LIES LIES LIES LIES

Trying to keep up but i'm lost in LIES.
Trying to breathe but im choking on LIES.
They tell nothing but LIES.
They are nothing but LIES.
This whole life. It's a bloody LIE.

PROMISES are all LIES.

its better not to believe in LIES,
and hold on to empty hope.

just want to STAB STAB STAB STAB something now.
I feel like exploding. Just want to Die right now.

I dont even know why its feeling so bad.
why the blardy hell do i feel so lousy.
maybe im just mad.
maybe its just for this moment.
yea.
hope it passes soon.
or is it because its been going on too long?