rah! i havent been here for some time now... anyhows maybe i should start thinking of stuff that i havent written about. hhmm! oh oh oh. my weird dream. again! yup, another weird dream..

ok it went like this.. i went to sleep, at around 1+ i think, on saturday MORNING. yea, and then my sis came into the room and she asked to switch on the light for a while and so i said okay. Then later when she offed it, she came back after a while and switched on her com. I could see the faint orangey light from where i was [on the 2nd storey of double decker bed] and i could hear her typing. Everything normal for now? yes normal.

then, i drifted in and out of sleep, and everytime i drifted out, i woke to hear my sis typing, and i opened my eyes to see the faint orange light. At one point i dreamt of being in math class and saw that someone had left behind a whole array of orientation fullscap. I wanted to take some, cuz that day i was trying to find nice fullscap but failed. Anyway i drifted out again, saw the light, heard the typing, and drifted back.

Then at another point, suddenly there was this raccoon scampering across the edge of my bed. It looked more like a weasel cuz it was pretty elongated, but it had the markings of a raccoon. And i identified it as a raccoon. I was telling my sis hey come and see theres a raccoon on my bed! And i saw the orange light, and i heard the typing. I tried to prevent the raccoon from running away, but it turned around and bit me. I literally went ow ow ow in my dream, and i really felt its bite. And moved my hand. [the left hand] Then i 'woke up'. the raccoon was actually a rubber band that got wrapped around my hand accidentally [rmbr i wear rubber bands on my wrist] And then i WOKE UP. And realised i dont wear rubber bands on my left hand. O: And when i WOKE UP, there was no orange light, no typing, my sis wasnt even in the room or using the com. All the time i woke up, i woke up in my dream. Not in real life. Oh gosh. And it felt so real.

eep. eep.eep.

yay theres half day tmr! sch ends at 120! hooray. too bad for those who end sch at 2 lolol. or 1230. so sad.

ok that was random. grah, my leg has the tiredness that cannot be rested! do you know whats that? its like this really really suan feeling, and no matter how you relax, it persists! And its horribly suan. rah!

urm okay. time to blog in rifle girls blog for monthly shoot and cdans? but a bit long ago :X

ta.

i had a dream this morning, and it went something like a quest. I dont remember much of it, just bits and pieces here and there. Running around, finding stuff, solving puzzles, so on and so forth..

i dont remember it, much as i want to.
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what light is there that brightens up
but turns out to be something else?
that kind of light just darkens dark
and makes you think about yourself.

one day, a large sigh escaped. oh damn, come back! Ah, but the large sigh lightens the weight of the air bag. The large sigh, like a cat? Out of the bag? Like, when a large sigh escapes it reveals something about what someone is thinking. Maybe? Ok what rubbish.

Based on a true story:

one day huiwei was really frantic!

she thought lost her phone. gasp!

so, what did she do?? She called XR!

i think i lost my phone she says!

XR wonders for a bit. She looks at the caller id. Then suddenly.

If you lost your phone, then what are you calling me with?

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ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh??? goes huiwei

ahahahha!! omg?? ow.. realization hits her.

huiwei is hilarious.

yay. im so happy for my standing broadjump. 201cm. My first try was 189cm. and i didnt get C for sit and reach. yea man. i got D! No la jk.. got B, like, scrapped it. Do sit and reach like running marathon liddat. Use so much energy and strength and my leg almost wanna die and cramp. Stretch until arm wanna get dislocated liao then zhun zhun scrap 44cm. Dam lousy but i dont care! I didnt get C hah. But then shuttle run very sad. Last year 9.9 then this year 10.4. I feel that its very slow. Sit ups also do until almost died. I am like dam lousy i cant do sit ups, without Gillian's encouragement i would have given up long ago, but thanks to her i kept doing until like wanna die and only do 43. Pull ups, every year also same la. Every year do 23. My left hand like never do anything, i can obviously tell that im using my right hand to pull myself then at the end only my right hand shaking, left hand so shuang and relac. The moment my right hand shake i dont wanna do already so never force. Only this one [and maybe standing broad jump] didnt do until wanna die. Yay its over, napfa over. Although i cant get full marks but i dont care. Dont wanna dislocate my arm. Oh yea, my 2.4 also record time, dam cool lar, used to be so slow when i never stop at all [my stamina sucks] i never stop i run 14 sth sth. This time i decided to stop 30seconds for every round and guess what! 12.14! yay yay yay. Thats why stopping is good. Urh, but stop liao after that must really run the rest of the round, not jog...

ok. dammit, this post is dam singlishy and nonsense. I dont care. the time is 1203. I feel bored.

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different thoughts different scenes
different hearts and different dreams.

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i dont even know when it started to hurt. when did fullstops start looking like collens. :::

freezing on the bus, there i was sitting alone
i could feel the chill penetrating through my bones
though its really freezing it still feels quite nice
the rain that greets my skin is as cold as ice
the weather's fit for a good long sleep
i'll be buried in my pillows as the heavens weep.

ok that was actually for yesterday. cuz the rain was blasting down and i had a retarded experience > <>

the people of this world. just hate them. so many liars, so many cheats, so many fakes. hypocrites. people saying stuff to make you sabotage yourself. people who confuse you. people who delude you. just want to stab myself with toothpicks. right through to the bone.

i cant face up to the people of this world. i've found the reason that makes me shake. how many people in this world are actually true to you? in everything they say or do?

how many are just out to hurt you?

this mental breakdown just makes my eyes hurt. im sorry.

thnks jo.