. Anyway i shot rather horribly. And im not sure how to stand also since she keeps pushing the top of my right leg back. I cant really replicate the action unless she pushes me into place. So i dunno, that's probably why i cant shoot properly today.
la-la-la-la. what a demoralising last night, what a demoralising to-day. The only thing good last night is being able to see many many stars from the kitchen window! Whoo! How often does that happen?? Not very often ok. And the only good thing to-day was seeing many many stars in the sky, when it was dark, leaving for school.
shyt. tmr all the subjects i have in one day. even pe. pia -ng.
oh yes! Heng joannah saved me today by treating me and xr ice cream! If not i would have really DIED from hunger after training. Like really. So, THANK YOU JOANNAH.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Im gonna swing myself off the ceiling fan
Out the window to imagination land
Where shadows creep
Hiding wicked things
And flowers grow in sand
Where I’ll walk the path that has no end
Has no end, no it has no end
Crickets on my heel
They skip
Into the ground I blend
Out from the jug flows mush, flows muck
Dragging my feet I feel I’m stuck
Lamas gallop in the
distant sand
Im still on the path that has no end
Withering, I see, they are withering for me
Towards the ground they bend
The flowers in the sand
won’t give
But still, they cannot stand
It’s dark that’s why
Everything will die
But there’ll be no one to cry
In this land its just me
It’s so dark, I cant see
I’ll just walk that path
For eternity.
This popped up after i was telling XR about my plans to swing myself out the window from the ceiling fan, amidst my attempts to do chem.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese i still have to take chinese shyt. i suck.
me-pok.
me-pok.
when all else fails, write a poem.
I know its an impossible dream
I never said I had to be with him
Just seeing him smile is enough for me
just seeing him always, forever, happy.
I could be the one aching deep inside
But it doesnt even matter if i have to hide
Just seeing him smile is enough for me
just seeing him always, forever, happy.
One day he'll find the girl that's right for him
One day he'll meet the girl, the one of his dreams
But its enough for me, just to see him smile
enough, even if its just for a while.
I know its an impossible dream
I never said I had to be with him
Just seeing him smile is enough for me
just seeing him always, forever, happy.
I could be the one aching deep inside
But it doesnt even matter if i have to hide
Just seeing him smile is enough for me
just seeing him always, forever, happy.
One day he'll find the girl that's right for him
One day he'll meet the girl, the one of his dreams
But its enough for me, just to see him smile
enough, even if its just for a while.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Though you think its gonna move me
You're wrong, its not that easy
Just cause you say you wont give up
Just cause you say you miss me
Stop whispering sweet-nothings
I wont fall for flattery
Youre just freakin pissing me off
Cuz you think you own me, that's enough
Got a problem with who i talk to
Even said i lied to you
What the hell is your dam problem, sir?
Go get yourself a counsellor
You sure enjoy spoiling my day
I'm not even sure i can be friends with you
You wouldnt even have treated me that way
If your friendship, love, whatever shyt, was true.
You're wrong, its not that easy
Just cause you say you wont give up
Just cause you say you miss me
Stop whispering sweet-nothings
I wont fall for flattery
Youre just freakin pissing me off
Cuz you think you own me, that's enough
Got a problem with who i talk to
Even said i lied to you
What the hell is your dam problem, sir?
Go get yourself a counsellor
You sure enjoy spoiling my day
I'm not even sure i can be friends with you
You wouldnt even have treated me that way
If your friendship, love, whatever shyt, was true.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
A stupid but true poem about talking to XR at 1:01am this morning.
Was talking to you at one-oh-one
Taking to you, wait, im not done
But you took so long to give me a reply
I decided to just end it with a simple bye-bye
You were supposed to help me stop my madness right then
Put my crazy nonsense to a stop, an end
But you were more interested in fixing your web cam
Left with no one to talk to, life's just boring, oh damn.
But its more like, im just afraid to open any convos
The person might just think im a big nuisance, oh nos.
[And also they might be more interested in their web cams]
ok it sounds so dumb.
Was talking to you at one-oh-one
Taking to you, wait, im not done
But you took so long to give me a reply
I decided to just end it with a simple bye-bye
You were supposed to help me stop my madness right then
Put my crazy nonsense to a stop, an end
But you were more interested in fixing your web cam
Left with no one to talk to, life's just boring, oh damn.
But its more like, im just afraid to open any convos
The person might just think im a big nuisance, oh nos.
[And also they might be more interested in their web cams]
ok it sounds so dumb.
Friday, January 11, 2008
wow. today was like the most awesome dance party ever. i remember in ip1 we were all so stony and didnt wanna do anything. But today everyone was like crazy!! Especially jeremy. Totally mad! And then our whole class went on stage and started doing weird stuff! We even sat there and played animal concentration and tuki tuki. Yay, our class was so super awesome fun today, great to have a class like that C: yay for our class!
war games was also quite the madness. Jeremy kept attacking me! So i kept attacking him [with water bombs.] The worst was when he suddenly came from the front and just burst the whole packet on me!! And everyone was like jeremy chi dou fu!!! It was so sudden i dont even know what happened. Just dam wet after that.. We decided to bomb each other instead of the ogls, so much more fun! Whee... Then we all stood in a circle, as a class, close together. Then someone stood in the middle and threw the bomb high high high in the air! Then we just see who it landed on. Everyone was staring at us :/ But it was fun.
Today is like the most fun day of all orientation... becuz we were together as a class! yayy
war games was also quite the madness. Jeremy kept attacking me! So i kept attacking him [with water bombs.] The worst was when he suddenly came from the front and just burst the whole packet on me!! And everyone was like jeremy chi dou fu!!! It was so sudden i dont even know what happened. Just dam wet after that.. We decided to bomb each other instead of the ogls, so much more fun! Whee... Then we all stood in a circle, as a class, close together. Then someone stood in the middle and threw the bomb high high high in the air! Then we just see who it landed on. Everyone was staring at us :/ But it was fun.
Today is like the most fun day of all orientation... becuz we were together as a class! yayy
Monday, January 07, 2008
SIAN. today was such a SIAN day. lynna and i were like trying our best to be enthu [but failed.] lynna kept making screamy noises to herself.. Yea, we were split up into other orientation groups.. so my group had me, LYNNA, JEREMY, DUC CHINH, MINLU. Wa. what a wonderful combi man. Jeremy and duc chinh are really inseparable... but they werent around today.
We joined in for the og bonding thing, but after that we ran away and had mass dance with the class [as usual i partnered huiwei the not-great] so much more fun. Jiasheng dance so enthu-ly until he looks mad.
During House session Lynna and I were really serious about learning the cheers! Really lor. can you believe it? Ok...no nvm... anyway, it was fun. Lynna is so full of crap. She's mad.
Basketball after school was a killer... uber tiring. Running around all day. My ankles are so suan. Zzzt. At least we learnt some stuff? Like how to shoot properly... [as you know, we kind of like using the two hands way...] So sleeeepy. Because as usual, the night before i couldnt sleep, again. yea. Like, for a long long time until i think i must have fallen asleep at 4 plus cuz the last time i checked the clock it was 3 + and after that i had a dream of throwing food at someone to catch. Like throwing slices of ham. I dunno, i vaguely remember that, whatever it is about...
ok.. i better fall asleep tonight. Im so sleepy. [wait, i was sleepy yesterday too...]
If you were a zombie
What kind would you be?
A jumping one, a crawling one or both, whoowhee
Would you feed on human brains
And leave on your clothes, the bloodstains
If youre a full-fledged zombie
There would be no pains.
ok that is total crap.
goodbye world.
We joined in for the og bonding thing, but after that we ran away and had mass dance with the class [as usual i partnered huiwei the not-great] so much more fun. Jiasheng dance so enthu-ly until he looks mad.
During House session Lynna and I were really serious about learning the cheers! Really lor. can you believe it? Ok...no nvm... anyway, it was fun. Lynna is so full of crap. She's mad.
Basketball after school was a killer... uber tiring. Running around all day. My ankles are so suan. Zzzt. At least we learnt some stuff? Like how to shoot properly... [as you know, we kind of like using the two hands way...] So sleeeepy. Because as usual, the night before i couldnt sleep, again. yea. Like, for a long long time until i think i must have fallen asleep at 4 plus cuz the last time i checked the clock it was 3 + and after that i had a dream of throwing food at someone to catch. Like throwing slices of ham. I dunno, i vaguely remember that, whatever it is about...
ok.. i better fall asleep tonight. Im so sleepy. [wait, i was sleepy yesterday too...]
If you were a zombie
What kind would you be?
A jumping one, a crawling one or both, whoowhee
Would you feed on human brains
And leave on your clothes, the bloodstains
If youre a full-fledged zombie
There would be no pains.
ok that is total crap.
goodbye world.
Friday, January 04, 2008
ended up training on thursday instead. shot 105 shots without stopping [and without realising -_-] my arm is like. suan like shyt [cuz i grip too tightly?] the skin between my thumb and index finger is rotting.
friday cca dayyy, the range was sooo crowded. Teach people until mouth so dry zzzt and most of the time they never listen also -_- at the end of it, taking down the banners! Fuunn... when i pulled the string the whole banner flew down upon us... covered nicole, xr and i in banner, so fun. That was like the most exciting event of the day. Yea. It was that boring. And then i thought i lost my keys!! Turns out they were in the car... so laame...
the end, goodbye farewell lalala.
friday cca dayyy, the range was sooo crowded. Teach people until mouth so dry zzzt and most of the time they never listen also -_- at the end of it, taking down the banners! Fuunn... when i pulled the string the whole banner flew down upon us... covered nicole, xr and i in banner, so fun. That was like the most exciting event of the day. Yea. It was that boring. And then i thought i lost my keys!! Turns out they were in the car... so laame...
the end, goodbye farewell lalala.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
And so i went to bed at 2300hours yesterday night. Reasonable timing yea? I closed my eyes. I think i was thinking about stuff from bridge to terabithia. And then i decided to check the clock. I hadnt fallen asleep yet since i lay in bed. It was 0110hours. o-k-a-y.... so i continued lying there, and rolling about. Could hear my sis talking on the phone. And then i checked the clock again. I still hadnt fallen asleep, not even for a few seconds. It was 0210hours. Right. So i closed my eyes and tried sleeping again. But i didnt. And the time became 0230h then 0255h then 03 something... and at 042ohours, i still hadnt slept a wink. What in the world was happening? I gave up trying to sleep at 0445h and went to eat breakfast.
Ok, maybe i was thinking about stuff. But even when i wasnt really thinking, but sincerely trying to sleep, i couldnt. It's like i forgot how to sleep. I have no idea why but my ability to sleep seems to be getting worse and worse. Actually for the past few days i have been taking longer and longer to sleep. 1 hour to 2 hours to 3 hours. And now i dont even sleep at all. Wow. Im like becoming a full-fledged zombie.
Anyway orientation was lame and boring. Since it was all talks and stuff, even after school was club talk until 6. Started feeling drowsy at 12pm so the whole day was just a drowsy day... Tomorrow there's duty to teach people from 5-7. Gosh. I better fall asleep tonight or else i dont know how im gonna survive tomorrow. Already now im on the brink of fainting. Why am i still here? Im trying to get into the nj website but its not working... zzz cant check timetable...
oh. its like not even up yet. ok. time to sleep then.. try to anyway.
Dont fret if it wasnt what you thought it would be, but rather just accept that it was meant to be.
Ok, maybe i was thinking about stuff. But even when i wasnt really thinking, but sincerely trying to sleep, i couldnt. It's like i forgot how to sleep. I have no idea why but my ability to sleep seems to be getting worse and worse. Actually for the past few days i have been taking longer and longer to sleep. 1 hour to 2 hours to 3 hours. And now i dont even sleep at all. Wow. Im like becoming a full-fledged zombie.
Anyway orientation was lame and boring. Since it was all talks and stuff, even after school was club talk until 6. Started feeling drowsy at 12pm so the whole day was just a drowsy day... Tomorrow there's duty to teach people from 5-7. Gosh. I better fall asleep tonight or else i dont know how im gonna survive tomorrow. Already now im on the brink of fainting. Why am i still here? Im trying to get into the nj website but its not working... zzz cant check timetable...
oh. its like not even up yet. ok. time to sleep then.. try to anyway.
Dont fret if it wasnt what you thought it would be, but rather just accept that it was meant to be.
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