Just am
Nobody
To you.
Can only pretend
Use my act to defend
What's inside
That's leaking out
Something to hide
And to cry about
Things you dont see
You think they're ok
Maybe there's chance of recovery one day.
When? When? When will it come?
Will I, to darkness, before that, succumb?
Freeing you now
From clutches of this
Feeling you thought that you couldnt resist
Now as i see it
You'd rather be free
Free from the clutches,
The clutches of me.

So wont ask for more
I did say before
No more irritation
Like an infected sore
No more noise
Like children's toys
No more restrictions
No more convictions
Nothing.
I'll say no more.

In the end
All these words
I say to myself
Cuz not like you'll see anyway.
Wish my life ended today.